Preety_India

Women have been bashed, shamed, called crazy for simply being emotional. A favourite thing to do when a woman opens up about her experiences is to ridicule and mock her or call her a drama queen.

I have used some clever metaphors in the text above And I need to get smarter and cleverer by the day. I need to grow up at jet speed if my goal is to achieve Emotional equanimity as a woman. Feminism is my greatest refuge so far and Feminism will continue to define woman and womanhood for centuries to come Women who took refuge in Feminism know all that they had to grow through, miles and miles of walking through deserts and storms to come to this point of tranquility. It's like coming to water finally after the longest walk through the desert. Women are finally discovering their femininity. In their own unique ways.

Now I want to take things on a razor sharp edge Enough fooling around and playing around. I'm slowly veering into another territory of my life. Thanks Actualized Org for all the negative experiences you gave me . It jettisoned me in another direction. Took me to the right place where I needed to be. These experiences taught me the masculine aspects of stage Orange and how toxic they can be. I have grown up tremendously socially in the past 2 months. A lot of it is stage Orange being grilled into my face and the resistance I developed to it. From there I realized how freaking lacking half of humanity is when it comes to values of mercy, compassion and empathy.

I also find stage Orange very hyper masculine. That contradicts my feminine nature a lot I don't like this unabashed masculinity where it's their terrain with no feminine integration and anything feminine is shamed and considered weak. I feel threatened by such Aggressive masculinity. I find it utter nonsense and toxic

I do like to integrate the healthy aspects of stage Orange like discipline, ambition, organization and achievement. But I don't like judging people based on a list, competitions, rat race cultures, capitalism, lack of compassion for environment, objectification of women, the territory where we begin to enter Toxic Stage Orange.

Eternally waiting for the meaning of police mind transcendence.

I shoudnt be angry at a particular person/world. I should be angry at the sentiment/behaviour/action within a particular situation. In this case the trigger usually comes from reading stage Orange stuff. I'm Stage Green. So a lot of Stage Orange stuff can trigger the heck out of me Like people discussing wealth etc.

Okay where did I left off ?

This thread made my day C'mon Actualized Org sometimes needs a good dose of comedy. We need such threads while taking breaks from all the Actualization.

In order to feel happy, I need to remove the above triggers.

That's all toxic red pill bullshit.

I'll write down things that agitate me I'm stage Green. I like stage Green values. Things that annoy me endlessly and make me angry. What is exactly triggering my emotions? Stage Orange bullshit Obstruction Lack of authenticity Lack of integrity Distemper culture. Fake culture Excessive negativity and criticisms suffocating Authoritarian behaviour Hedonism Lack of compassion/empathy/understanding Materialistic culture Lack of humanity Slander and purposeful misunderstanding. Suppression of Emotions Stalkerish obsession with hateful agenda

One thing I noticed that there is too much stage Orange and shallowness around me that kills my spirit.

Just don't talk to anyone. Just keep to yourself. Do not talk to anyone.

Writing stuff that makes me happy?

I'm just tired of everything.

Glossary Seberat /sabarat/seberaat - patience.

Maybe there will increased instances of violence that Americans are probably used to by now. But Civil War, nope.

Khashiyat?

Glossary Pegambaro ko ?

More like demonizing mothers. Would he use the same logic and prefer women not dating him if he was a divorced dad of 3 kids ?

@RoerAmit try to journal your emotions. Act as though you're talking to yourself in your journals. This technique helped me to open up more fully Don't base your world on people's expectations and opinions of you You be you in every moment. Release your emotions and consider it as a healing if any internal shadow is blocking it from this happening. It could be any thought or belief blocking it. Focus entirely on yourself when you're thinking about your situations in life past or present, this helps emotions to arise to the surface.

What about Harvey Weinstein? Is he paying the price for his crimes or is he paying for a cruise on an island?

Because high standards will further reduce their chances of getting a girl in an already scarce environment I'm sure if guys were being chased by millions of girls every year, they would start having high standards too.

Yunus aur machli ki Daastaan. The legendary story of Prophet Yunus and the Fish. This is the story of Yunus Alaihis Salam Prophet Yunus The prophet Yunus was sent to Ninevah. He became known as the Lord of the Fish (Dhan-Nun). He warned the people about their evil ways and told them to follow Allah but they would not listen. Yunus was so angry he left. He sailed away but the ship was so full and heavy, poor Yunus was thrown overboard. He was swallowed by an enormous fish and he lived in its belly for three days. Then the fish spewed him out on a shore. He was very ill but Allah was protecting him. A plant grew and its leaves protected Yunus from the sun and kept the flies away. A wild goat provided him with milk. When he became better he went back to Ninevah and gave the people Allah's message once more. This time the people listened and Allah forgave them.