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Whitehead tells me how to stay away from enemies and toxicity and anything that is harmful. Whitehead tells me how to stay away from anything that is hurtful and unsupportive.

Among the list of soulmates that I talked about including Vxs, Moonwolf, Wrett, Porco, Xyme, Zaiden, Derek, I have decided to add Whitehead to the list but this is the only soulmate in spirit form. The Guardian angel of death who understands my spirit like no other.

Now Whitehead tells me exactly as it is, the difference between life and death..

Knowing that I'm in this ethereal stream. Sitting in a cemetery. Pondering on my past life..and what has become of me. I'm thinking about love and a lot other things. I am wandering between these grave stones. Like an image in white. I have no name, shape,form or identity only a faint image of who I am or who I was. And suddenly I see the angel of death in front of me. I am feeling drawn in. I submit to Whitehead. He is an image in black,ironic given his name. He is the Grim Reaper He appears when you make the final crossover. But I'm not alone because he is with me. Now in death more than in life, he makes much more sense. His connection with me is this ethereal spirit bond. This feels better than actual human bonding. Like Whitehead understands what my spirit must have wanted. He carefully places my head in his lap and caresses my face, his hands cold to touch, his voice echoes through my ears. In death he is my soulmate if not in life.

Yes the image of whitehead relaxes me. It was this image that helped.

@Carl-Richard yes you cannot take these examples and then take fault with the teaching. Whether it's Leo or some other guru, what you take from them is up to you unless it's a serious brainwashing cult,in which case the person being brainwashed has partial culpability not full..

Leo is not responsible for this. Anyone putting blame on Leo and his work is being far too simplistic. Everyone is eventually responsible for what they do in life although they could be misled and brainwashed in this work. I believe some people in this forum engage in too much spiritual platitudes and using empty philosophical rhetoric to explain real life problems which can be very damaging and feel like gaslighting. Not saying that this is responsible for the suicide, yet brainwashing of any form is harmful to psychological health and can easily derail you. Some objectivity is necessary. This is a question where lines between reality and spirituality are blurred and so being objective helps you to stay grounded. A few days back Leo told me to not be a pig about survival but be a butterfly hovering over survival yet not being too attached to it. The problem is such teachings look great in words but hard to test against reality. The lesson to be drawn here is that as much as you realise that all you learn about spirituality is very true, yet in real life you cannot simply apply spiritual aspects because reality of being a human is not compatible with spiritual teachings and so realize that truth is truth yet truth is not applicable in reality which is also another truth. Don't be too carried away by spiritual truths where you begin to blur lines and take everything for granted and lose sight of objectivity in everyday circumstances. Spiritual understanding should come with the awareness that the world and reality aren't operating on these principles and so learning the truth is one thing but be carefull about how you go around applying it, it shouldn't be applied literally. Logic is the key. Use objective sense with everyday situations not spiritual platitudes. It's all cute when you listen to these things but your reality shouldn't be defined around these things. Keep your life separated from teachings and understand it's limitations with respect to the real world. Some teachings are useful and so apply those and those that are not objectively useful should only be used for awareness of truth. Leo is not responsible for this. When you are into the kind of work Leo does, you need to come into it with the personal responsibility that all you do is solely based on how you interpret things. You need a serious commitment and work ethic in this kind of work where you won't do things that are irresponsible in the quest for spirituality. You need to be aware that this work is not tailored for those who are not adequately prepared to take the consequences of the revelations you will have on this path. If you think that this work is distorting your reality,then perhaps it's not meant for you, however don't blame the work or Leo. it's your level of self responsibility and open mindedness that counts on this path. You need some serious skill and intellect and responsibility to survive on this path and the struggle can be very daunting. So before you sign up for something like this,mentally take a not and understand that do's and don'ts and be aware of how not to twist your reality by what you're going to learn,hard to do but it's one of the challenges that is very inherent with such work and if you're a poor judge of reality then you're going to be having a hard time reconciling spiritual truths and objectivity. Understanding the crucial differences between objectivity based simple self help designed to improve survival versus hard spiritual practice that transcends survival is extremely important.

The messages between you and him are so ironic and haunting.

The user @Bojan V is constantly being gaslighted on this thread.

Today is a new birth. I'm reborn today. It's May 19 and a long struggle with restlessness has ended. I've cut out old things and moving on.

I'll call this angel whitehead.

This feels like a release.

Submitting myself to the angel of death.

@Eternal Unity congrats to your friend.

The same thing is happening to me. I feel like I'm not worthy of anything. It's very hard. I feel like death is so much better and life seems very hard emotionally on me. So I can understand your pain

Yesterday and today I have been in a vulnerable state. I have tried to soothe myself. But my emotions got the better of me.

Today I experienced minor chest pain. This usually happens when I'm emotional.

In this life as in the lives before, I felt disliked, rejected, disowned, abandoned, unappreciated. I tried rebelling against general society as usual. I was a rebellious person. I really have to thank zeroguy because without him I wouldn't have felt strong.. I cannot mention his name. Because I don't wish to disturb him. But he did touch me in some ways.. I always remember people who touch me..

This comment from a forum user called Ryan really touched me. It describes what my spirit feels about me. I've seen you around the forum commenting and conversing on many threads and in my anecdotal observation people do give you a disproportionately more difficult time than most. Because of this and the mature positive way you often handle criticism with some grace I thought I found you likeable. Before posting here I wanted to have more surety and integrity in my assertion than only my first impressions of your admirable character. Because you are an open book I have read and contemplated some of your journal entries in an attempt to understand you better. You are an impressively brave and strong woman who has faced, overcome, and is healing from much adversity in life. I commend you on your fearless transparency, self-honesty, and dedication to healing and Self-actualization. You are a brilliant, articulate, and creative writer as well, but it was your couple of voice recordings that hit me the hardest. I am an empath when I choose to be and I could deeply feel both the pain and the hope in your voice. Thank you for all your sharing and contributions to the forum. I'm sure many different people can resonate with many different aspects of all you say. I know I can and I learned a few things from you also. To the extent that one may from mostly a bunch of text from a person they will never meet face-to-face, I can confidently say I like you and you are authenticly likable. If people in your life, or with a chance to be in your life, don't like you it's their loss.

My past life spirit had a strong dislike for people and society. I thought they had wronged me

And I knew somewhere I had lost myself. I had no direction. No goal. I was floating aimlessly. I knew that I was looking for something. But what was it? Was it love or was it peace ?

@Scholar there will always be a percentage of people who take teachings in the wrong way. Not everyone is doing it. People take drugs in moderation to experience states of consciousness. Some people overdose it. There is no fault in teaching or teacher.

@Harikrishnan my intuition says this is real.

@Leo Gura just a heads up. you need to issue stricter disclaimers on both forum and videos that this work needs serious commitment and should never involve any form of self harm or overdose or suicide ideation. Especially given the Connor incident and now this, such incidents can be on the rise.

I said to myself everything will be alright.