Preety_India

Yup

@Hulia won't meet at least for a month or two because of covid. Not going out. Covid situation is a bit scary in my country right now. So only talking on phone

@Hulia @Zeroguy The best thing about him is that he doesn't talk about sex like my past boyfriends who used to constantly talk about sex. He respects my decision to not have sex early. I told him that already that I won't have sex easily/early. And he respects that. He did not pressure me at all.. So he is not like other "fuck boys" who were my past boyfriends,who were pathetic and always pressuring me for sex and shame me for it He is not like that at all.

@Hulia @Zeroguy He kinda motivates me Like when I'm alone, I just get too lazy. I will simply listen to songs or play video games. But he always tells me to get my ass off the couch and sends me motivational videos and tells me a lot of self actualization stuff He also told me to read things, watch videos on self help and therapy He pushes me like a coach lol. I have decided to take better care of myself He is giving me a sense of direction. Sort of.

@Hulia @Zeroguy Maybe his effect is working on me lol. Because after finishing my conversation with him, I have begun looking into EMOTIONAL intelligence stuff. Maybe I'll finally "grow up" lololol With my childish heart, who knows

@Hulia @Zeroguy I asked him about it yesterday. He said that I shouldn't say such extreme things and that he understands my sentiment but doesn't want me to get overly emotional. He also told me that I need to be able to trust him and that he won't expect me to give up my life for him, he said he won't ever ask for such things and it would be wrong for him to expect such things. And he told me to take it slow. I asked him if he felt nervous or creeped out. He said he wasn't creeped out, he said he simply felt a bit pressured but laughed it off and thought it was very childish of me to say such things. He told me to not worry ,he didn't take it too seriously. He told me to "grow up" but said that he sometimes likes my innocence and admiration for him. He told me that he respects my emotions though I shouldn't take it too far. He calmed my over excitement lol.. he is too matured and practical, way more than me. I'm too child-like in front of his maturity. After listening to his words I was like

Women like alpha males.

Today I felt so excited while talking to SKB. He was being really kind

Kalma padna

Islam also focuses on love, wisdom and raw practicality and logic In Hinduism's focuses on consciousness Both are good

Jazbat aur practicality dono hi zaroori hai It's important to focus on a safe life. And focus on both primal as well as higher aspects of life Islam focuses on primal aspects of life. The obviousness of everything.

Pehle toh aise Karo toh tension ho.

The word mufti means authority in Islam. Ok learned something new Also learned that there is something called deobandi or Wahhabism. Will look into that later. .......... I'm learning 2 new words amin and ummat

Study and exploration

Study and exploration

I have moved away from all the bullshit. If I were smarter I would have understood all this quicker.

I had been literally addicted to caffeine in the past few days.

I'm trying to make a list of things that make me happy.

Woke up feeling a bit agitated. Don't remember the dream

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This one

Whatever I learn from my interactions in the forum can be put here.

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