Preety_India

I'm glad. All of my journals are on this list(link). how-i-use-the-forum I really appreciate the compliments.

I think the consciousness continues even after death. And consciousness is infinite.

Does this guy teach enlightenment? I've never been to his ashram.

I've assigned this picture for Jagat. Jagat is not a perfect person. He has flaws but he truly desires Peony and eventually grows to love her.

Feeling better after some tense moments.

@Barbara @Applegarden8 A) just the simple curiosity to know whether it's ethical or not B) if it's unethical, it's much easier to avoid wanting to be with such a person since there are no moral blockages so you don't feel like you really missed out on something. In case you got hurt, it's easy to understand why and a satisfaction or closure as to why such a relationship can hurt. C) if it's ethical, then there is too much moral confusion. Not easy to make a decision here. It could easily mean that I/you are being in the wrong for being hurt, which leads to feelings of unresolved guilt, or feelings of not only hurt but also the feeling of being wrong for being hurt, there is no closure for this hurt, it creates more confusion knowing that if you're wrong for being hurt, you now have to address this wrong however the hurt feeling happened naturally so there was no way you could have not had it, so it might feel like double punishment. An analogy I can come up with is this. Let's say I don't know whether stealing is ethical or unethical. Now person A stole something from me. I feel hurt. But someone told me that it's completely ethical what person A did. However my hurt remains because I suffered a loss even if someone told me that there is nothing unethical about what the robber/thief did. This then begs the question -why did I feel hurt? It also creates a conflict in thought that the hurt came naturally, it did not feel forced, then what's the solution to this hurt and how is it going to be resolved if everything was ethical, it creates moral confusion because now there is no closure to this hurt, its like pain without cause, which sounds absurd because for every effect there is cause which takes it back to the same question of whether it's ethical or not. Unresolved hurt/pain can lead to trauma. Sometimes you feel like you're being denied the acknowledgement of the source of the hurt.

Certain elements needed for a successful relationship. Character or value match Emotional resonance Sexual chemistry Magnetism Polarity/asymmetric

Sadhguru is like a cult guy. Nobody challenges him.

Jagat embodies these values. Components of love. loyalty Non judgement Generosity Warmth and acceptance Security and protection and stability Possessiveness and belongingness Unconditional love Caring Trust Compassion Accommodating Understanding maturity Selflessness Forgiving Kind List of characters Anand Paneet Pankhraj Reym Jagat

Jagat represents these values. Components of love. loyalty Non judgement Generosity Warmth and acceptance Security and protection and stability Possessiveness and belongingness Unconditional love Caring Trust Compassion Accommodating Understanding maturity Selflessness Forgiving Kind

Jagat encompasses all values of Love.

I've to focus on the jagat character. This is how Jagat will look. I was a bit hesitant in using this picture initially.

Osho taught a lot of wonderful nuggets.

So how does Paneet look like ? So this is another indian actor I assigned to this particular character. Jagat is a special character. He embodies a lot of aspects. Jagat is a true lover.

Paneet is a passive character, protective but in a philosophical way. A higher love kind of way. Jagat has to be a central character. Anand as the stage Blue guy. pankhraj already exists.

I want jagat to be the ultimate character, the name itself suggests that. I've another character in mind who I've named Paneet. Jagat

I described Anand as a stage Blue religious guy.

The remaining characters that I'm thinking about The vibe is not strong Reym Anand Jagat

So I was talking about characters and how the character Pankhraj was one of the strongest characters I created.

I've been getting sharp pains in the body

I feel so confused right now.

How do I feel about this?

I'm struggling with other characters.

I think calling someone God realized should entail a huge responsibility.