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She doesn't want you that's why she was reluctant in giving her number. The biggest reason for this is the fact that she has a boyfriend. When you continue to approach despite knowing that there is a bf in the picture, you signal weakness and neediness.. She can sense that you want her so bad that you don't care if she has a bf. Furthermore its not good policy either. Like snatching someone. Anyway the chance is really low when someone is already in a relationship because it takes time to switch. Unless the bf is a horrible guy she is desperate to leave. Once a woman says that she has a bf, it's a failed chance whether her relationship is great or failing. You simply have to drop the moment a woman mentions a bf.

Another favorite of mine Ticket to the tropics.. Remix by Dim Zach

Putting my favorite songs and music tracks in this journal.

Thank you for the advice

By zero ego I mean someone who is not acting egotistical. Healthy ego is not the same as egotistical ass. People suffer PTSD because of how they react but they can't be blamed for their reaction. One cannot discount the role of the environment in triggering these reactions. It's akin to saying, you weren't robbed by a thief, you were robbed because you don't have the best alarm system. Blaming everything on a sufferer is a victim blaming narrative.

Of course. People suffer PTSD because of their circumstances. Our environments have a huge impact on our psyche.

@mivafofa thank you so much. Your advice is most valuable.

@Max_V agree.

Hitherto I used to always consider Introverts in high regard because they were special in my eyes, I myself being an introvert. But the warmth of extroverted people is drawing me in. I think that extroverts don't get appreciated enough.

I don't want Jesus Christ answers. I'm talking about hard practical objective stuff, self Actualization related I'm trying to be a Strategic motherfucker (refer Leo video of the same title). For pure survival, you need Reptilian Brain, not spiritual platitude bullshit. This thread is not about Spirituality and Consciousness It's about Survival. And Survival has a lot of Low Consciousness in it Keep in mind that I'm discussing low consciousness here for pure brutal survival. So please keep away the armchair, luxury, high horse spiritual platitude stuff. It serves no purpose in Brutal survival. I'm not living in a cave. When I will live in a cave, I'll follow High Consciousness teachings. With that kind of luxury it's easy or in a stage Green empathy dipped society where bills are paid by government and free insurance, there spirituality is easy with Yoga and Bhoga. Thanks

Machiavellian is not necessarily evil behavior all the time, sometimes it's just knowing how to compete and survive best in brutal environments where if you aren't brutal enough, you'll eventually be eliminated and your survival at risk. Machiavellian behavior helps with survival in following cases If you facing workplace harassment If you are surrounded by people who bring you down If you're in hyper competitive survival environment If you are in an environment with little compassion If people are constantly breaking your boundaries If others are being Machiavellian and extremely selfish with you and around you If your trauma has caused you self esteem issues which are being exploited by people who are more powerful than you If you are under authority that is very destructive If you are trying to survive a stage Red culture If your morals and ethics are constantly challenged If you are having to deal with energy vultures and energy vampires

These old movies are definitely helping me with this

Working on this.

@Nightwise it will take some time to read it thoroughly. Please don't delete it and I'll definitely get back to you. Thank you so much for the valuable response. Appreciated.

There's beauty in everything.

One is a seed and the other is fertiliser and irrigation

I'm trying to create peace

I cried thinking about everything. These tears are like pearls

@Zeroguy what's gd

Mostly I appreciate being left alone, a rare luxury on the internet.

Do shadow work to look for trauma

Are you feeling okay right now?

I don't think that integrating feminine means looking or acting feminine if that's what you're assuming it to be, no, because in that case that would be obviously unattractive.

I guess it's understandong what the woman wants.

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