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Because I'm so sensitive, everything is a bit extra difficult for me. When I feel hurt. It continues the next day The next day The next day The next day It goes on forever. And my reaction is to kinda close off completely and never come out again

Whenever a situation of conflict arises, say to myself "I don't want to be a part of conflict " and move away from it.

My experiences have shaped my brain in a way I can't define. I feel.freer than before. Like peaceful.

The more you give power to your thoughts, the more powerful your thoughts become. Don't give power to thoughts of fear and anxiety. Watch them come and go. Just observe these thoughts. Also relish the present moment. The fear of death should only make life more meaningful and precious. Cherish the preciousness of the present moment. Think that living is more important than dying and we're here to live as much as we can and as long as time allows us. When you think "no sense anything," then realise that precisely for the same reason we must value everything we have in this life because it won't be forever so enjoy and be grateful for it while it lasts. Keep your mind free and your heart engaged in things that you like to do

I have to keep tracking my emotions from time to time. This is necessary to allow some consistency with my emotional state and create a flow where I would know when I fall off the track.

Since the person was removed from the platform, I was affected by it indirectly for 1 whole week Like wow Just not good Just be careful

In such places only Stage Orange people can be revered and admired.

It's an abusive environment, not a supportive one. Just a list of opinions.

My new direction in life is absolutely beautiful. It's about empathy and compassion. I love my new matured direction. Thanks to all the sociopathic negativity I faced. I grew up because of that. I no longer feel like I have to impress anyone I feel self reliant. The cherry on top is that I no longer have to be trapped by social validation. It's completely fine if nobody likes me. Those who try to impress are simply those who are inauthentic and give into peer pressure. They will never truly grow because they will never face the hostility I faced. I showed bravery. Of course I will be rewarded.. And finally I received my reward. There is a popular proverb in Urdu. It goes like this. Himmat-E-Marda to Madad-E-Khuda It means that when a man dares, God helps. I showed my bravery and never gave up Even if I die, God will always know that I died as a braveheart. But God rewarded my bravery with authenticity and truth. God showed me a mirror of the world to liberate me from illusions and let me be my authentic self. The hostility I faced showed me the true face of things. Of course because I had the bravery to confront and look for truth rather than validation. Thus I'm moving closer and closer to authenticity. Not living a life being fooled. Not living in denial. This hostility is a gift. It is a warning, like God bringing a small storm to keep me protected fr bigger storms God keeping me away from severely dangerous poisons by making me taste a lighter poison. Because God wants to protect me. This is his message for me. This is God's work. Let's say it's Allah's work..

A light-hearted moment. I find two names on this forum really cute Those are playdoh and space Coyote..wish it was spacey coyote

In order for me to feel Emotionally sober and clean I will need to take out all the toxins that are hurting me inside. These toxins are coming from different corners of my environment. I have to throw these toxins into the fire so I'm freed of them. One way is to first closely identify and touch on the things that are deeply bothering me Bring it to the surface. My introversion doesn't allow me to bring my inner wounds to the surface They remain stuck inside. Suppressed. Journaling tends to bring up the deepest wounds to the surface. That's where my introversion is directly challenged and exposed The first step is to directly confront my wounds and those things that have always been bothering me The next step is to vomit it out completely, the way you vomit out poisonous food The more I explore what hurts me the most, the better I'm at exposing and confronting these wounds. Expressing these wounds is extremely important. It's the second step. It means you have identified these wounds and then allowed these wounds to be known to your prefrontal cortex, your main communicative brain..the brain now knows what's hurting you, loud and clear. Next is to completely dump it. Keep dumping all of it as much as you can. Let it be separated from you..when you dump it, it is separated from you in that moment.. you no longer own those wounds you no longer keep those wounds. And then comes your awakening of those toxins you had been internalising for so long. All these toxins that you were creating internal turmoil and tension. And finally you can leave your old skin and undergo metamorphosis and get new comfortable happy skins. That's the road to both healing and awakening and liberation. When I'm talking about awakening,I'm not talking about the new agey awakening, I'm referring to intellectual growth through learning and dropping old useless/dysfunctional perspectives and gaining new useful perspectives and insights that help your journey

A woman who uses the word rape is a big deal to you ? But a man using the word rape is not a big deal ?????????????? So a woman should simply shut herself up. But that's not me Today I cried thinking about how women are constantly manipulated in this world to suit the world's agenda. It brought tears to my eyes how different groups of women are constantly discriminated and demonized and marginalized. It's sickening to my heart. This forum can silence women as much as it wants. But the world out there cannot silence women. I'm grateful to mainstream media for being totally feminist and total Gangsta. All the red pill bullshit can only exist in sneaky dingy places..

