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I think a dominator generally has sadistic tendencies. I can't talk about a woman because I only been around men in relationships. I'm straight heterosexual so I can talk about men. My experience is that the men who wanted to play the role of the Dominator were at 98% of the time wanting to perform sadistic acts with me. They then got controlling and abusive and I had to put an end to it. Yes I tend to kinda enjoy the bdsm rape fantasy fetishes but only in a playful sexual context. Not the sadistic where it makes me feel uncomfortable. The problem is that these fetishes are a gateway to all sorts of behaviors to be considered acceptable, there is a danger of attracting all the wrong dudes and all the wrong girls. Very few people engage in fetishes consciously. Most just repress it. Nothing wrong with engaging in fetishes but they should carry the safety tag. Also explore why you have these fetishes. Sometimes your fetish might not be simply a playful gimmick to spice up the bedroom but it could go deeper and expose your innermost biases, traumas, shadows, forbidden desires or instincts which are socially not okay. It's a tricky ground.

Life is about balancing between living authentically and living wisely

Life is all about experience and insight..

You act out of emotions and then you validate those emotions because you think that you're being yourself. But at the same time, try to be more intellectual than emotional.

It's a process of maturity. Testing Experiencing Insights Applying Gaining maturity Concept of the Snake Pit and the inner spiritual core that guides actions. Communication and connection. Absorption and connection. Reception. Listening Focus and Action Snapshot of life. Insight. Observing, learning, self aware, experience and gaining insight and updating your knowledge database. And apply that knowledge.

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Madonna's unedited March speech "Hello. Are you still awake out there? Are you sure about that? Can you hear me? Are you ready to shake up up the world? Welcome to the revolution of love. To the rebellion. To our refusal as women to accept this new age of tyranny. Where not just women are in danger but all marginalized people. Where people uniquely different might be considered a crime. It took us this darkness to wake us the fuck up. It seems as though we had all slipped into a false sense of comfort. That justice would prevail and that good would win in the end. Well, good did not win this election but good will win in the end. So what today means is that we are far from the end. Today marks the beginning, the beginning of our story. The revolution starts here. The fight for the right to be free, to be who we are, to be equal. Let's march together through this darkness and with each step. Know that we are not afraid. That we are not alone, that we will not back down. That there is power in our unity and that no opposing force stands a chance in the face of true solidarity. And to our detractors that insist that this March will never add up to anything, fuck you. Fuck you. It is the beginning of much needed change. Change that will require sacrifice, people. Change that will require many of us to make different choices in our lives, but this is the hallmark of revolution. So my question to you today is are you ready? I said, are you ready? Say yes, we are ready. Say, yes we are ready. One more time: you're ready. Yes, I'm angry. Yes, I am outraged. Yes, I have thought an awful lot of blowing up the White House, but I know that this won't change anything. We cannot fall into despair. As the poet, W.H. Auden once wrote on the eve of World War II: We must love one another or die. I choose love. Are you with me? Say this with me: We choose love. We choose love. We choose love."

Madonna's powerful speech for the Woman of the Year Award.

I was talking about Cardi B earlier. I don't like her style and music. Being sexually free is one thing and being completely trashy is another Can we compare her to Madonna in terms of sexuality? Is a black woman's sexuality in more jeopardy than a white woman's? I've no clue. But I'm not comfortable seeing Cardi B. I'm OK watching Madonna though

