Preety_India

I was thinking about technology and how beautiful and useful it is. And about holism And how technology and holism is the solution to mankind

I've had it with folks on here. I don't need to be bothered anymore.

Consciously take yourself out of the drama here and don't be a part of it. Simply avoid. Especially this very section

Just don't talk to anyone at all. Don't mention or quote anyone. If the troll comes back, put him on ignore and do not respond to their comments.. The more you talk here the worse it gets.. The only person you can talk to is Leo.

Suffering is a natural part of human existence. The only solution is holism+ technology.

I feel much better now after all the anxiety I poured out a few hours ago.

. Just trying to relax after a day of panic attacks These Indian songs can instantly calm my fears I take refuge in Indian songs when I'm too sad or nervous I wanted this journal so the songs aren't scattered throughout my journal and I don't have a hard time finding them, they all can be in one place.

This is probably the most beautiful Indian song ever made. Just immortal. Gives me goosebumps every time.

For some it didn't show up. Here it is.

For some it didn't show up. Here it is.

Another favorite https://youtu.be/NGZMtdApcrQ https://youtu.be/dwsYKDhDo-I

I love this romantic song.

This woman in this song looks exactly like my mom when my mom was in her early twenties. Everytime I look at this woman she reminds me of my mom. Now my mom is in her 50s. My mom had me when she was herself 27, my age. Haha I'm not married and no kids. Kinda weird how generations change..

I'll continue posting all of my favorite Indian songs on here.. That's the only Indian thing I can thoroughly enjoy.

I listen to old hindi/ Indian songs. I don't like modern songs because they are too loud, not good for my anxiety.. This is one of my favorites.

I swear this is why we need evil in this world Evil actions with good intent This is where we need weapons Weapons against life and the world.

For some reason, I'm very scared and frightened right now. I want to make urgent changes to my life. It's very scary. I just don't want to suffer anymore I feel impending doom. The fear is not leaving me. I have been getting bad dreams My breasts are in pain. I feel nervous. Wish I could go back to when I was 15, I would have rewritten my life I would have never let myself suffer this way If I had foreseen what was coming I went through hell in life

Thoughts come to my mind immediately when I close my eyes.. This time the thought is Anyone who tries control the narrative, is creating chaos.

I swear I will never visit anyone's profile here.. It's not even worth visiting

People are so cruel to each other here. The audacity to pick apart someone's private experiences So much direct hostility here

I feel terrorized by anyone who visits my profile. And I'm not acting. This is just the truth.

what is the need to visit my profile???????? Tell me why do you visit my profile if you hate me?????

My journals are a Testament that I worked very hard to keep myself emotionally stable despite all the internal and external challenges. I didn't deserve this life. I suffered a lot for all these years Even if I die, God will know that I tried my best till the end.