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Just ghost and block them and be done with it. Peace. Say - No time for fakers. Say no to - Fake friends and mind games players. Never give too much benefit of the doubt to those who don't care to even respond. If left unattended, stuff like this tends to clog life. Just block. There are other important people who need your time. Make important friends not any friends. Honestly it's not a pity party. It's your authentic side finally speaking for itself.

Choose sensibility over empathy.. Empathy without sensibility won't make much of a difference.

Along with this authenticity and sensibility as well.

What do you want? What kind of life do you imagine?

Don't compromise with sensibility for emotions.

Whatever be the status quo of the system, regardless of whatever, a person should have to feel cared for and there is no excuse in the whole universe why a person should not have to feel cared for..

@Ethan1 There is also this thing that bugs me a lot I feel like I'm being hated for being an Indian. This is generally when I'm online. That when i interact with a white person, they treat me worse than in comparison with another white person they are talking to. I easily notice the differences. It makes me feel that it could be my race that people are hating me for. I always wonder why this different treatment. Like for example if I'm talking to many white people, they usually treat each other well but when it comes to me, they tend to give me a less than favorable treatment, treating me in a Hostile condescending manner which is not very visible but I can feel the condescending alienating undertones of the conversation. They tend to give other white people respect but that respect is not given to me. They tend to look down on me or project their pre conditioned biases on me leading to a feeling of alienation. This makes me feel like I am being hated for being Indian.

Don't you think that you would feel much better after blocking their drama? Don't you think that you deserve better?

Salmon is very good. But no to roasted or salty nuts. Just eat fresh nuts. A small a cup for breakfast. You could try Walnuts. Pista, cashew, Hazelnuts and almonds. Personally I prefer unsalted cashews. They are not only delicious but also give me a boost of energy. Since I'm vegan, I don't eat any meat. Since you're not vegan, you could try healthy meat options. Don't eat barbecue style options or butter fried streak and all that. Just pure cooked meat in marinade.

Honestly it's not a pity party. It's your authentic side finally speaking for itself.

4 words Connection. ( Genuine and helpful and sensitive) Sense of control of every aspect Alignment (resonance). Acceptance. Radical acceptance. Sensitivity

@Lyubov Zero tolerance policy. That's it. Never give too much benefit of the doubt to those who don't care to even respond. If left unattended, stuff like this tends to clog life. Just block. There are other important people who need your time. Make important friends not any friends.

Just ghost and block them and be done with it. Peace. Say - No time for fakers. Say no to - Fake friends and mind games players.

@Michael569 I did not exactly imply that they would cancer. You kinda jumped the gun. I said they could contain carcinogenic compounds. Now I don't exactly eat a coal brick for dinner, but does the following sound delicious to you - https://detoxandprosper.com/toxin-list/dangers-of-artificial-flavors/

@Michael569 do you know that sometimes such products could carry carcinogenic compounds? Not always though.

.. Always have good quality conversations.

I'd suggest the following - Get yourself a professional diagnosis as to know what exact psychological disorder it could be Remember it could be a combination of psychological disorders There is no shame in admitting a psychological disorder as shaming prevents improving of symptoms Make a symptom list Work on each symptom every day gradually with baby steps Look for therapy options first. Cheaper therapy in your local area. First look for therapy then go for the drug option Make sure that you take safe drugs. I'd say stick to therapy since drugs can be addictive Therapy, light to moderate really helps a lot of people overcome stubborn symptoms Diet changes definitely help a lot. Go for organic diet with lots of water Have you tried relaxation techniques and exercises. Check them on YouTube. They are a great help with reducing stress and tension. Do you have any childhood trauma or past trauma. You might look into your past and then look for ways to resolve trauma this needs a lot of shadow work and healing work. Have you tried alternate spiritual therapies like Reiki. Do breath work. Diaphragmatic breathing helps a lot. Many resources on YouTube on stress, anxiety and tension related problems. Do you do regular journaling. Try it. It helps in understanding the self better. Better self awareness means quicker resolution Have you tried regular exercises and massage. It does wonders to your stressed out brain. OCD is something that you will need to work on. How do you feel spiritually. Set your spiritual aspects right. Do meditation, contemplation and have a strong spiritual base by reading more on spirituality. Develop your spiritual center. Invest in organic food. Do positive affirmations every day Boost your motivation by doing at least 1 self development activity every day Do you suffer low self esteem. Maybe look into that. How are your relationships in general? Cut down toxic people and cut off toxic social media nonsense Keep an Emotional track record journal Listen to calm music. Make new wonderful friends. It will tone down your anxiety. Have you tried joining some self help community or group (other than this place) for example like a local church (if you are religious) or any other group like for self help, psych disorders, depression forums online, Facebook groups. Try joining support groups and build your supportive chain network. Namaste

Just accept it. That life is a joke Everything is a joke. That I might get a heart attack some day dealing with all the chaos that I cannot escape. Just accept it.

@kras do you have social anxiety? Regardless. For both @Keef and @kras I'd suggest the following - Get yourself a professional diagnosis as to know what exact psychological disorder it could be Remember it could be a combination of psychological disorders There is no shame in admitting a psychological disorder as shaming prevents improving of symptoms Make a symptom list Work on each symptom every day gradually with baby steps Look for therapy options first. Cheaper therapy in your local area. First look for therapy then go for the drug option Make sure that you take safe drugs. I'd say stick to therapy since drugs can be addictive Therapy, light to moderate really helps a lot of people overcome stubborn symptoms Diet changes definitely help a lot. Go for organic diet with lots of water Have you tried relaxation techniques and exercises. Check them on YouTube. They are a great help with reducing stress and tension. Do you have any childhood trauma or past trauma. You might look into your past and then look for ways to resolve trauma this needs a lot of shadow work and healing work. Have you tried alternate spiritual therapies like Reiki. Do breath work. Diaphragmatic breathing helps a lot. Many resources on YouTube on stress, anxiety and tension related problems. Do you do regular journaling. Try it. It helps in understanding the self better. Better self awareness means quicker resolution Have you tried regular exercises and massage. It does wonders to your stressed out brain. OCD is something that you will need to work on. How do you feel spiritually. Set your spiritual aspects right. Do meditation, contemplation and have a strong spiritual base by reading more on spirituality. Develop your spiritual center. Invest in organic food. Do positive affirmations every day Boost your motivation by doing at least 1 self development activity every day Do you suffer low self esteem. Maybe look into that. How are your relationships in general? Cut down toxic people and cut off toxic social media nonsense Keep an Emotional track record journal Listen to calm music. Make new wonderful friends. It will tone down your anxiety. Have you tried joining some self help community or group (other than this place) for example like a local church (if you are religious) or any other group like for self help, psych disorders, depression forums online, Facebook groups. Try joining support groups and build your supportive chain network. Namaste

Expressions used in daily conversations "scoffs" "sod off"

I'm insanely sexually attracted to Milo Yiannopoulos. Something about these kind of long faces in men that attracts me a lot. And Milo just announced that he is no longer gay. He looks effing cute quite similar to the SB man I fell in love with on this forum. Similar faces. Something about a man's face that tends to make me want him more. long nose for sure. Had a huge crush on Milo since the longest time. So what's up Milo, how you doing? I can't imagine he has been looking so different from what I used to see him as before. Milo's voice has changed so much. So much softer and nicer. Milo, your voice is so SEXY OMG. I would melt if Milo was talking to me. Sexy voice. Slimmer face. Milo you need to keep your moustache. You look damn sexy with some facial hair .

I wouldn't care too much about such masculinity. It doesn't serve a purpose.

@Ethan1 Thank you for the detailed response!