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Electroshock is considered illegal in most countries. How is it allowed in your country? Also with time and therapy, depression can heal. As far as I know, euthanasia is never administered to young adults. It's usually the last resort for the elderly with terminal illness where they're going to die anyway so they want to minimise the horror of a slow agonizing death. Freedom from suffering looks like healthy Green to me. But that's only for terminally sick If I correctly remember, it has to be either Sweden or Switzerland.

Some gentlemanly old style romance. You must be a gentleman! If nobody paid you that compliment, then let me pay it. Can't find a fault in a man like you

One message that Shiva is giving me is to break from negativity in my environment and detach from it. Just disengage from all that negativity. Engage with beauty, says Shiva. https://youtu.be/CrDyRTrMDvU

When I began writing this journal, I almost got a panic attack because the moment I clicked submit, I heard a loud thunder followed by heavy rains The glass panes of my window in my room were about to break because I could hear rocks falling outside my window. Large ice rocks hitting on the window Scared the shit out of me, it was so loud. When I went to close the windows I could see lighting in the skies and I kinda shuddered. I don't know, I was filled with fright. I suffered a sudden panic attack but continued writing my journal through the attack . A very frightening experience!

Even this song

@Bob Seeker also sex is sacred so don't ruin the experience for yourself by over indulging in porn. Then sex becomes a commodity Rather than a bond

Gave this advice to someone on controlling horniness. Useful to me too

@Bob Seeker Watch it occasionally but try to restrict yourself as much as possible. Sometimes use your own imagination and masturbation with a sex toy or your hands. It's important to control your horniness and erotic instincts and preserve it for your future partner.. Because too much porn caused loss of interest in women and less attraction to the normal female body due to over stimulation and excessive dopamine and the risk of addiction.. Also porn changes your brain chemistry to like porn only by acting on your receptors so you begin to lose interest in real life romance In the past whenever I watched porn, I was less likely to ask sex from my ex boyfriend and the sex didn't feel good in terms of stimulation. Porn kinda inhibits the real sex instinct and makes sex look boring So I don't watch porn anymore. And because of that I have started getting interested in men again. Control the porn habit and keep it minimum Don't try to achieve maximum pleasure through it so some part of you is always craving for experience with a real woman .

16 consecutive Friday's for Jai Santoshi Maa Tomorrow is Friday

Going to add some notes.

I absolutely fucking love this song. It has a male dressed as a woman and a woman dressed as a man..that's fun

Another song added to the previous list of songs.

Shiva Lakshmi Saraswati Parvati Jai Santoshi maa Kali

I have decided to worship/follow the following list of Gods. Shiva Lakshmi Saraswati Parvati (wife of Shiva) Jai Santoshi Maa Kali

Two Hindu Gods that I follow are Shiva and Kali. Those are quite powerful.

Entries on June 10, imported from another journal Deleted the journal Improvements in life. Today I did some craft work. Neatly decorated an item. ...... I just need a bit of framing and redesigning and recushioning ..... Do important things in the middle of doing all other things. ..... Last entry copied and pasted. consistency with self development detailed organization skill Ok fine deleted that journal.

Need to document current and past improvements in my life to get a momentum boost. Improvements will focus on many aspects Problem solving and problem removal for smooth flow General growth and small improvements How close are you to your idyllic life? Are you achieving results? Major as well as minor improvements Comparison of present to past

I'll note down even smaller improvements that I make.. I'm thinking about what the final goal is I think the final goal is this. Good healthy environment Good healthy lifestyle Good healthy life overall Healthy mind Healthy heart both externally and internally Healthy body overall Healthy soul/spirit Healthy attitude /mindset/mentality Healthy psychology and psyche Healthy food and resources and sources Healthy habits both daily and long term

Also ask yourself Is my life healthy and functional after all the improvements? ............. I have a plan in mind and I will stick to that plan throughout this month

This can function as a special devotional song at this occasion. This is a great find and an awesome song

A few more songs as a tribute to Shiva

Consciously disengage from negativity.

Just conversations with myself

@Ivan Dimi As long as corona virus exists, I guess we will need to keep patiently tolerating all these bullshit theories and conspiracies and let it die down over time on its own. Till then keep deflecting, listening patiently and then completely ignoring all the bullshit. Just don't think about it and it won't bother you Don't argue with them.