Madonna's speech for Aretha Franklin Aretha Louise Franklin changed the course of my life. I left Detroit when I was 18. Thirty-five dollars in my pocket. My dream was to make it as a professional dancer. After years of struggling and being broke, I decided to go to auditions for musical theater. I heard the pay was better. I had no training or dreams ever ever becoming a singer, but I went for it. I got cut, and rejected from every audition. Not tall enough. Not blend-in enough, not 12-octave-range enough, not pretty enough, not enough, enough. And then one day, a French disco sensation was looking for backup singers and dancers for his world tour. I thought, 'Why not? I could go back to getting robbed, held at gunpoint, and being mistaken for a prostitute in my third floor walk-up that was also a crack house.' That's right, I'm a rebel heart. So I showed up to the audition, and two very large French record producers sat in the empty theater, daring me to be amazing. The dance audition went well. Then they asked me if I had sheet music and a song prepared. I panicked. I had overlooked this important part of the audition process. I had to think fast. My next meal was on the line. Fortunately, one of my favorite albums was Lady Soul by Aretha Franklin. I blurted out, "You make me feel." Silence. "You make me feel like a natural woman." Two French guys nodded at me. I said, "You know, by Aretha Franklin." Again, mm-hmm. They looked over at the pianist. He shook his head. I don't need sheet music, I said, I know every word. I know the song by heart, I will sing it a capella. I could see that they didn't take me seriously, and why should they? Some skinny-ass while girl is going to come up here and belt out a song by one of the greatest soul singers who ever lived? A capella? I said, 'Bitch, I'm Madonna.' No, I didn't. I didn't say that. Because I wasn't Madonna yet. I don't know who I was. I don't know I said. I don't know what came over me. I walked to the edge of the pitch black stage, and started singing. When I was finished and drenched in nerve sweat. You know what that is, right nerve sweat? They said, 'We will call you one day, maybe soon.' Weeks went by and no phone call. Finally, the phone rang, it was one of the producers, saying. 'We don't think you are right for this job.' I'm like, 'Motherfucker, why are you calling me?' He replied, 'We think you have great potential. You are rough around the edges, but there is good rawness. We want to bring you to Paris and make you a star. Well, we will put you in a studio, with the great Giorgio Moroder.' And I had no idea who that was, and I wanted to live in Paris and I wanted to eat some food. So, that was the beginning of my journey as a singer. I left for Paris, but I came back a few months later. Because I had not earned the life I was living. It felt wrong. They were good people, but wanted to write my own songs and be a musician, not a puppet. I needed to go home and learn to play guitar, and that's exactly what I did. And the rest is history. So. You are probably all wondering why I am telling you this story. There is a connection, because none of this would have happened, could have happened, without our lady of soul. She lead me to where I am today. And I know she influenced so many people in this house tonight. In this room tonight. And I want to thank you, Aretha, for empowering all of us. R-e-s-p-e-c-t. Long live the queen. Another anecdote I would like to share: In 1984, this is where the first VMAs were, in this very building. And I performed at this show. I sang "Like a Virgin" at the top of a cake. And on my way down, I lost a shoe, and I was rolling on the floor and trying to make it look like it was part of the choreography, looking for the missing stilleto, and my dress flew up, and my butt was exposed, and oh my God, quelle horror. After the show, my manager said my career was over. LOL. So. I would now like to present the nominees for the video of the year."

sometimes feel overly fortunate and i had my own guilt with that you know so being there there was a sense of peace knowing that there was nothing i could do about it because there's times where me wanting to control has been able for me to create this authentic brand i never do anything that i don't want to do 10:17 my music is exactly what i want it to be 10:18 being in control a lot of the time works in my favor but being obsessed with control can also be really damaging to just being in what the plan that the above has for you so I battled with that but i more so i really felt at peace knowing that there's nothing i can do about it and i've taken that piece and i try to find that space because there's a billion other times in your life that there's gonna be nothing that you can do about it having that that freedom now of not being just so in love with control has been really good for me yeah it's funny you talk about that because if i go through and i read it from an altitude and i said cherry pick the events that we've all seen and heard that's the trade of being a performer i suppose is that stuff gets put out here it does feel like the moments when things have taken you in a vastly different direction to be the moments when you've on the outside have being in complete control uh-huh yeah well i i thrive in in chaos a little bit and i also 11:19 i don't like making decisions this is one thing that i don't like i do not like someone asked me to go to dinner you choose like i do not like me oh that's annoying i don't like making decisions that's because i really am kind of happy anywhere right i just am and until you're not until until i'm like this place sucks but i'm like so obviously really i really like people kind of i mean when it comes to my music into my craft i really really like making my own choices and making my own art but those aren't really decisions you know those aren't to me those aren't decisions they're probably very big decisions if you're not used to making them all the time but like putting out music to me isn't a big decision it's like it just is like it's just flowing out constantly so i liked that i never had to make a choice about saying goodbye to that house it just said goodbye to me there was no choice in it and i really liked that about about the non-decision-making process so it's been a year i mean if this is still the case and no judgment but from what i can tell it's been a year since you chose sobriety right since you decided to clear your head yeah how did it feel when you started to wake up and realize that that was working well i like a lot of people you know being completely honest during the pandemic fell off and felt really a lot of you know and i would never sit here and go i've been [ __ ] sober and i didn't and i fell off and I realized that i now am back on sobriety two weeks sober and you know i feel like i really accepted that time and one of the things i've used is don't get furious get curious so don't be mad at yourself but ask

