Preety_India

I'll jumble up all the terms together and instead of calling it God, which is kinda of a fancy name, but since I don't believe in personifications, I'll use the term "a different dimension " to explain this unknown entity.

I call the supernatural a different dimension. In these journal I'm going to explore how the supernatural interacts with me, do some channeling work, focus on psychic energy and share my experiences from the other side, from a different dimension and how it helps me.

Do I remember in recent times if I had reached out to God? Nope.

@Origins thanks

I'm naturally very spiritually gifted is what I believe.

Because they are extremely self serving greedy narcissistic assholes who fool idiotic people into thinking that they are doing a great service to the nation. They cater to the most ignorant sub section of the society.. Also. Greed and selfishness turns anyone into the most blood sucking low conscious scum individual. No hope there Selfishness is a destructive path, no gains other than fake wealth.

And then it was September 2015. I was feeling extremely lonely. I was living alone at the time. I had my second ex. We weren't getting along a relationship I was eventually going to break in 2017 mid June. And I begged and fell on my knees. In a moment of despair, I suddenly gave up and wanted to die, I wanted to commit suicide, I wanted to be gone. I had lost my dad years ago I had lost my pet. I had lost everything. I didn't want to live for anything. And I felt my boyfriend didn't love me. I wanted to end it all. Nobody loved. Not my mom. Not anyone. No one cared if I would have been gone. I prayed to Christ for strength. I prayed for hope. Then suddenly. Things changed. I felt warmth. I rose. I remember sitting. Thinking. It was different. Next day my mom called me to tell me that she is coming over to my place. I felt nice. At least I won't feel alone. I felt like God had given me a sign. He wanted to tell me that I was going to be okay After that whatever happened was nothing short of a miracle. I began to be heavily influenced by spirituality. I was suddenly propelled in this direction where I would constantly question everything around me in a spiritual context. Everything has had to have an answer, a meaning. I started collecting journals. I bought a few diaries. I began scribbling and writing in early 2016. It was january 2016. I got my journal and began writing, not online, but in my physical journal. I had no idea Actualized Org existed at the time. I would sit in a corner, huddled into a space and keep writing. I would write endlessly. A lot of stuff I wanted to write about. I didn't want to stop. I wrote throughout 2016. I wrote nearly 10 diaries that year that I still have in my cabin. Then in 2017 I broke up and had health issues. I met Joseph at the end of this year. I came across Leo's video in around my birthday and then I decided to join the forum the day after my birthday. This was 2018. I went straight to the journal section and began journaling. My spiritual quest began that year 2018 and never ended. I wrote throughout the year.

The first time I prayed was when I was 6 years old. This is because my school taught me how to pray. I remember praying when I was 15. But I don't remember what I was praying for. I used to pray to a picture of Christ. I was in a Catholic school. I don't remember praying to a Hindu god ever. My Catholic roots were strong But I had some attachment to Hindu Gods as well. I have no idea when an intense shift happened in my god consciousness. I do remember watching a ton of debates in 2015 including Sam Harris and Richard Dawkins about atheism around at that time and being taken in by it and being quite resistant to the idea of atheism.

My journey happens in flashbacks. Childhood - I don't remember thinking about this entity that I'll call God. I remember text books mentioning the word God. It's a distant memory.

I think being a fool is like a cascading thing Like nested matryoshka dolls.

Sometimes psychos are better than normal people. Because they'll say a truth that normal people don't have the balls to say.

The worst feeling in my life was when I asked myself How could you be so stupid?

Another principle of my life system is to have an extraordinarily strong belief in God. You need to have faith, an invincible trust in God. Absolute faith and trust in a higher power. Four key principles To love life To love self To treat life like a system To love God The other principle is to to never take anything in life in a simplistic reductionist way, everything is infinitely complex. Even this present moment.

The last week I was busy developing a concept. I had called it the life system. I was coming up with insights and components to fill in this system with. I tediously worked to incorporate elements into it that would be helpful for my life and kept improvising and customizing it. it's a work in progress. Right now it's half assed, half baked and still in the works. I decided to name it Preety's Life System. It's not fully conceptualized yet. I'll continuously work towards completing it. This is my greatest work so far. My best work so far in all of my journals combined. After tedious work of 3 years, I finally arrive at this. Hopefully this ambitious project will take wings and soar higher than I expected.

I do things on impulse. Sometimes those impulses are cues from a different dimension.

Another counter intuitive strategy is to throw the stress back at the stressor. Manipulate the stressor so the stressor gets stressed out. Instead of me. Another strategy is deflection.

When someone tells me stuff and then I'm so puzzled that I end up thinking you don't understand shit

If my ex ever calls me back then scream loudly the following words. GO TO HELL. there cannot be a better defense.

@TheDude0 you'll achieve great heights in life. You're an amazing person.

I'm a very spiritually inclined person and so a lot of things are going to be mysterious in my life.

