Preety_India

I have created a new system and I'll call it the Consolidative System It consists of the following : - Connection. ( Genuine and helpful and sensitive) Sense of control of every aspect of life Alignment (resonance). Acceptance. Radical acceptance Sensitivity Measured empathy. Sensible Empathy authenticity sensibility Awareness Integration The symbol of this system is

Sorry to hear about that. Life can be painful when government interferes with everything..

Writing style 1 My whole life I've eaten shit-tier junk food. The other day I had 2 large pizza slices, fries, a bacon burrito, barbeque ribs, and a chocolate chip muffin for one meal (just to give you an idea). I just made Leo's "Super Healthy Vegetable Soup" and it was actually pretty good. I also had a fruit smoothie, salmon with salty flavory marinade, along with salted pistachio nuts. Leo's "How to shop for healthy foods" video didn't mention fish, at least I don't recall, nor did it mention pistachio nuts. I feel like I could eat this every day from now on, but oddly enough I felt a sort of fatigue as I was eating this food. It seemed a bit worse than the fatigue I get after eating junk food, which seemed odd (but didn't last quite as long, I felt fine after an hour). It's obviously better than what I'd been eating, but I'm hoping someone can confirm that it's fine having pistachios and salmon everyday along with my new healthy soup & smoothies. ----------------------------------- Writing style 2 From what I have looked into the large fish contain a lot more heavy metals and toxins. Fish wish you want to eat smaller ones that give a lot of the benefits. Or better yet you could eat what those bottom feeders would eat like spirulina and algae. There is still nutrients in those larger fish. If you do decide to go with them, then I would make sure they are wild caught and not farmed fish. A big problem with fish now too is how much plastic is in the ocean. I had seen something recently saying by 2050 there will likely be more weight in plastic, then the weight of actual aquatic life in the oceans. This plastic gets broken down into little chunks called micro plastics. This gets loaded into these fishes and other aquatic life, then ends up in you ----------------------------------- Writing style 3 You are not being aggressive enough, not in behavior, but in approach. You aren't aggressively chasing your goals. Seems like you lack passion. Maybe there are a few limiting beliefs causing hesitation and failure. A girl having a boyfriend doesn't matter Your presence can be so strong that she might leave her boyfriend to come with you. You need to improve your confidence and not appear needy.. Or else every girl will appear as 'not available.' You lack confidence You lack charisma You get needy These above things are the root cause of your failure in having an engaging relationship. Build confidence, build charisma and drop the neediness. That way more girls would get attracted to you. Edited Monday at 12:36 PM by Preety_India

From what I have looked into the large fish contain a lot more heavy metals and toxins. Fish wish you want to eat smaller ones that give a lot of the benefits. Or better yet you could eat what those bottom feeders would eat like spirulina and algae. There is still nutrients in those larger fish. If you do decide to go with them, then I would make sure they are wild caught and not farmed fish. A big problem with fish now too is how much plastic is in the ocean. I had seen something recently saying by 2050 there will likely be more weight in plastic, then the weight of actual aquatic life in the oceans. This plastic gets broken down into little chunks called micro plastics. This gets loaded into these fishes and other aquatic life, then ends up in you. ^ the above writing pattern. Concise and 2 paras. Also this style as well with multiple paragraphs but proper delineation.

Writing style I want this writing style. Like 2 concise blocks or paras.

Sex and music. For me music during sex is an absolute delight. The songs/music that I generally prefer during sex is this :- I wanna have sex to all of this music.. My favorite among these My another favorite My ultimate favorite. This song drives me crazy in bed. It's a bit fast tempo.

When I used to have sex with my ex, I used to wear a bright pink plastic-like knot bra and skirt . Like this.

Now coming to the last part of my perfect bedroom sex roleplay dress. I want a Tiger Tail attached to my tutu skirt.

Okay...... I want to wear a tutu skirt especially a bright pink tutu skirt over the bright white skin hugging spacesuit. This one will look so cute on me This one will make me look great, especially I want to be sitting on his lap while wearing this This skirt is kinda lame. Reject. I wanna try this one sometimes. It's like a peekaboo skirt. All I need to do is bend over.

I wanna be your spacesuit girl with a thicc ass

What else I can wear to spice up my bedroom

I got some more ideas on what I can wear while being in the bedroom doing my sexual routines. I don't want to be too spicy because then the attention is more on sex and less on roleplay So this is how my ass looks like in a spacesuit . This is how my ass looks like in a spacesuit.

What I would like to wear while enacting my sexual fantasies This.

Why toxic love is so beautiful? I kinda feel weird that I have to admit this as a woman. It feels a bit shameful to admit this. But at the same time I need to be brutally honest about my feelings so that I'm not being pretentious about being a woman. I find bad boys appealing. I know pick up culture teaches this to men. I think pick up teaches guys to treat women like that. it's more effective than being nice. But it's not even healthy. Yet I can say very honestly (I don't mean to say a perfect asshole), that I felt at ease with a bad boy than with a nice man. I won't say that the nice man was boring, just that being with him was challenging, I always had to be prim and proper with him. I always had to be polite. But with a bad boy, there was a certain freedom. I could wear anything I wanted and he wouldn't mind. I could use swear words and he wouldn't mind at all. I could be lazy and be hurtful or mean sometimes and he wouldn't judge, rather he would understand my bad side, just the way he understood his own bad side. But with a good boy, or a nice man, no such freedom existed. I always had to be on my best behavior. It's sort of a pressure. Everything felt claustrophobic. Plus with a bad boy I tend to win Brownie points. How? Well, he would say some nasty angry shit to me, like Eminem barking toxic lyrics in my ears, but later apologise and the fact that I put up with his anger, was an assurance to him that I loved him, whereas with a nice man, there is no automatic way to assure him that I love him. The emotions are kinda raw with a bad boy. The emotions are kinda tame with a nice guy. Nice guy versus bad boy confusion.