if i don't have anything you just 08:07 pick up a record and just right i was right on it and so i was like man me and joan do have a lot in common i even have her handwriting and then i realized that's my handwriting yeah i do not remember her writing about like you know floating through space with an astronaut so that was like in my dead pet studio i had had a book sitting here on this console this console survived the fire this is from my studio in malibu and um yeah my dad actually was like can i have that i'm like dude this is what i the one thing that we really had left was my freaking console it's mine he's like i know but i just got the perfect compressor i need a place to put it like you have to get your own damn console this is like because my studio was the only thing that was left so this kind of from here and those signs those were that's a sign that's the only thing i had left was my studio that's all that was left was my music wow oddly you know i didn't have a lot of my songwriting journals in my studio because that's never i mean for me that's never where i write a song i never write a song in the studio can I ask you a really weird question I've never asked anyone because it was such a such a unique experience that you go through something as kind of traumatic and life shaking as that what is it like when you walk through what used to be a home dude i mean part of you wants to just start digging through ashes and find whatever is left you know so part of me wants to do that and part of you creates 09:26 the the walls and the what was there and you can almost see pictures i mean part of you you're i guess it's somewhat of muscle memory of some kind you know it starts putting it all back together again and then a part of you is very peaceful i also am very fortunate because i knew that i would have some place to go that i would not be displaced yeah and now so your security's checked my security is fine and i know that about my life i never stop being grateful for that my life is extremely unique and i'm

sometimes just kept pouring the [ __ ] and you're like oh my god like can't drink any more of this [ __ ] yeah and you're just like you know you're dizzy often that's what i mean like when we spoke in 2017 and the album was coming out and you were just like i got this like i got the relationship i got the album I got that life i'm good yeah and then and life just laughs it's like you're not done yet you know i i kind of hate the saying but also love it that when you make the plan that life you know laughs at you because i do think there's something to having an idea of what you want and like setting a goal and seeing it you know i daydream a lot daydreaming and like seeing it all happen but not letting it completely consume you to the point where there's no other opportunities you exactly and become i never let an idea or a schedule 07:07 determine my creative choices so listen like i made a record you and i had talked during younger now and then i was going and making a set of three eps which were amazing i was in love with the songs you know but those two eps weren't relevant anymore and even though i loved the songs for 07:26 what they were they lost their relevance so to me i can't ever release that is the only thing that you did in that equation that that doesn't play to how you would do that now is you announced it yeah when you announce it you get power that's the plan yeah exactly and then it goes upside down i didn't realize you lost stuff though oh yeah so every computer every journal every song i've ever written you know and i write a lot of songs that no one ever hears they're just for me actually yesterday i was going through i have a joan jett book and i was looking at some pictures of her getting inspired and i was like we had the exact same handwriting and i realized it was my handwriting i had used her book as my songwriting journal so if you know if i don't have anything you just

things that i'll miss it really what i gained which patients being one of them was worth it in a sense finding a balance of feeling detached but still being able to connect yeah you know yeah i would never want someone to say you know she just wasn't there with me she just you know i i do have a problem with people that that think being protected or guarding yourself in some way is detachment is attachment because if you don't protect yourself then like 04:33 take all the locks off your house leave the keys in the car sure don't wear shoes on your feet well also you have a right to keep something t yourself i mean you or yourself before anybody came into your life ultimately outside you know the family that you have and even then the minute you're born it's your journey mm-hmm and i wonder i've always wanted to ask you this as you now get to a higher state of self-awareness through your music through your life through learning through relationships through all of it through maturity right it's called maturity do you look back now on what you were told by your parents what you how you acted as a kid the kind of kid you were from that you know they all just had the earliest memories have you always been this no i mean i am not the person i was yesterday you know last night sitting behind you cutting with stevie nicks on the phone that changed me forever you know everything changes me forever and i'll never be who i was yesterday in a way every night 05:26 before i go to sleep i say goodbye to myself in a way because it's like that person's done and there's like a sadness to it sometimes because i do evolve really quickly because i'm very absorbent like i just take everything in yeah and recently i've had to do inventory of what i've owned as mine that isn't mine because i think like you're saying your parents so whether it's generational or the way that you're raised or you know you you really do get passed through dna 05:56 yeah personality and character even fear yeah nature versus nurture for sure you know exactly nature versus nurture and we're all just an equation of all those things adding up you know the last three years i called it the the cocktail of chaos because it just felt like the worst bartender ever which was like as the universe yeah