Another technique to deal with a stressor is to create a Fertile Film between you and the stressor. What does this mean? This fertile film is constantly growing and that's why I call it fertile. This film is like a barrier. It consists of all elements either used in advance preparation against a stressor or elements that can currently be used to diffuse the impact of the stressor. An example - lets say my stressor is loud sound. Then the Fertile Film should consist of the following items ( Im going to use the word items for tips, insights, suggestions, ideas and tricks. ) Ear plugs Sound protection screen Staying away from the place Avoidance Music

I liked this post I made a few hours ago. It talks about weapons I think this world is divided into good and bad people. Good people aren't materialistic. Evil people want to dominate whereas good people want to surrender. Power is like a litmus test. Most people who are good are not power hungry and won't put themselves into positions of power. Bad people see any way to dominate as a great opportunity. They easily put themselves into positions of power. Naturally most people who compete for power are evil people We cannot solve this paradox until we find a solution for what predatory people use and that is weapons. Weapons create a problem.. What do groups of bad people use against good people? Weapons to create fear some of these weapons are - fear, violence, death threats. These are the basic weapons that causes good people to back off and not fight the bad. It's important to destroy these weapons. To reduce threat, fear, violence by punishing anyone who uses them. By putting such people in jail. By retracting the very thing used that causes suppression. The weapons. The weapons need to be destroyed. They need to be neutralized in order to create balance of power. When weapons are used, the predators get more powerful than the prey very easily. Remove the teeth and nails of the tiger and the tiger can do nothing. In a stage Red culture and even in stage Blue, these weapons are the main source of the problem. Such weapons are extensively used against good people to keep them from getting power. Good people back off out of fear. This is the strategy. Good people don't use such weapons because they don't want unity, they don't like to create fear or violence. So this gives an unhealthy advantage to sociopaths who use these weapons since they will only be used against good people but nobody will use it against bad people So one way of tackling the situation that evil people dominating good people is to have a universal restriction on the use of threat, fear, suppression and violence. This needs a strong law enforcement system that will handle the ones who use such weapons. An independent body that is not influenced by the power in the state. A body that simply restrains the use of weapons. This way it would create more opportunities to compete against bad people and get power. Once you get a powerful good leader who only has best interests in his mind, in the absence of threat and violence he can execute important actions and resolve issues, putting an end to corruption.

- Hear soft & relaxing music. . Hear meditative/mantra music. - Practice Excercises Slow and deep Breathing, ( 2 - 5 mints). - Contemplation NOW around you: hear, watch, feel (feel the touch of skin), prove (mouth flavor) and smell, 5 senses at same time, breath deep and slowly. - Practice HOPONOPONO. - Practice Mindfullnes. - Ask deep help inside your heart, in silence with eyes close. Sincerely Deep Ask. Take three deep breaths. - Ask deep help inside your DEEP BEING, in silence, with eyes close. Sincerely Deep Ask. Take three deep breaths. - Sit in a tree an watch the nature, take deep breaths. - See the Clouds. - Take a Shower. I reccomend to practice only one at time. Here there are some "GENERAL" recommendations that helps you for some time to be more controlled. If you want more recommendations about any specific case write below comments

It's something I need to forget.

I think this world is divided into good and bad people. Good people aren't materialistic. Evil people want to dominate whereas good people want to surrender. Power is like a litmus test. Most people who are good are not power hungry and won't put themselves into positions of power. Bad people see any way to dominate as a great opportunity. They easily put themselves into positions of power. Naturally most people who compete for power are evil people We cannot solve this paradox until we find a solution for what predatory people use and that is weapons. Weapons create a problem.. What do groups of bad people use against good people? Weapons to create fear some of these weapons are - fear, violence, death threats. These are the basic weapons that causes good people to back off and not fight the bad. It's important to destroy these weapons. To reduce threat, fear, violence by punishing anyone who uses them. By putting such people in jail. By retracting the very thing used that causes suppression. The weapons. The weapons need to be destroyed. They need to be neutralized in order to create balance of power. When weapons are used, the predators get more powerful than the prey very easily. Remove the teeth and nails of the tiger and the tiger can do nothing. In a stage Red culture and even in stage Blue, these weapons are the main source of the problem. Such weapons are extensively used against good people to keep them from getting power. Good people back off out of fear. This is the strategy. Good people don't use such weapons because they don't want unity, they don't like to create fear or violence. So this gives an unhealthy advantage to sociopaths who use these weapons since they will only be used against good people but nobody will use it against bad people So one way of tackling the situation that evil people dominating good people is to have a universal restriction on the use of threat, fear, suppression and violence. This needs a strong law enforcement system that will handle the ones who use such weapons. An independent body that is not influenced by the power in the state. A body that simply restrains the use of weapons. This way it would create more opportunities to compete against bad people and get power. Once you get a powerful good leader who only has best interests in his mind, in the absence of threat and violence he can execute important actions and resolve issues, putting an end to corruption.