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Making some great strides in this direction.

@integral in what areas are you weak ?

Well said. I kinda understand your overall sentiment

Ultimately there is NO strategy. You have to live life as it takes you. Live laugh Love.

This is the ultimate truth. I'll never fall in love if I keep thinking whether something will work or not. Every relationship is a risk. There is no relationship that will ever come with a warranty card. Just be happy and see how it unfolds.

Even if it doesn't, who cares. I haven't felt this happy in the past.. Past is past. Back then I was naive. Took matters for granted. Fell for fuckboys and narcissists. He isn't a fuckboy nor a narcissist. If I had praised my ex Joseph like that, he would have been drooling over it and demanding me to do more for him. This guy isn't like that. He is not like the low lifes that my exes were. This guy is caring and has put effort to not hurt me in any way. He has never been passive aggressive nor does he shower me with praises like my pathetic exes used to do. He allows me to be vulnerable without taking advantage. He is honest,tells me like it is. he takes me playfully, that's a great sign of his maturity. I don't demand much in life, just simple love, devoting time to each other. I am a person of few expectations As long as he is not abusive and cares about my feelings, I will be more than glad to have found him.

@Natasha @DrewNows I feel deep appreciation for both of you, you both are my favorite guys on the forum. I feel your sense of loss. You have no idea how I felt when I lost my cat. I was just a teen. I still miss her deeply and I'll never forget the short life in which she gave me the universe. She was gifted by my dad on my birthday who also passed away. The passing of both was sudden and untimely and created a deep wound inside me. I totally understand how grief feels like. I'm sorry for your loss and I hope some day we all find closure to the grief we experience in life. Heartfelt condolences. You both are beautiful souls. May God bless. ??

@Hulia I watched the Notebook. Very beautiful movie. Yea for pickup guys understanding falling in love is difficult. They are constantly trying to ridicule me. Also telling me that he doesn't love me. Trying to denigrate the whole thing Maybe they aren't too happy for me But who cares. I always walk where my heart pulls me. Right now I feel good As long as I feel happy with a guy, that's all that matters

@Zeroguy he loves me. You don't have to worry He is very intelligent and matured so he understands me, that's why he took it playfully. I wouldn't be so emotinally invested in him if he didn't love me.

You're right. It's not long at all. Just 2 weeks.

@Depersonilized yea I felt like I would lose him. Because I felt scared when he called me stupid. It's not long relationship at all. It began on June 11 this month. We began talking to each other and I felt very attached to him very quickly. I have no idea/clue what happened that I became mad after him Something happened in my heart and I couldn't stop thinking about him.. Just his thought would constantly make me laugh and bring a smile on my face and I felt like he is the one I really really want to spend my life with. So I told him my feelings directly and decided not to hide. I still feel like I can literally give up my life for him. He is all over my mind, over my heart. I feel like I can't live without him. I can't explain this madness It's a very strange feeling of extreme joy and excitement that I feel every time I think of him. Just his thoughts and I get super super excited.

Glossary मुस्तंबत mustambat•مُسْتَنْبَط निष्कर्ष निकाला हुआ, नतीजा निकाला हुआ, परिणाम, निकाला हुआ ? ijmaa'-e-ummat इज्मा'-ए-उम्मत•اِجماع اُمَّت Origin: Arabic Masculine unanimous consent assembly or convocation of people of ummah सारी जनता का बहुमत, मुसल्मानों का किसी धार्मिक समस्या में बहुमत امت کا کسی بھی معاملے میں ایک رائے ہونا، اتحادِ قوم، اتفاق امت، اتفاق رائے، اتفاق قوم ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