An uncivilized man like you is going to rape my vagina. But a civilized man like you is going to rape my womanhood. In the end I'll be set free from both of you.

Islam began with the Prophet Muhammad. Islam means "surrender" and its central idea is a surrendering to the will of God. Its central article of faith is that "There is no god but God and Muhammad is his messenger". Followers of Islam are called Muslims. Muslims believe that they are following in the same tradition as the Judeo-Christian figures Adam, Noah, Abraham, Moses, and Jesus who they believe were significant prophets before Muhammad. Bifolium from the "Nurse's Qur'an" (Mushaf al-Hadina), c. 1019-20 C.E., Ink, opaque watercolor, and gold on parchment, 44.5 x 60 cm (The Metropolitan Museum of Art) Bifolium from the "Nurse's Qur'an" (Mushaf al-Hadina), c. 1019-20 C.E., ink, opaque watercolor, and gold on parchment, 44.5 x 60 cm (The Metropolitan Museum of Art) The Qur'an, the holy book of Islam, provides very little detail about Muhammad’s life; however, the hadiths, or sayings of the Prophet, which were largely compiled in the centuries following Muhammad’s death, provide a larger narrative for the events in his life (although there is significant debate in the Muslim world as to which Hadiths are accurate). Muhammad was born in 570 C.E. in Mecca, and his early life was unremarkable. He married a wealthy widow named Khadija who was 15 years older and his employer. Around 610 C.E., Muhammad had his first religious experience, where he was instructed to recite by the Angel Gabriel. After a period of introspection and self-doubt, Muhammad accepted his role as God’s prophet and began to preach word of the one God, or Allah in Arabic. His first convert was his wife. Muhammad's divine recitations form the Qur'an and are organized into books (surahs) and verses (ayat). Because these revelations focused on a form of monotheism considered threatening to Mecca's ruling tribe (the Quraysh), which Muhammad was a part of, the early Muslims faced significant persecution. Eventually in 622, Muhammad and his followers fled Mecca for the city of Yathrib, which is known as Medina today, where his community was welcomed. This event is known as the Hijra, or emigration. 622, the year of the Hijra (A.H.), marks the beginning of the Muslim calendar, which is still in use today. Between 625-630 C.E., there were a series of battles fought between the Meccans and Muhammad and the new Muslim community. Eventually, Muhammad was victorious and reentered Mecca in 630. One of Muhammad's first actions was to purge the Kaaba of all of its idols (before this, the Kaaba was a major site of pilgrimage for the polytheistic religious traditions of the Arabian Peninsula and contained numerous idols of pagan gods). The Kaaba is believed to have been built by Abraham (or Ibrahim as he is known in Arabic) and his son, Ishmael. The Arabs claim descent from Ishmael, the son of Abraham and Hagar. The Kaaba then became the most important center for pilgrimage in Islam. In 632, Muhammad died in Medina. Muslims believe that he was the final in a line of prophets, which included Moses, Abraham, and Jesus. After Muhammad's Death The century following Muhammad’s death was dominated by military conquest and expansion. Muhammad was succeeded by the four “rightly-guided” Caliphs (khalifa or successor in Arabic): Abu Bakr (632-34 C.E.), Umar (634-44 C.E.), Uthman (644-56 C.E.), and Ali (656-661 C.E.). The Qur'an is believed to have been codified during Uthman’s reign. The final caliph, Ali, was married to Fatima, Muhammad’s daughter and was murdered in 661. The death of Ali is a very important event; his followers, who believed that he should have succeeded Muhammad directly, became known as the Shi’a ("party" or "followers"), referring to the followers of Ali. Today, the Shi’ite community is composed of several different branches, and there are large Shia populations in Iran, Iraq, and Bahrain. The Sunnis, who do not hold that Ali should have directly succeeded Muhammad, compose the largest branch of Islam; their adherents can be found across North Africa, the Middle East, as well as in Asia and Europe. During the seventh and early eighth centuries, the Arab armies conquered large swaths of territory in the Middle East, North Africa, the Iberian Peninsula, and Central Asia, despite on-going civil wars in Arabia and the Middle East. Eventually, the Umayyad Dynasty emerged as the rulers, with Abd al-Malik completing the Dome of the Rock, one of the earliest surviving Islamic monuments, in 691/2 C.E. The Umayyads reigned until 749/50 C.E., when they were overthrown. The Abbasid Dynasty assumed the Caliphate and ruled large sections of the Islamic world. However, with the Abbasid Revolution, no one ruler would ever again control all of the Islamic lands. Five pillars of Islam Hajj Kaaba