3:32 / 1:19:24 Transcript 00:01 [Music] 00:12 this place is cool 00:13 thank you so much i am at some point i'm gonna this wall is gonna go away and i'm gonna make a big like songwriting deck out there because i'd like to go outside we have a little mini spot out there but my mom came in here and spruced the place up and she's obsessed with putting like photos of me with all these people everywhere so this is like a mother's doing i love how you came straight in and you like and you zeroed in on the thing that i would have gone to and you've justified it without me even raising it it's my [ __ ] mother came here today i'm like yo why because my mom she just is like you know she wants me to be proud of my moments but it's just very like it's cute in her house but in my house i feel like it's kind of like a like a whole dentist you know when you go and you're like i don't really care whose teeth you clean like you go to that dentist as well yeah can you clean teeth or not i don't care about the pictures on the wall it's so lay how you doing i'm doing really good i'm happy to be 01:02 talking to you you too i was thinking it's nice actually out of all the times you know covid has just been just so hard on everybody whether it's actually physically getting the illness or just mentally and spiritually or you know so many people are just experiencing anxiety and fear but the one great thing is you know to bring you to my studio bring you to my home yeah we've never been able to sit where i was thrilled the music really gets i mean when it came into my diary and it's i was like 01:33 where are we doing it and they're like well it's it's at miley's place i was thrilled because you're right it started out in our place and then it was covert orientated tech talk yeah i don't like that especially with you and me you know you want to have a real conversation and i think with that i think timing is everything you know i learned that whether that was in love or relationships or just comedy i mean just even to to make people laugh to make people cry there's a timing to all of it and when you lose that timing and that connection and that awareness of okay i'm sensing what you're feeling you're sensing what i'm feeling when you lose that i think that's what's kind of been causing some of this anxiety and fear because there's an unknowingness of the response you lose that when you're talking through a screen well the core of anxiety and fears is a desire for control and we put that in the same conversation as time yeah and that's why when things happen to you it's like oh i have the worst timing yeah i can't believe this time that happened yeah and it's interesting that you would look at it from a different perspective of like actually i lean into the concept of time even if at the time it felt like a bad time also i think there's something about you kind of fall into the right timing and i think there's been times where i've wanted to rush in times where i wanted to wait and there's just seasons and that's been this record for me because this record i really was patient with and patience you could probably get a lot of adjectives of the things that i am but patient i don't think if you ask anyone around me would necessarily be you were sort of pushed in that direction right because it's so funny i was thinking back to the last time we really spoke well around the last album which was younger now album album and it's funny that title you know because i think about like you were really you were on a mission to mature and to build a life for yourself to stabilize yourself and you called that album younger now and it all just felt very at odds and then 2018 the whole thing just tips upside down as you wrote so poignantly in your note and i think about that that's a push toward patience because that's about losing control you can't control that that must have been the problem with looking back on it now the most significant one of the most significant events of your life that fire i write down everything like i my dad always says you know when you write it down when you say it out loud you give it power you begin to create it the minute that you write it down so i write everything down you know i did write about i guess it was a push into patience but it's now a part of my character and it's something that i really am proud of and it i feel it was earned um to be patient and as much as there's

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sometimes feel overly fortunate and i had my own guilt with that you know so being there there was a sense of peace knowing that there was nothing i could do about it because there's times where me wanting to control has been able for me to create this authentic brand i never do anything that i don't want to do 10:17 my music is exactly what i want it to be 10:18 being in control a lot of the time works in my favor but being obsessed with control can also be really damaging to just being in what the plan that the above has for you so I battled with that but i more so i really felt at peace knowing that there's nothing i can do about it and i've taken that piece and i try to find that space because there's a billion other times in your life that there's gonna be nothing that you can do about it having that that freedom now of not being just so in love with control has been really good for me yeah it's funny you talk about that because if i go through and i read it from an altitude and i said cherry pick the events that we've all seen and heard that's the trade of being a performer i suppose is that stuff gets put out here it does feel like the moments when things have taken you in a vastly different direction to be the moments when you've on the outside have being in complete control uh-huh yeah well i i thrive in in chaos a little bit and i also 11:19 i don't like making decisions this is one thing that i don't like i do not like someone asked me to go to dinner you choose like i do not like me oh that's annoying i don't like making decisions that's because i really am kind of happy anywhere right i just am and until you're not until until i'm like this place sucks but i'm like so obviously really i really like people kind of i mean when it comes to my music into my craft i really really like making my own choices and making my own art but those aren't really decisions you know those aren't to me those aren't decisions they're probably very big decisions if you're not used to making them all the time but like putting out music to me isn't a big decision it's like it just is like it's just flowing out constantly so i liked that i never had to make a choice about saying goodbye to that house it just said goodbye to me there was no choice in it and i really liked that about about the non-decision-making process so it's been a year i mean if this is still the case and no judgment but from what i can tell it's been a year since you chose sobriety right since you decided to clear your head yeah how did it feel when you started to wake up and realize that that was working well i like a lot of people you know being completely honest during the pandemic fell off and felt really a lot of you know and i would never sit here and go i've been [ __ ] sober and i didn't and i fell off and I realized that i now am back on sobriety two weeks sober and you know i feel like i really accepted that time and one of the things i've used is don't get furious get curious so don't be mad at yourself but ask

