Preety_India

Yea I would love a protocol.

No it's like a cult. It's mad worship. It's not dangerous but it's like living in an illusion..

My life as a Roman was a hard one. I remember being a very rebellious person. My temper wasn't appreciated. I was a High strung person. I remember that wherever I walked, people saw me but never really liked me. I was very intimidating to most people. I was frequently reprimanded for my open mouth. I was barred from many places. I was infamous and considered an outcast. So much so that plans were made to kill me secretly. I was definitely being very defiant and the Romans did not like me for that. I was subjected to numerous tests and challenges and I swiftly overcame them and this angered the people even more.

3 stages are never enough to explain humanity.

No. SD model is pretty simple and good for emulation.

Not long ago, we had a thread in this section discussing about giving pets an orgasm. And Leo said something like having pets is not exactly a humanitarian thing but akin to slavery. Today I watched this video and I kinda felt sad because I realized that there is a grain of truth to what Leo was saying. This cat in the video is begging to be fed. Now it can only eat when the owner feeds the cat, or else it has to wait. But what If the cat is really really hungry and probably dying out of hunger. It still has no free will to decide what it can eat and when it can eat. Yet if I wanted to eat something, all I've to do is walk in to the kitchen. Nobody tells me what I should eat or when. I can eat whatever I want and whenever I want. It's a basic freedom I enjoy as a human being. I kinda felt sorry for the cat though. So Leo has a point?

Everything will be alright. I swear I've to go through multiple cycles of psychoemotional processing.

This is the worst problem in my life something that I've a very hard time with and I'm finally confronting it.

It's very tough. It's like going through many phases before you become completely free from symptoms. Try listening to calm music, stay away from psychological and emotional triggers, have tough solid boundaries, eating well, cut out anything that is toxic, talk to people who are very empathetic and understanding, keep venting as much as possible, try to stay in a positive space gradually, distract from bothersome thoughts, self love, use humor, make friends, have a consistent spiritual practice like meditation, don't be too attached to life, understand that the nature of life is complicated and we are all fucked at some point by it, acceptance of suffering and acceptance of circumstances,don't try to resist too hard because it creates too much frustration and that perpetuates the cycle of trauma, acceptance helps to break this cycle, empower yourself little by little everyday by encouraging yourself, investing in learning new skill, finding new ways to be happy, and developing core self confidence,not relying on external validation anymore, try to be as emotionally independent as possible,take matters in your own hands, self ownership, take care of yourself and keep healing. It's a lot of work.

From personal terrible home life shit (fryer) --> jump into ======>> internet virtual life (frying pan, many frying pans) --> jump into ======>> land of Hypnotica (final paradise)

My journal of fantasies.

I cannot thrive in negativity. I just can't Also... I absolutely abhor toxic positivity.

Do not place any value on shitty people who brag about their success. Eventually I'll close off completely in this place. I just don't belong in places with little empathy and compassion and understanding.

Cultivate a healthy ego Cultivate a healthy identity Cultivate a healthy personality Cultivate healthy boundaries

The biggest factor that drags you behind in life is substandard males or substandard men. Remove them from your life, whichever source they're coming from. Even if they are not as boyfriends or husbands or friends in your life, they could still be dangling in your life as colleagues, online trolls, stalkers, acquaintances etc or just random men around your presence online and offline. Remove every tiny trace of these men.. every trace of such men is toxic.

I've to focus on Being myself Being a good person Being a successful person Being a meaningful person (being a decent person )

This is just a temporary phase that began on April 25. I went through a Tremendous amount of sress on the forum because of harassment It was severe. But the whole period was pivotal in teaching me a lot about society, people, trolls, social games and the mean internet. Maybe at some point I'll be able to make peace with the internet and it's people. It's hard right now.. I have been put through severe pressure in the past few years. But I'm gradually learning how to deal with hate online..

I want to wake up everyday and look at this beautiful thing. I will call it the Circle of Hypnotica.

@diamondpenguin for me cats are LIFE.

@Raze so many countries have extremely horrific conditions of poverty and survival,yet they don't have a terrorism problem. How do you account for that ? Why are only certain groups involved in terrorism?

@Raze not out of the womb. But these people have an inherent propensity to violence. It cannot be possible that everyone suddenly decides to take revenge. Half the time whatever terrorists do has no real meaning or purpose. It is only an affirmation of their power. It's all greed and ego and medieval psychology of invasion. Most get radicalized but they still have free will. Yet they do not take steps to redeem themselves because they revel in their violent nature just like a video gamer gets his high in every win. It's the same thing. For them violence and invasion is a show of masculinity and victory. There is no victimhood or martyrdom in being a terrorist. Don't romanticize their cruel sociopathic mission. Don't ever assume that they have a life purpose. Their only goal to get power through violence, nothing more nothing less. I'm an actual victim of a terrorist attack that happened at my college, lucky I wasn't injured as I evacuated the place quickly.

Terrorists exist. They aren't made. Stop believing bs.

Build yourself up. Empower yourself. Make yourself stronger and positive. Compensate for all the hate that you get with self love and positivity.

When they have a fallout, I'm gonna have a big laugh. They wanted to attack me and put me down and bring me down. Ha!!!!!!

Yep