Preety_India

I don't see feral energy the same as Dragon energy. Dragon energy is about developing a spine. Pure survival Whereas feral energy is destructive. It is about creating nonsense. It is the kind of energy that some SJWs have. They create shit out of nothing. I have absolutely no tolerance for such people. No value and no admiration. They are empty vessels who act shallow and entitled.. Their victim hood doesn't make sense because I don't see what was wrong. They claim extra protection and worth and eligibility on the basis of victim hood. I have no patience for that. I'm a real woman. Either you talk to me or you don't. But you don't talk at me. Naaaaah.

You get what you want to get. Don't think what she thinks You're giving excuses for hard work. Either sit and lament or go out and pursue and get what you want.

These are fire and earth signs. Raw emotion. Raw fire. Raw muted energy. I like Taurus for that. My second boyfriend was a Taurus. Wasn't that masculine physically, skinny like Leo, but he could fight verbally and throw in some jabs.. Although Leo is way better at this. Way better. Leo can roast like no other. When Leo says "Mr smartass " he is really throwing in the verbal punch hard. He is the only dude on this forum who got the GALLS and THE BALLS to show you who you exactly are and SHUT YOU UP like no other That's attractive. It's masculine. He is not being wimpy. He ain't taking any shit. You cannot go to Leo with a puny ass and expect him to pander to you. He will give it you straight up. Don't like it then take your puny ranty ass back home. It's like how they say "Can't take the heat. Then get out of the kitchen. " Leo is like that. You can't take his heat. Then you ain't shit. He is not going to get lower in his principles to coddle you. THIS IS DRAGON ENERGY RIGHT THERE. There was another dude who was similar who probably left the forum. He was very sweet to me. His name was Martin. He was affectionate with me. Helped me a bit with shadow work. But he was similar. He roasted Leo really good, for the first time Leo bowed. Leo admitted to his arrogance. But Leo wasn't going to cave in to any puny ass wimpy kid. Then why Martin? Because Martin was so ferocious that Leo could not say No. Leo had to agree This is Dragon Energy. It is very strong and ferocious. The person will come at you like a shark. Devour you. You better not.. What Dragon Energy says is this "Do not mess with me, I ain't gonna be messed with. Beware of me. " This energy is also represented in the Hindu Goddess Kali. In the serpentine Gods of the Aztec. In tribal cultures on murals, walls, at entrances with huge sculptures standing at the entrance guarding the structure. Why?????? That's because it is a way of ancient cultures saying "enter here at your own risk. " This is generally seen around sacred places, like temples or tombs where there is a need to scare away tomb robbers or general miscreants. They are kept at bay Do you think that you'll raise a palace like the Versailles and keep beautiful artifacts inside as a tribute and write a polite message outside the building - "hey please, please don't steal the contents inside. " and you assume that robbers are going to listen to that and go "we probably should not rob the place, let's have some respect, let's sing Kumbaya. " Naaaaaaaaah..... You don't keep sociopaths out like that. If you did that your culture is gone. Your civilization is Over. You are cucked. You are done. You can't sing Kumbaya with terrorists. You need WAR. That's where you need Dragon Energy. You think that the Egyptian pyramids have lasted an eternity because of a kumbaya culture????? No way. They have lasted so long because they put blood, sweat and tears into it. They put their spirit into it. They put such force into creating the gigantic structures that even forces of nature cannot beat them. Even if someone decided to defile these structures, hell will break loose.. Hell hath no fury as the curse of the Egyptian pyramids. Stay away or get burned. This is Dragon Energy. No civilization can survive without this Energy. If you keep passive, then all sorts of sociopaths take over your civilization, whether it be SJW Type victim players (not all SJWS Are bad and not all cancel culture is bad, yet there are aspects where a civilization might end up getting cucked if such trends continue and I'm a feminist and I still say this that if certain energies aren't contained than victim hood can turn into riot and run the palace into the ground. This is healthy conservativism where it meets Stage Green and does not allow puny people with tiny emotional agendas from ruining decades of hard work. This is healthy conservatism. Right and wrong has a definition otherwise we can't survive. We haven't survived for centuries as humanity because of a stage Green or stage Turquoise culture, but because of blood and war, because of stage Red and Stage Blue, because of Viking Blood in our ancestors, because of violence and fight, combat, you on the other hand have such a pleasant privilege of sitting behind your laptop and parking at the grocery store because you never had to worry about raw survival, it was simply given to you by the virtue of human rights and social decency, your ancestors didn't have this privilege, no matter how loving and kind they might have been. So thank your Viking Ancestors for their blood and appreciate the lower stages of Red and Blue instead of constantly shitting on them in the name of moral superiority. It's feigned. ) If you don't want to be replaced, taken over, invaded or destroyed then learn to stand your ground as fiercely as possible no matter how bloody it gets, your sacrifices will be honored., your bravery rewarded. This is Dragon energy.