I've realized through my spiritual journeys and quests that the final answer lies in the word communication It's all about communication. Everything is either direct communication or a form of communication. If you got a bit deeper with communication, what is the word that comes to your mind? What exactly do you build with communication? Connection.................. Yesssssssss Now I got it. Spirituality is all about a genuine connection.. And I'm walking along that line. I'm reaching there. I'm a few steps short of a great discovery. I knew I was close to the finishing line. My hard work of 3 long years would not go in vain. Plus I had been thinking about spirituality since childhood. I knew it would culminate into some form of preserving maturity that remains surprisingly calm and stable and continues along its path.

if i don't have anything you just 08:07 pick up a record and just right i was right on it and so i was like man me and joan do have a lot in common i even have her handwriting and then i realized that's my handwriting yeah i do not remember her writing about like you know floating through space with an astronaut so that was like in my dead pet studio i had had a book sitting here on this console this console survived the fire this is from my studio in malibu and um yeah my dad actually was like can i have that i'm like dude this is what i the one thing that we really had left was my freaking console it's mine he's like i know but i just got the perfect compressor i need a place to put it like you have to get your own damn console this is like because my studio was the only thing that was left so this kind of from here and those signs those were that's a sign that's the only thing i had left was my studio that's all that was left was my music wow oddly you know i didn't have a lot of my songwriting journals in my studio because that's never i mean for me that's never where i write a song i never write a song in the studio can I ask you a really weird question I've never asked anyone because it was such a such a unique experience that you go through something as kind of traumatic and life shaking as that what is it like when you walk through what used to be a home dude i mean part of you wants to just start digging through ashes and find whatever is left you know so part of me wants to do that and part of you creates 09:26 the the walls and the what was there and you can almost see pictures i mean part of you you're i guess it's somewhat of muscle memory of some kind you know it starts putting it all back together again and then a part of you is very peaceful i also am very fortunate because i knew that i would have some place to go that i would not be displaced yeah and now so your security's checked my security is fine and i know that about my life i never stop being grateful for that my life is extremely unique and i'm

Through a higher sense of self awareness.. Miley Cyrus is giving a lot of tips on what exercises to help spiritual growth. I'm going to make notes. So Zane asks her what she thinks about whatever her parents taught her as a child. How does she look back on it. Has she always been this way?

I came from such poverty and I came so far. I always wanted to grow grow grow. I worked so hard, even to the point of death, to come to a point where I could make sense of everything. It was my determination. I think it's really paying off now royally.

In the past week I came across Paris Hilton and now Miley Cyrus. I can't believe it. It's like one after another. Yesss. These are young women of our generation. And I always thought I couldn't relate to them because they are too rich for me to even think about them. But loooooook. They say things that are so relevant. Paris talked about PTSD 5 months ago and I was diagnosed with PTSD just 10 days ago. I could relate to every fucking thing she said. This is such a synchronicity. I can't believe this. The universe is just getting closer and closer and more synchronous clues are popping up. And now Miley Cyrus. All her insights have been living up in my head since past few weeks. This is truly amazing. I'm closing in on the root of my fears and issues. Yay finally.

March 2, 2021. God showed me this video at the right opportunity. This is it. This is the Ultimate Spiritual. Omg Miley Cyrus is really growing and growing super fast. I need to really follow her growth. Queen Sass. She has come a long way since Hannah Montana. Omg she was my favorite with Hannah Montana but I wasn't upset with her changing. I love her authenticity and integrity. That's absolutely, hands down the most important thing on the path of spirituality.

Omg I'm crying so bad right now. She is saying exactly what I wanted to say. Covid caused so much anxiety. And then she says everything that I wanted to say, ditto. Just 5 seconds in, she says "you wanna have a real conversation" "and with that timing is everything. I learned that whether it's love, relationships or just comedy, to make people laugh, to make cry, there is a timing to all of it and when you lose that timing and that connection, and that awareness that okay I'm sensing what you are feeling, and you're sensing what I'm feeling, when you lose that, I think that's whats been causing some of this anxiety, the fear, because there is an unknowingness of the response, you lose that when you are talking to a screen. " And I remember a few weeks ago I wrote in one of my journals that if I have to adopt a certain look it would consist of dark painted long nails, lots of rings or specific finger rings, and a sweater or a shrug. Just the winter look. And now look at Miley Cyrus's hands. Oh my Goodness. She is rocking the dark painted nails in jet black with loads of rings. If this is not a sign then I don't know what is.