Preety_India

I have been autistic all my life. It's something I struggle with. But it's getting better.

The thing with bipolar is that they forget and forgive things and then move on and get back again with their lover. This is a significant advantage to a borderline like me (at this point I'm not even Borderline are heavily autistic people.

I get defensive and then I use accusatory language and destroy my relationships.

I'm crying right now because I don't know how to explain anything. There is so much confusion and chaos in my world. For a bipolar everything is external. For a borderline everything is internal

Hmm. The only thing that can cure my relationship is unconditional love. My defensiveness affects my relationships I get defensive because of my trauma. The only person who can manage with me is a bipolar Only they can understand my unsteadiness and chaotic behavior.

I should just cut these people out of my life completely. It's no use.

@ll Ontology ll OK fine whatever. Don't talk to me ever again. Bye.

To reject.

People who talk about Sadhanas don't target mentally ill people, just saying. Maybe don't waste time of people who actually want to do good things

Aren't loud night clubs annoying?

I have some autism. I like the idea that I feel deep innocence and that guides my journey. I feel like a child within. And I associate it with enlightenment.

Borderlines are mostly attracted to extroverts. Especially Empathetic extroverts. Let me check my ex boyfriend list My first ex boyfriend - he was a high extrovert My second ex boyfriend - very extrovert but still moderate My third ex boyfriend Joseph - extrovert My fourth ex boyfriend - ENFP My fifth and current boyfriend Jim - ENFP - A It seems I have never dated an introvert guy. All extroverted and mostly ENFP I'm INFJ-T

Borderlines are mostly attracted to extroverts. Especially Empathetic extroverts. Let me check my ex boyfriend list My first ex boyfriend - My second ex boyfriend - My third ex boyfriend Joseph - My fourth ex boyfriend - My fifth boyfriend Jim - ENFP

What kind of a lifestyle is suitable for a borderline? Since borderlines are triggered and carry a shit ton of extreme defensive energy, a quiet lifestyle away from people is more suitable for a borderline to cope with their symptoms. It's like borderline is like an allergy response. And the allergen is - people

A bipolar enjoys public attention. A borderline enjoys personal attention. They are both cards of the same pack, like cousins. They are naturally gravitated to each other. Borderlines are introverts. Bipolar can exhibit extroverted hostility. A bipolar will enjoy the quiet sweet nature of a borderline and a borderline will enjoy the extroverted over protective attentive nature of a bipolar.

Most borderlines will actually feel safer around a bipolar person Essentially manic bipolar Manic bipolar engages in too much talk, a quality that will be highly desirable to a borderline since they are good listeners. Borderlines are generally attractive to a narcissist or a manic bipolar because these personalities love to hog attention and a borderline can offer them an abundant supply of attention and adulation. If a bipolar looked straight in the eye and showed a finger or pushed a borderline person physically, this will actually seem very attractive to a borderline, because nobody reaches this level of intimacy with them generally.

They are generally disliked by most people because of their overly defensive nature and as a result they usually live quiet anonymous lives. Borderlines mostly keep to themselves and give out an intimidating energy They are secretive and sneaky. They push hard. They can be excellent in their work and very creative But they can be destructive around people. They usually live in a blur. They cancel out most people in their vision. The only people important to them are specific persons of interest. They have an unstable self image. They can be stalkerish.

Examples of cold dead eye stare in borderline psychopathy. They are generally very intense ticking time bombs. Elliot Rodger Jodi Arias The examples above are the most extreme examples of borderline rage and borderline psychopathy Most borderlines aren't killers. They are just generally defensive, throw a fit and remain mostly distant and push people away.

This does not mean that every borderline is a criminal. Most of them live in obscurity and do not commit crimes and are extremely sweet and Empathetic generally unless they are triggered. Borderlines that become criminal is a rare phenomenon. They can show both primary and secondary psychopathy.

The best public examples of borderline behavior are (especially borderline psychopathy) Jodi Arias Elliot Rodger You'll easily see borderlines simply looking at their eyes especially if they are psychopathic - they have a cold intense dead stare in their eyes.

Borderline people are generally psycho. It's best to not rattle them. They are extremely feral and defensive. Their extreme behavior can easily intimidate people. Their unique behavior attracts both curiosity and hate. Most people experience varying degrees of fear around a borderline.

So as a borderline life can be a bit tough. But I'm happy and I'm not complaining. I would rather be borderline than be normal. This disease taught me a lot about human emotion and helped me connect with bipolar people

I'll explain bpd using a plant character. Or cartoons. Most information online on bpd is completely false. Bpd is basically a particular kind of mind. You have to understand this mind.

I feel very delicate.

I'm the only person on the forum who has BPD so far because it's that rare You won't find it even if you went looking for it. Bpd people are rare and mostly don't mingle with people and stay to themselves. I'll explain in depth most characteristics of bpd as a bpd sufferer for years. Bpd is a disease you live with. It's not a brain chemistry problem like bipolar. Bpd is like PTSD. You develop it and then you live with it. Although symptoms are manageable.