It's still very difficult for me to explain what dragon energy really is. I suck at articulation as usual And on top of it, this is a vibe that needs to be felt, it can't be worded exactly. This is like tribal energy. That wildness. That wild aggression. Stage Red energy. This energy is needed during combat. It creates intimidation It's like you're trying to enter a wild Empire in a thick jungle and you feel very scared to enter because you fear that its going to be violent in there or you sense a feeling of intimidation. It's not like you won't get love there. But you also feel like if you made even one mistake, you will have some explaining to do or else things are not going to be good. This energy feels very combative, not necessarily competitive but combative, don't know how to exactly describe this. My senses aren't catching this energy very perfectly. It's coming and going out, I feel the sensation for a minute and it suddenly goes. I'll call this the mad Elephant Energy. An Elephant in musth. You'd be very scared of such energy. You don't want a raging elephant to run towards you. When you talk to some people they can completely roast you and not just roast you but also make it tougher for you to be antagonistic with them I have observed this with Sagittarius or Taurus. Taurus the bull comes with extreme masculine energy that can simply crush you in a minute. You feel extremely stung. Versus someone who is simply being mean in a non offensive manner. That doesn't really count. It doesn't make me sit up and watch. In fact it makes me cringe. I don't admire such people. There is nothing to admire. Someone is just being mean and sarcastic. What's to admire about it? Now if someone has the audacity to speak the truth and go on a full roast, I sit up and actually watch with a slight twinkle in my eyes. I'm like - wow, bravo. That makes the person very attractive to me, Man or woman. (I'm not bisexual before you get extra thoughts )

I am developing this dragon energy and its really helpful. Feeling better. Slightly. Thank you Dragon. You help.

@Hardkill I assume if you had said something like "are you down for it?" would be considered sexual. You seem to be going round and round in circles and confusing yourself.

@Hardkill if you said that to me, I don't see why it would be sexual. You don't seem to have used sexual language there. Am I missing something?

@Preety_India and if people tell you that you're intimidating then don't care about their judgement. They can go to hell

@Preety_India Be as avoidant as possible. Use Dragon energy here. Make it tougher and tougher for people to come to you. This only allows people who are humble enough to be in your zone. The rest are out.

There will be certain things that will be removed from the face of planet Earth only when people become ideological about it.. Although veganism is not one of them.

@Preety_India Three important statements to be made here. I DO NOT NEED RESPECT FROM DISRESPECTFUL PEOPLE (KILL THAT NEED) I NEED NOT IMPRESS DISRESPECTFUL PEOPLE PEOPLE WHO ARE NATURALLY RESPECTFUL ARE ALWAYS RESPECTFUL AND DON'T NEED TO BE IMPRESSED.

I don't think you said anything sexual there. Where is the sexual part in it?

@Preety_India remember to remove and completely delete any conversations with people who have been blocked previously. The messenger still allows PMs to come in despite the person being placed on block if old conversations exist. Delete those conversations so that these messages cannot get in through. One person had done that long ago.. Need to remind myself how to rid those loopholes. No more compromising.

@Preety_India and yes no more second guessing stuff. First guess is enough..

just calm down. This will have a happy ending. Last 5 days on the forum have been absolutely terrible. I got messages that were disappointing. I'm going to disable my messenger. No more pm. No more anyone pming me.. I do not want anything.. the people that I don't want to talk to are on my blacklist. And the pm is sorted out.. I'll ignore as many as possible so that I don't receive their pm. so majority of people are blocked from pming me. Any new PMs that are negative will be blocked Don't wish to wake up to reading negative shit and ruin my mornings. Any new person pming will be blocked because there is low trust level with new accounts. It could be old users creating new accounts. There's that. This is relief Strict boundaries. That's the only way to deal with this any person who continues to pm me will only be allowed if they carry out decent conversations with me or have presented themselves respectfully in the past and have a decent history with conversations. Not putting up with your shit anymore. no more conversations in the journal section. Also I need to do a bit of compartmentalization. People who are not acting in a decent manner and not showing public civility, I'll categorize them as "difficult to deal with" and compartmentalize them that way. I need not talk to the difficult ones. I can go along with the easy going ones. rules are rules. That's it. Rules are not going to change. Personal boundaries are only created when rules are made and enforced. This has to be done for personal security and safety...... elaborate scheme to deal with these things.. Make sure that this doesn't happen again. once people are placed on block or ignore, they won't be taken off ignore or block. Done is done.. This is done to forever keep all drama Kings and Queens out of my zone..