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? Do ka toh taskara hi nahi hai ? How much Percentage of the property ? Masalah mustambat nahin kar sakte ? yehi matlab nikal tha hai na ? Sab fatwa yehi dete hai ? Sirf labzi ? Usool ? ijmaaye ummat se aitraaz mat karo ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? Glossary ijmaa'-e-ummat इज्मा'-ए-उम्मत•اِجماع اُمَّت Origin: Arabic Masculine unanimous consent assembly or convocation of people of ummah सारी जनता का बहुमत, मुसल्मानों का किसी धार्मिक समस्या में बहुमत امت کا کسی بھی معاملے میں ایک رائے ہونا، اتحادِ قوم، اتفاق امت، اتفاق رائے، اتفاق قوم

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15 mark ? 3 rakat Istabrak means thick ? At 18, Haj and umre ...first 3 chakkar mein Seena kadake chalna ...sunnat hai ? Mardon ki tarah Rookoo nahin karna aurta ne ... women won't do it like men ? Zor se lambaiek karna ? Jis cheezon mein haya hai, usme aurat ka auratpana jhalakna chahiye. ? aurat ka haya se taaluk ? Sunnat hai ? Tamaam baton mein khud ba khud juda hai aurat mard se ? Kitna sukoon milta tha ? 21. Tension ke baad jo sukoon milta hai us sukoon mein jo lazzat (delight) aur mazza hai woh bagair tension waale sukoon mein nahi hai ? ? Bahut bada mujhaeda hota tha ? Main arz kar raha tha ? Ek labz Nazir hua ? Fazal /fazar ki roshni hai ? Nazil karna ? Yeh falsafa appko samjhana ? Virasat ke masleh jitne bhi hai ?

Taking notes Bayaanaat 2 ? Deobandi ? Allah has kept us in an examination hall. Some questions are optional and some are compulsory ?. Time is short ? Masalah yeh ho gaya hai ? Islam se haajri hona ? Tawajoh ? Kya tanhaahiyon mein allah se darte the ? Allah ki lannat hai ? Allah ki hookoo ki taraf tawajoh ? aise quran hadees ki daleel nahin samajhthi ? Aawaam apne aapke ko jaahil maane ke liye nahin hai ? Akalmand ko ishara hi kaafi hai ? Quran ne nasiyat ke liye aasaan hai. Nibrat ki baatein ? Allah taala ne ..akhirat ki baatein ? Paani ke boond se banaya ? Allah ki mohabbat paida karna ? Allah ka khauf ? Bado ki tajurbe se faayda karo ? Naseeyat hamesha aasaan alfaaz mein hoti hai. Translation - advice is always in easy words ? Masaahil yaane law. ? Quran mein hi allah ki irshaad ? Quran O hadees ? Quran .. nabi ya priests bayan karenge Ayaat padna Quran ka doosra naan zikr hai ? Hum gumraah ho jaate tabah ho jaate ? Ramzaan toh kha sakte subah safed dhaga. White thread ? Nabi se pooche ? Black thread muraad nahin hai ? Look into the meaning of Rakat ? Tarjumma kar rahe ho ? Mushaabe hote hai ? Taksim means divide ? Sundoos bareek resham ko ... Istabrak mota resham ? Seena kadake chalna ? Aurat ramal nahin ? Rookoo karna ....aurat seemat ke karegi

Bayaanaat 1

I want to start with offering prayer to Allah. And then follow Namaaz. Salaah or namaz is an obligatory prayer performed by a practising Muslim five times a day. The namaz is performed early in the morning, afternoon, evening, near sunset and late evening. Each namaz lasts for between five to 10 minutes, and so cumulatively the prayers take up around 30 minutes in a day.

I need an authoritarian guy, protective authoritarian guy . I always knew that Not a controlling guy. Just an authoritarian guy SKB shows a sense of authority in his behaviour I like that

My life is taking a completely different turn after being interested in Islam. Unbelievable.

I get an abnormal feeling of relaxation with this guy because how intuitively he understands my character.

When you're speaking to someone think a ton before you speak. I'll transfer this entry to another journal.

Praying to Allah makes me a bit calmer.

SKB is a very intelligent matured guy.