Preety_India

When did I lose track and how did I lose track? What happened in the past 3 days and how did it make me feel?

I've this pretty much handled now. The psychiatrist is going to tell me the right thing to do with my PTSD. I'm so sick of this forum tbh.

I just don't want this dude talking to me anymore.

OK confined. I'm not going to be on the forum anymore. It's tiring. Every time I go in there, there's some fucked up nonsense going on. It's seriously exhausting to deal with this. And then someone drops some hint in personal messenger which I absolutely do not like. I only want to talk to my friends here in personal messenger not to some random dudes I have no knowledge about. I wish there was an option in personal messages to avoid strangers who drop by for casual chat. I don't appreciate it at all.

@Tim R it seems like you're always looking for an escape. I suggest you try to incorporate pd or personal development along with your spiritual practice. That would be perfect in my opinion.

@captainamerica urban. City.

You say sorry but you are not.

@LastThursday I've always been attracted to men much older than me. It's kinda weird.

You're such a delight. That's wonderful man. It's good to know you figured it all out. Feels liberated right. Fuck those people who show hate. They're low conscious stage blue crappy people. I just don't get the obsession with being heterosexual. As if sexuality is some kind of virtue or prize to hold. It's just a preference of the heart.. It's crazy how society is so steeped in narrow mindedness that it cannot allow people to be happy with who they are. Sucks mate. I wish you well..

But I definitely feel better after dumping you

Now that I am done with you, thank God I can move on. It took such a long time to get over you.

You should make a video only on this one line. This line will have the potential to save many many many lives. Wish I had the common sense to never listen to my conventional doctors. Because I got fucked big time.

Joseph you gave me so much hurt and pain. But this thing. I'm grateful to you despite all that Because of all your hurt, I'm a strong woman today who knows how to keep her boundaries from being broken. I don't get stepped on anymore.. I don't know if you really loved me and I don't care. But your dynamic changed my fragility forever. It made realize that I had to put myself first in everything. And not allow pigs like you to mess with my brains.

Masculine is more about control. Feminine is more about expression Interesting how that will work out. It doesn't really.

Completed a session with my psychiatrist. I feel much better now.

I can't believe I'm so nervous right now. Just waiting for this person to call me.

Feeling very nervous today 5th March. 10.00 am

Culture vulture

It sounds real to me.. But I notice that you tend to suffer self doubt. Get rid of insecurities.