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The first part of this life system is going to be tracking. The First Step- Mechanical Growth Tracking

I like this post No matter what level you reach you'll always be an NPC to someone, thus that someone is always an NPC.

In understanding dynamic, whatever dynamic you're trying to understand there's a crucial factor. And it's the level. Many dynamics are operating at different levels.. For example I can say a current situation has a certain basic dynamic operating in it. But I think of the situation from a distant angle, I can catch another dynamic hovering over this dynamic. I'll call it the secondary dynamic.. When I go further with my Meta analysis, I see another dynamic from top controlling and influencing all the dynamics below. I'll call this the Tertiary dynamic. So here we go. I've the Primary Dynamic. The Secondary Dynamic and the Tertiary Dynamic..

I use this journal to track my forum usage. daily forum log I keep a daily track of how much time I spend on the forum, I report when I log in. It's like punching in time and then I keep a track of time spent and shut off when it's more than the daily dose requirement. Tracking helps me avoid spending more time than necessary. I'm slowly getting to restrict my time as much as possible. I'm able to restrict more now. Also I try to use my time effectively. I call it "Conscious Forum Usage. " So I keep a track on what I learned on the forum everyday, if there is any useful post, I record it and make notes By reporting, logging, tracking, and recording, I make sure that I spend "Restricted Time " and use it "Consciously. " This technique beats my internet addiction, although it's just the beginning and I'm already making some great progress with some lag here and there. Feel free to browse that journal and use the techniques. The technique simply includes Logging/Punching Tracking Reporting Recording Hope this helps

So what's going to be a part of this Life System I'm creating Awareness of self and system Progress Focus. Resolution (of situations and hurdles) Attention Connection (to selves) Understanding dynamic Compensation (try to have which you don't have or are lacking ) Integration (integrate a little bit of everything )

@Blackhawk this is not about belief or fear. Tap water tested in cities can often be bad because of the old pipelines leeching chemicals into it. Plus the local government bodies add chemicals to deodorize it. There is stuff added to the water. Fluoride and chlorine. Go research.

@Forestluv you mean breath work?

I'm learning about soul cord and dark energies that hunt for it and members of a soul cluster who align on the same path towards psychic energy channel First I need to do early morning channeling.

Compensation Integration

@Strangeloop if your sexuality is hetero and you normally get attracted to women then this could be a medical issue of a lower sex drive. 1 Are you on some medication/ illness that reduces sexual drive and affects performance? 2 Look into performance anxiety. Does this happen with same person or with every person? 3 Is there too much distraction or logistics issue? 4 Are you sexually repressed due to religion, culture etc or by your own beliefs? Do you repress yourself right when you get around the time when you need to be doing? 5 Do you feel upset or change in emotions while doing the act? 6 Is there a shame or negativity lodged in your mind as soon as you approach it? 7 Are there any considerations bothering you like safety, Std or unwanted pregnancy of the person who you choose to have the stuff with? 8 Is it that your level of attraction and stimulation always low? 9 How was your puberty? 11 Do you experience the same problem during masturbation or is it completely okay during masturbation? 12 Does your partner do something that makes it awkward or uncomfortable for you to do it how you want? 13 Do you experience sexual shaming from anyone? 14. Is there something that is related to energy levels? 15 or have you overused porn or over masturbated to a level where normal levels of stimulation are not enough due to constant over stimulation. Have you ended up exhausting yourself sexually and losing interest due to over use of sexual desire and energy. You will have to explore these questions if you are confidently heterosexual. Also try exploring your sexuality many times so you know the truth about it.

@Strangeloop I'm no expert on such matters but maybe you might want to look into premature ejaculation related issues. It sounds familiar to it.

@Rilles I had a slight hunch about that. But I guess back in the day, it was neutral, not sure right now. Their old videos were good.

Breitbart but I don't know if it's biased

I thought of a car when I read that. . Sorry couldn't stop laughing about that.

I felt that some things there were not accurately judged but then again Leo does say that he himself is not immune to self deception so this work should be taken with a grain of salt, and most people can not do that and that is why they fall prey to their own biases and self delusions and can not proceed with the journey of truth but to a point, meaning their perspective ultimately ends up as a noose around their neck, strangle holding them and not allowing the mind to ever open up to new possibilities. And these truths are so important, the notions described in this and not allowing the mind to ever open up to new possibilities. And these truths are so important, the notions described in this episode is what is precisely missing inside the collective mind, the ability to connect the dots and see the picture and have thus a higher perspective, to go 'meta' as Leo says, is what is lacking in most brains today and why we have this weird society that we have, with gullibility and foolishness running rampant almost everywhere. Society is kidding itself that this is not true, that it is just some 'woo woo' stuff with no relevance to 'practical' life, but in actuality this stuff is fundamental and without starting out from the proper foundation all the accumulations will prove themselves to be vain, always. With the truth though to be vain, always. With the truth though you can not fail and this is the truth, kind of like Georg Cantor's set theory where he himself got a bit insane after grasping the significance of infinity and that truly there is no ground, there is only infinity. But then also I think Alan Watts also hit the spot with this exact same topic when he said that reality is vastly complex because the mind makes it so and that ultimately the mind is the final arbiter of its complexity,that it can also be viewed as simple, like the simplicity of breathing or just of being the consciousness that one is, that the infinitely fractal recurrence of thing is a reference for the mind and that the complexity helps an analytical mind for its inquiry but that this mind loses its practicality when talking this mind loses its practicality when talking about other more sensitive areas of life like relationships or being at one with one's own self, mystical subjects. I think he was right up to a point, because he pointed these things out to an audience too steeped in the materialist paradigm, therefore imbalanced and that like he said, it all depends on the relativity of the situation, that to someone else these things would not be relevant, like to an eastern audience that has heard about these topics of non duality for generations and have integrated them into their traditions. He was talking to a potentially alienated culture, alienated from its true nature and true self, one that possessed the intellect to complexity things but lacked the wisdom to see the beauty and elegance in the simple things.Also the holographic Universe comes into this, that we are the Universe looking at itself, that ultimately we all are the same consciousness expressed uniquely in different containers we call bodies and that this consciousness is ultimately one and therefore we also contain each other, why we can not ever not be part of some collective or some greater whole, because ultimately we are that whole ourselves only sometimes the lower ego mind deludes itself to think otherwise. Ultimately we are a piece and a whole and thus we are ourselves and each other at the same time and that the joy of life is that play of sharing and receiving that sameness from one another, through intercourse, in ever so many infinitely diverse ways, that is the ecstasy, the Zenith of being, it is God.

Understanding dynamic

Focus. Resolution Attention Connection (to selves)

Awareness of self and system Progress

The new concept is about creating your own life system and not let it be regulated by malefic forces. So the is my fundamental belief. That when you put all your energy in guiding and acting your life, it works out. When you are lazy and don't put a strong energy into your life, the malefic forces take over and life proceeds in an unregulated manner because you are not taking charge. (let me straighten this out quickly ) So it's important that you create your own life system I've created a 3 step model to create my own life system. It's divided into three growth tracking steps First step is called Mechanical Growth Track Second step is called Plane based Growth Track And last is called Mountain based Resolution track

New concept

So the new concept is about labeling a stressor as a stressor. Take a jar and put the label stressor on it. Now take a piece of paper and write the names of people and things and behaviors that stresses you out the most or re-ignites trauma. Put these pieces into the jar. Review these things everyday re-analyze your relationships with these stressors every day and find ways to combat these stressors.