I love the touch of his hand.. Especially when he runs his hand over my belly.. I watch him do that. Then he rubs my soft skin against his face. He makes me tickle. He says he likes the shape of my ass.. I like the shape of his heart. I remember my ex sending these lyrics to me. He would sing this to me so often whenever I was around him. It's Gonna Be Me Song by NSYNC Lyrics It's gonna be me Ooh, yeah You might been hurt, babe That ain't no lie You've seen them all come and go, oh I remember you told me That it made you believe in No man, no cry Maybe that's why Every little thing I do Never seems enough for you You don't want to lose it again But I'm not like them Baby, when you finally Get to love somebody Guess what It's gonna be me You've got no choice, babe But to move on, and you know There ain't no time to waste You're just too blind, to see But in the end, ya know it's gonna be me You can't deny So just tell me why Every little thing I do Never seems enough for you You don't want to lose it again But I'm not like them Baby, when you finally Get to love somebody (somebody) Guess what (guess what) It's gonna be me .... The song became like a weird turn on for me because my ex Joseph had been blasting that song into my ears for so long.

I have animalistic sexual desires.. That is.... When a guy has sex with me, I tell him to spank me really hard. When I had sex with my ex, he talked about using a paddle (small) to spank me in the bathroom till my skin got red. He was good at spanking me. That used to turn me on. When a guy has sex with me, that's when my femininity is in its full flow.. I feel very womanly when i have sex. I don't remember having a bad sexual experience because I carefully chose men in that regard.. They had to be respectful in the bedroom. I don't like the exploitative pervy ones. Nope. I like gentle kind caressing men in the bedroom. Who know how to play with my body. My ex used to turn me over while making love. Hehe. My current one is a bit boring. But it's ok.

I am trying to mend my sexual relationship with men. My earliest sexual experiences were being constantly stared at and being groped by older men... So i began to look at men as something undesirable and bad... This basically blocked my desire for men. I didn't want to be loved by men. I didn't want male affection.. I saw them as exploiters of my body.. I didn't want to be their sex slave. But recently I came across some men who were showing interest in me. They wanted me. They also respected me. They expressed their romantic desire to be with me.. And why would I push them away? My sexuality was so repressed for so long that I couldn't imagine loving or liking a man. The only time I loved a man was when I was in a relationship with him. Other times I didn't even bother to look in a man's direction. I was so tensed and scared around men. But for the first time, some men gave me safety, affection and respect. They gave me love and affection. And I was surprised to find that such men exist who actually care about me.. Then I wanted to dance in a tulle skirt and see if I could find such men in my dreamland. If I find them in the woods, maybe I will eat an apple and let them fuck me.

There are so many of these men that tried to get my attention. But I couldn't love everyone. I found each one of them cute and funny. I like these men. They were nice. They touched me gently and softly. I wanted to sleep with them. Just for a night and not more.. I was dreamy eyed. Wanted them to flirt and play with me.. One of them said that I had a nice ass and told me to bend over. I was like - nope nope. Never. My tulle skirt is my protection from their hands.. Preety... Hahahahahaha... You suffer from Stockholm Syndrome lol.

I will call him the Tiger skin guy. He was so protective of me.. Then he came closer and asked "I think you like me." And I smiled. Then I ran off into the woods..

He came after me as I tried to run. He came closer and told me that he wanted to fuck me . I was confused.. I was dancing around in my tulle skirt. I walked out of the garden.. And then I saw Tarzan.. He was cute and covered in tiger skin. He saved me from a bunch of attackers. And I kept looking at him. Dreamy eyed..

.my sexual fantasy. Im in a dream. I am wearing a bright white spacesuit up to my neck and fluffy pink short tulle skirt. I'm flying into a garden and fluttering like a butterfly. Then a gentleman came with a gun in his hand. A big gun. He stared at me. Then he came closer. I said no. Then he placed his hand on my shoulder. And slowly slid his hand to touch my breasts and asked me how I felt. At first I felt nothing. Then I felt a bit warm in my breasts. He continued touching me there. I simply allowed him to. I was too scared of his gun. He looked at me and read my fears. He gently kissed my hand and told me I had nothing to worry.. Then he continued touching me. I felt hesitant but allowed him anyway. He told me I was so silly. He told me that he liked my curves . I felt shy and looked away. I wanted to get out of the garden. So I ran off. I wore a tiger tail on me

@RendHeaven I don't think you can really change such a condition. It's not a minor thing, rather a pathological condition that would need some rigorous counseling.

@Chew211 I agree. I had to threaten to call cops a bunch of times. It's stressful and frightening. Nothing romantic about it. They take away your energy.

Some pointers Connection. ( Genuine and helpful and sensitive) Sense of control of every aspect of life Alignment (resonance). Acceptance. Radical acceptance Sensitivity Measured empathy. Sensible Empathy authenticity sensibility Awareness Integration