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I will say that the character Jagat is helping me understand a lot of concepts in life.

Do not absorb everything emotionally.

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@Karmadhi I like having conversations with you. You're a very intelligent guy. Thank you for supporting me. It means a lot to me.

I'll call it bobbing jelly.

@Karmadhi yea I personally "am" attracted to ruthless guys.

This is freely available on YouTube and forums. Lots of books as well This cannot be possible because you're looking at it only from your own viewpoint. If I allowed every stranger guy to talk to me, then I would have a hundred creeps following me around every month. Simply impossible. Crime rates against women are through the roof even when women are advised by their mothers to not into a car with a stranger I have experienced rape like situations even when I took all precautions. Not talking to a stranger is just a basic safety protocol for most women . Maybe if men want women to be so free around them,then invest in women's safety by educating other men to respect women and not rape or harass them. Make it harder for a man to get away with rape . Make women feel safe. You want women to trust you freely. Then it's your job as men to cultivate that trust. You want freedom around men then pay the appropriate price for that freedom. You can't expect to ask for greater freedom and then also have other men abusing that freedom. This depends on the man itself. You already have the tools. You can socialize if you want to. In fact socialization in today's environment is much easier than ever before in history of mankind. In 1950s you wouldn't have been able to talk to me the way you're talking right now. Communication between the sexes has become much easier. Cultural norms all around the world are relaxed in regard to this. Women fall for assholes because assholes are sexually attractive. They know how to appear sexually attractive in terms of mannerisms. Some of this is learned whereas much of it is a genetic gift. If you think that women have a luxury when it comes to dating, that's simply not true. You can show me 100 profiles of men and I might not be attracted to any of those. You see the problem? You might think that too many rejections is a problem and women has it easy. But what if a woman is approached by men that she is just not attracted to ? Then she only keeps rejecting. You feel rejected, agreed. Yet she may be tired of rejecting men and never finding the man of her dreams. So it's hard for her as well,even if she is attractive. What she is attracted to depends on her standards as well as mindset. Attraction is biological. A man cannot control what he is attracted to, similarly a woman does not have much autonomy on who she is attracted to. If she is attracted to assholes, it's her biology doing her this misfortunate favor, she can't do much to control it.

A good analogy to explain you is the concept of free market and free will. Free market means there is no restriction on what is bought and sold. There are less regulations on demand, supply and pricing. Free will means the option to exercise one's will without hindrance or restrictions. Dating or sexual marketplace is essentially a free marketplace and involves free will. The reason you don't have regulations as you have with employment because a job is a resource. Agreed that both food and sex are survival needs but when you eat your food you aren't harming another human being. You're simply satisfying your need. But when it comes to sex, such a regulation can mean two things- one is satisfaction of your needs and the second is pussy control. Now the latter option has the capacity to harm a human being. It's not an innocent satisfaction of needs. It also means pressuring someone against their will. When you consume unemployment benefits you're talking about resources that don't carry a heart. Money and food don't carry a heart. However a woman is not a non living resource. She is a living , breathing human being with a psychology. Pressuring a woman/human is against human rights because it enters the territory of slavery. Covert slavery. I cannot pressure someone to work for free for me or give their labor via emotional blackmail. That would be considered forced labour. Such ideas are criminal in their origin no matter how innocently they're projected. That's why the sexual marketplace is exclusively free and not regulated unless you're living in a stage red society that has forced marriages. Having your sexual needs met is a fundamental right yet having free will is also an equally important fundamental right. Free will has precedence over need Because need can be compromised with but not free will. Thus you can say that sex is a basic need but a woman can argue that her right to decide what she wants is her free will. A woman may not want sex at all. Pressuring her would equate to sex slave or Human slavery. Since the question of free will is involved,the sexual marketplace cannot be regulated the way you regulate jobs or funding. Any form of pussy control is slavery and therefore criminal.

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I'm not drunk and I don't drink. But I've to prepare myself mentally for a role or character I'm playing for my upcoming fictional writing. This character is Peony and she needs to drink to dull down her pain. To get into character, I need to act like I'm drunk in order to get the right vibe with this role. This drunk role playing will create a sentiment that will set the right mood for the dialogues and imagination of the role Peony will be playing. I need the exact dialogues and scenarios in which a drunk Peony will express her emotions.. This journal will be used as an exercise for the drunk role playing. This is a drunk practice journal.

There will also be a scene for a drunk Peony..

Sometimes she feels like hugging Jagat when she is experiencing deep fear. She doesn't understand if he is an enemy or friend

How can Peony trust a man who destroyed her family and burned her house and farm. Peony is deeply upset and scared to death. She is suddenly homeless and without food. She is too sick of her pitiful conditions. At this point, nobody is friend, everyone is enemy. Her whole world has fallen apart. She is deathly scared in the face of dire survival. How can she trust a devil like Jagat who put into motion all his plans to destroy her peace?

Dialogue scene Script Jagat - I'll have you one way or another Peony - I am filled with pain and sorrow. And I know that I have to be strong. Jagat - I'm no brute. Peony - but you act like one Jagat - look into my eyes and you'll find love. The kind of love you've never felt before. Peony - why do you care about me ? Jagat - because I sense your pain. Peony -you created it. How do you act like you care about me? Jagat - because I want you all to myself. I can go to any lengths for it. Peony - I'm scared. I'm too scared of you. Too scared of you. I can't.... Jagat -*grabs peony aggressively by the arm, stares into her face and signals her that she should learn to trust him Peony - *still scared to death.

Now Reym belonged to the Matsyar dynasty. And the other kingdom far away from the kingdom of Matsyar was Chahamana kingdom. These Kingdoms were repeatedly at war with each other over land politics and invasion.

Dialogue scene script. Peony looks down at the floor Peony - you're trying to control me Jagat - everyone is trying to control each other. Peony - I don't want you Jagat - I want you. And I'll have you.

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Dialogue scene script Peony - now there is nothing left. I feel helpless Jagat - don't be so unkind to your gentle body Peony - I ate poison. Jagat - oh poor baby. I'll help you. Come to me. Be mine and you'll forget all the misery and the pain.

Dialogue scene script Peony - I feel trapped Jagat - you trapped my heart Peony - you don't care about me Jagat - if only you knew better. Peony - one day this world will wake up to your brutality. You'll pay for your sins Jagat - I hope I pay. But not before getting my prize. Peony - you're a Devil. Jagat - you mean a handsome devil? *laughs hysterically. Stares at peony and bites his lip. Peony - I'm scared of you Jagat - that's what I want. Peony - I'll never come to you Jagat - that's what I don't want. Peony - *looks nervous Jagat - it's in your best interests that you allow me to do what I want. Peony - you've gone mad Jagat - See what you did to me?

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