Preety_India

@Preety_India you have to be hated. You have to accept it.. Because this is the nature of the world. When you don't fit in, you don't fit in, nothing makes you right or wrong. Nothing makes you bad or good. Just the nature of judgement of a stupid world.

@Preety_India you have to understand that things are interspersed. Nothing is black and white.. Nothing is wrong or right. Nothing is fixed. Everything is in a constant state of Flux. Everything is interspersed. It's mixed Love is interspersed with division.

Yes he was suffocated. This should be in the Society Section.

@Preety_India try not to think those things.

Isn't that the same thing? Wanting to be desired and so trying to impress in order to be desired? Wanting to impress is wanting to please?

@BornToBoil hey thank you for the kind words.

Wait for Leo to give a typical answer on this . Leo will say, don't you know girls do it for all that, they just act coy!! Actually girls do makeup for many reasons. I do makeup because I don't want to feel bored. It makes me feel fresh and ready if I'm going to sit at a restaurant I definitely don't do it to impress men, not that there is anything wrong with women who do it for pleasing men, it's just that I never felt like I wanted to please a man in any way, it never occurs to me. When I'm in my own space, I'm hardly even thinking about this male female stuff, I just wear whatever looks cool on me and makes me feel good in the moment. I don't think my brain is constantly thinking about attraction, men etc, nope. People tend to overestimate this whole thing.

@Preety_India yesterday Joseph texted me and told me that I was a beautiful person. And that he could never forget me. That brought tears to my eyes. At least he won't forget me. Even if I die tomorrow, that's a good feeling to have. A good feeling to die with. Even though he was selfish, maybe somewhere in his heart he loved me..? And if he didn't, I forgive him. Maybe I'm just not lovable.

@Preety_India @Preety_India I just don't want to live. It's so hard. I get suicidal so quickly. I can't handle it. I wish I had a gun. Life is too painful. I wish someone who loved me would have said to me - That they understand me. That they will protect me. That they will always be there with me. Wherever my spirit lays, they will be there, they won't forget me.

Can this be a constitutional violation?

@Preety_India you have to remember the word "interspersed."

@Preety_India what kind of things I want to do when I wake up in the morning? I want my dose of motivation. I need my early morning coffee I want sweet words and good mornings I want sweet chats. Short chats. I need my journal loggings I want some bright sunshine, air and warmth I want to do meditation and insight work early morning I want a nice warm healthy wholesome breakfast I want positive affirmations I want to say a morning prayer I want to chill and feel peaceful I want to plan out the day And then begin my work for the rest of the day

I like airy spaces. More space means more freedom There is something about that holds energy. I love this spacious conference room.

I like looking at rooms.

Instead of engaging in toxic socialization, I am trying to direct my gaze inward. How about sprinkling self love?

@Leo Gura so who is selected? Confidential?

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@Preety_India make little cute cards and notes that you stick on a wall for self validation. Post everything in conversation style as if someone is talking to you. Write letters to self

@Preety_India I thought about three things that are an absolute necessity for life. And they are Intellectual capacity Emotional capacity Social capacity Moral capacity This means strive for Intellectual growth or expansion Emotional growth Social growth /social intelligence Moral growth /expansion

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@Preety_India the worst things in the world are Fans, stans, bullies, lmg(lovemoneygang), cults, bsb gang, stalkers, shrimp gang, discord. Discord is the worst thingy

@Preety_India the worst things in the world are (you learn from your mistakes though and try to make a change within yourself.)

Yes it's best if they don't say it. Kinda perpetuates that nonsense.

This cracked me up. No offense please. If you guys start fighting over this, I will sit with popcorn.