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Taking notes ? 4.24. ek madarse ko bhi chalane ke liye kharcha chahiye ? Jtr media house kisi taaroof ke mohtaj nahin hai ? Mazhabi scholar is baat ko yaad rakhe ? Jaise har insaan jaandaar hai ?5.30 Magar har jaandaan insaan nahin hota... explain this later. ? Har aalim mazhabi scholar hota hai ? Magar har mazhabi scholar aalim nahin hota hai ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? Glossary Aalim?

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That's why I let myself go through these Emotional outbursts and upheavals because these are the best moments where I gain splendid intellectual bits of insights into a difficult world as a young woman.

Eventual I will come to a point of peace after battling all these Emotional storms. I'll be set free But before that I need to go through this huge bulk of psychoemotional processing to get to that.

I wish I had a feminist mother who had taught me all the goodies of being a woman Instead I got a bitch. This is what happens when you're raised by a bitch You become clueless about navigating the World as a woman. Today I'm in my most vulnerable state. I mean right now. As raw as I can be . Because it fucking hurts inside

That's what is called raising your boundaries as a woman. Yes that

How is it that every time I had a man as a friend, he always Turned out to be an effeminate regular guy. What does it indicate ? Of course I was attracted to Alpha busy boys and I can't deny that. But I'm kinda losing that luster I carried in my eyes for such men Now they look like toads that never matured. There is so much growth that I needed as a woman and all of the slaps I received contributed to this growth. Now I only want to look at a man who is super friendly to me.. Nothing else matters Cut out all men from my peripheral vision who don't meet this basic standard. They might act like they care ...no no no no no no no no.. Now talking to myself Get this grilled into your goddamn head girl....they don't care about you . You fucking trust them too much. They only care about their male agenda. That's why you have this internal struggle with them. When you find a decent man, ALL STRUGGLE ENDS. REALIZE THIS YOU GOT IT NOW ??? No need to be Emotional. I know you're going mad about how you were screwed over and still didn't learn your lesson on emotional safety. It's okay, let it out

Somewhere down the lane, you lose your innocence as a woman in all of this challenging and fighting. I call it TOTAL WAR. So put on your Armor woman. Get ready. Every time I thought I can be a bit lenient and nice to a man, he slapped me across the face and taught me a different story. I don't like to push away men but when a man completely disregards your well-being and respect, you're left with little option other than standing up for yourself and self preservation. Because if you don't survive a male dominated world, how are you fucking supposed to even be a woman ?? So yea when you are placed in a war zone, you can't afford to laugh innocently, that's not a luxury you get.

I didn't know that women had to try so damn fucking hard just to prove themselves. But nevermind. I'll take up the challenge.

Feminism is like a warm cozy blanket that you can wrap around yourself and be totally warm and fuzzy under it. It gives you strength and courage to battle the storms of aggression and emotional violence. As women we not only face physical violence but also Emotional violence in this world that often goes unchecked. Because it's so easy to show physical scars. So damn difficult to show mental and emotional scars.