Preety_India

I'm growing inch by inch everyday. But I'm also very tired and miserable sometimes..

. I want to keep grounding in my spirituality more and more..

And now it's back again. In my city there is a lockdown once again. To be honest I'm absolutely terrified of this menace.

I have been covid anxiety since a year now. I so so so so wish this shit was over with.

To be honest, I will never be with a person who doesn't allow me to grow, doesn't care about my goals and ambitions. That would be like death to me. It would feel very suffocating. It's okay if he wants me to take care of the house and kids something obviously even I would want, but if he pressured me into ignoring my passions, downplayed my interests in life and or acted in a disparaging way discouraging me from pursuing my goals and desires, to me it would indicate that he just doesnt care about me as a human who has desires and aspirations and simply wants me as a housekeeper and a bed warmer at night and a cook and nothing more. I would consider that he doesn't see me or value my existence or passions. The funny thing is that I would never be this way to me, discouraging him, never, in fact I would be very supportive of his careers, goals, passions and desires. One reason why we have relationships is not because we only want to fulfill our needs in the relationship, we also want to grow mutually. And mutual growth is not possible if youre not following what you're deeply interested in.. Also much of the sentiment expressed on this thread like resentment towards a woman having a career is coming from a stage orange mentality on career and growth itself, where you think that a career is only for money and as long as the husband provides for, why does the woman need to work, but you have to understand that often women aren't necessarily working for money, although working for money is also important (especially for personal security which is very important, self sufficiency ) but they are working for their passions, some woman is a doctor because she wants to heal people, she not only wants to contribute to her family but also society and community. So it shows a significant lack of consideration for a husband to ignore his wife's ambitions, desires and passions..

Make a whole list of self help resources..

I also like Nicole LePera 's work.

I've always been fascinated by Davidson for nearly 10 years now.

Love

L Each egg will represent a different symbol. Do this exercise.

@tuckerwphotography I'm excited to watch now.

@ll Ontology ll do you like to be dominated or do you like to be the dominant? Which one?

Wrett I need your cuddling. We are soulmates. You have always been the kindest person to me. You never abandoned me when everyone else did. I didn't receive any love from family, but you always made me feel home. You were super protective at all times. Yeah sometimes you are angry at me. But when you make up with sex, I feel better after that.

Im not making a statement. Simply stating what I have observed. Most successful women I saw don't lack in the looks department. Nothing sexist about something that already exists as a fact. If I said men are stronger than women physically, would that be sexist?

I get notifications that someone commented on a thread or mentioned me and when I check, there is no reply or comment.. Anyone experiencing issues with notifications?

Wrett When you look into my eyes, I feel a certain warmth and passion, I want to fall into your arms. You have that dark energy that attracts me, the psycho gaze that makes me feel wanted. The way you bend to me when you speak. Reminds me of the old school days when we used to sneak out together and you would tell me silly little stories, me hardly paying any attention to all your babbling. When you look into my eyes with that cynical smirk, I feel your confidence in owning me, you are free spirited, like me you want freedom and companionship, like me you like to pull at my heartstrings as hard as you can, I like your jealous possessiveness, it calms me down, the meanness in your eyes that softens me and lures me into not being able to resist you.

Wrett I need to tell you how much I love you even in the face of danger I won't leave you. I'll be here for you forever. You're my soulmate. You make me feel alive, you bring out the tenderness in me, I like your macho self.

She wouldn't have broken up to begin with. That's a bad sign already. And over something like neglecting. No. That's her immaturity to not give space to you to be more understanding of her. The fact that you are going to therapy tells me that you're proactive, which means she would have picked up this somewhere along the line in the relationship, the way you describe things tells me that you're not too hard to have a conversation with, so she could have waited for things to change. Wishing on someone's birthday means nothing. I have been getting birthday wishes from my exes on every birthday. I don't even bother with respond to them. It creates unnecessary feelings. An understanding partner is also patient enough. If she hasn't responded to your texts, chances are she isn't too keen on taking things anywhere, if she were, she would have already ended up being with you by now. When you have such uncertainties with respect to communication in relationships, it's a sign that the partner or ex is not the right person for you and you should go look for someone else.

No you shouldn't contact her. Notice how you always initiate something by suggesting that she should meet up. It's up to her to make things happen if she was the one to break up. If she doesn't, it only means that she is not on the same emotional resonance as you. In such a case, you'll run into the same old problems and patterns with her over and over. Put a full stop to a relationship that doesn't fulfill you especially when the person decides to break up. Work on your esteem and attachment.

Much love Leo. Happy birthday. Have fun

Whenever I look up successful women online, it's usually some supermodel or someone like Kim Kardashian whose name pops up. She is a billionaire now. A woman's success is directly proportional to her looks. This was very evident in the job interviews I attended and this is the same trend everywhere. The better a woman looks, the better are her prospects in virtually everything in life. Even if the job was a technological job, most women who were rejected were the not so good looking ones. I felt sorry for them. But this is facts. Most women in my neighborhood are into jobs or careers that are looks and beauty based. If I randomly browse through youtube, I never really come across ugly women, most women who are successful youtubers are also good looking, also a lot of women on youtube are into makeup, beauty channels, in fact they start out like that and then branch into subjects like philosophy or horror stories, they initially start out as makeup artists, so most women who are super wealthy are generally actresses, super models, models, beauty gurus and women who tend to look much better than the average women. I don't see why these women would have a difficulty in getting a boyfriend when most of the successful women are also good looking. And the not so good looking women in engineering and technology jobs are usually very rare, how many girls really show interest in science, in my college, most girls were into girlish things and few girls were into other stuff, this website itself is an example, most girls rely on their looks and if they look good, they capitalize on their looks by finding jobs that appreciate their looks, and such careers are a dime a dozen, even girls who are interested in technology don't make it too far if their enthusiasm is very cursory and if they are unable to compete in those jobs, then they drop out. So the 5/10 girl who is good at a technology job, making a 6 figure income is like the rarest ever archetype. Most women who are successful, I doubt they would be that successful if they really looked ugly or average. Most average women don't even try to compete, precisely due to the same reason, they usually get out competed by the good looking girls in the same field. Such girls get many many men liking their pictures on Instagram or Facebook because of their good looks and they have a huge pool of men to select from. In fact success makes it much easier because they get more public exposure on social media, more followers, more engagements and opportunities and events precisely because of their success. If a girl is really beautiful and feminine but chooses to stay inside her home all day, doesn't go out much, doesn't get exposure, has nothing else going for her, I doubt she will have any chances at dating at all because nobody would even know that she exists.

After careful contemplating for over 2 hours, I have come to the conclusion that Wrett needs to be a Scorpio. Hmm. There is no better option. The emotional side is important to me How he locks his eyes with me matters more than any of his other abilities. And he has to be a psycho. So Scorpio fits the bill.

It's like I want everything. The hot raw sex from a sagittarius, the valiant side of a Taurus, the emotional side of Scorpio, the frankness of a Gemini and the domination of a Leo. Now I can't get everything I want someone who would not only give me that shot of raw sex, the rawest, but also get emotional and playful before the real play begins.

Wrett is a Sagittarius. They are so difficult. I chose Sagittarius because they are sexy and Wrett is super sexy. Well let me look up Pieces and Sagittarians, if they even get along. Nooo. They don't. Dropped.