@Preety_India once people are placed on block or ignore, they won't be taken off ignore or block. Done is done.. .

@Preety_India elaborate scheme to deal with these things.. Make sure that this doesn't happen again.

@Preety_India rules are rules. That's it. Rules are not going to change. Personal boundaries are only created when rules are made and enforced. This has to be done for personal security and safety......

@Preety_India @Preety_India Also I need to do a bit of compartmentalization. People who are not acting in a decent manner and not showing public civility, I'll categorize them as "difficult to deal with" and compartmentalize them that way. I need not talk to the difficult ones. I can go along with the easy going ones.

@Preety_India no more conversations in the journal section.

@Preety_India any person who continues to pm me will only be allowed if they carry out decent conversations with me or have presented themselves respectfully in the past and have a decent history with conversations. Not putting up with your shit anymore.

@Preety_India so majority of people are blocked from pming me. Any new PMs that are negative will be blocked Don't wish to wake up to reading negative shit and ruin my mornings. Any new person pming will be blocked because there is low trust level with new accounts. It could be old users creating new accounts. There's that. This is relief Strict boundaries. That's the only way to deal with this

@Preety_India the people that I don't want to talk to are on my blacklist. And the pm is sorted out.. I'll ignore as many as possible so that I don't receive their pm.

@Preety_India just calm down. This will have a happy ending. Last 5 days on the forum have been absolutely terrible. I got messages that were disappointing. I'm going to disable my messenger. No more pm. No more anyone pming me.. I do not want anything..

I think this place is dangerous. After whatever happened yesterday I was going to get seizures. This place is not okay. It is toxic. It is only good for people who have zero personal problems in life It is not good for people who are very vulnerable and have personal or family problems. This place will eat you out.. There is too much drama here. The policy of the website does not allow you to completely ignore a person. They can still attack you. This is even worse than social media. Because on social media the only problem is addiction and too much socialization. That is not the case here. Here people attack and nothing can be done to ensure that future attacks don't happen. People make many accounts here. That itself is a huge source of threat.. Because people who hold a grudge make accounts to harass. This is not safe. Anybody can randomly attack. The journal does not even have a safety option to turn off commenting from "ignored users " Everytime for every little thing you have to run to moderators.. Or else nothing happens. This place can be very dangerous for people who have a prior of history of being stalked or bullied. Even if you try to avoid a person, the same person can come back with a different account. If you don't agree with someone, they start using personal attacks to get their point. There are so many debates that this aspect is impossible to handle. Anybody can claim that whatever you're writing is about them even when it is not. Leo never took into account the dangerous nature of the internet while creating this website. He simply wants people to get along but this is not possible if it's going to be an international place. That's merely impossible. Also the kind of people that this website attracts are domineering competitive people the fighty types. Even when you tell them to leave you alone they don't have the decency to leave you alone.. It doesn't attract docile sensitive caring cooperative people who are simply focused on their work.. Any Normal decent conversation can easily be turned into a big fight by simply trying to provoke the user with personal attacks. And usually that is what happens Leo does not have a good policy in place to stop personal attacks and attackers.. So good people will leave this place because they will get fed up with the abuse. Even if you tried your best, options like ignore, the question is how many people are going to put on ignore, there are so few people here even if you put a lot on ignore, you are left with nobody to talk to. Even people who are not on ignore normally tend to say something shitty and the damage is done. Right now I took a look at my messenger. 80% of it is people sending me shitty messages. Nothing helpful. Nothing beautiful. Nothing uplifting. How can you call this a self development forum? And when you complain, you're gaslighted for complaining. Somebody will come with a long spiritual explanation of you're the cause of the problems you're facing. It is you who is attracted to unwanted things. If you are criticizing others then it's your fault because you're judging them (even if the other person is an instigator and attacking you ), because you're the one having issues, you perceive them this way because YOU ARE THAT WAY..... DOES THIS MAKE ANY GODDAMN SENSE AT ALL???????????????? How is this objective? Every time such an objection is raised there is some bullshit spiritual answer given to the problem instead of giving some sound practical advice. Are you living in such luxury???? Yessss. BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE LIVE IN FIRST WORLD COUNTRIES..... OF COURSE.. Of course you can come up with such bullshit answers. Come to a third world country and I CHALLENGE YOU. Let's see how you survive with your bullshit spiritual platitudes there. I am indian. I understand spirituality. I'm not STUPID OR DUMB. We don't use spirituality like this. This is shameful. A shameful way of marketing spirituality and making people feel miserable if they are facing a problem. GASLIGHTING. SHAMEFUL GASLIGHTING. SPIRITUAL BYPASSING with your Spiritual EGO.. That's what I call it ... If I were at a higher position I swear I would have roasted this place so good. Not Leo. Not his fault. He started everything with good intent. He is a good guy. I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT TRUST ANYONE HERE. ABSOLUTELY. DO NOT CONTACT ME. I SAY IT AGAIN. LOUD AND CLEAR. DO NOT CONTACT ME. I DO NOT WANT YOUR CONSOLING MESSAGES.. I want none of this drama. Today I woke up and I was suffering again. This is it. This is final I DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO with ANYONE HERE. EVERYTHING IS TURNED INTO DRAMA AND I'M TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. I AM not going TO TALK to ANYONE here. FINISH. Enough is ENOUGH. You can't be a good person here. I tried. It never works. Someone is always trying to trigger you to the max. MY BRAIN HURTS.... And I'm DONE. You know what. With your attitude you will never solve any problem of humanity, let alone your own (if at all you have any problems, because the point is you don't, because people with real GODDAMN problems don't talk like this, they don't have the luxury to be so spiritually sweet all the time ) I AM DONE. I am SERIOUSLY DONEEEEE. This is my inner rage. Now don't tell me that rage is bad and gaslight me.. MY RAGE IS HELPING ME. I will never talk one WORD TO ANYONE HERE ANYMORE. Done being POLITE. Done with the NICETY. Done with the social SPIRITUAL GAMING here. SPIRITUAL AND SOCIAL ABUSE HERE. I am an authentic person. I say what I mean. I say what I FEEEEEEEEEEL. AND I DON'T FEEL GOOD HERE. I ONLY COME HERE FOR MY WORK. Do YOU GET IT???? I'm NOT GOING TO CALM DOWN NOW. I have felt suicidal since yesterday. THIS IS NOT OKAY. I have taken enough ABUSE here. RACIAL ABUSE. SPIRITUAL ABUSE. SOCIAL ABUSE. I'm done. Today I felt like cutting myself again. THIS IS NOT OKAY.. ABUSIVE NONSENSE FROM THIS GODDAMN HORRIBLE PLACE.. THIS PLACE COMPLETELY RUINED MY PEACE OF MIND FOR SIMPLY NOT WANTING TO FEEL LONELY. I'M DONE. I WILL NEVER TALK TO ANYONE EVER AGAIN HERE. Ever. GO TO HELL Do not TALK TO ME. I don't need even one person to talk to me. Get lost. Stop bothering me. DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND ENGLISH????????HUH???? What part of "stop bothering me, leave me alone " is not understood???? Just leave me in peace. Leave me alone. I HAVE NOTHING TO DO with ANYONE. I like my solitude. IT'S BETTER TO BE ALONE THAN BE AROUND HARMFUL PEOPLE. Even if they don't mean harm. This place is 1000 times worse than social media. But my goddamn work of 3 years is tied up here. All MY WRITING WORK, MY HARD WORK IS HERE. MY HARD WORK OF 3 YEARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS DO YOU GET THAT? I HAVE SPENT 3 YEARS OF SLEEPLESS NIGHTS DOING THAT WORK DO YOU GET THAT ?????????? DO YOU HAVE ANY RESPECT FOR ANYONE'S HUMANITY AT ALL????? DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IT MEANS TO WORK THAT HARD TOWARD MY LIFE PURPOSE ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE... ALL OF YOU.... LEAVE ME ALONE From today on, I AM NOT TALKING TO ANYONE HERE. ENOUGH BULLSHIT AND HARASSMENT I AM DOING MY WORK AND MY GODDAMN WORK HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MY WORK, DO NOT READ. STOP HARASSING ME. ALL OF YOU. DO NOT COMMENT ON MY JOURNALS. DO NOT (people who understand me are allowed to talk to me in private ) others NEED NOT BOTHER.