Preety_India

I have to survive for art, God, my dad and SKB(meaningful love)

Art can transcend the boundaries of evil and the vulture phenomenon. Art has to survive industry Emotional Responsibility - see what you can do to systematically solve a situation rather than reacting and crying . Why don't you be technical, scientific and stoic ? See what can be done to help yourself without being too emotional. Instead of losing hope and shutting down why don't you see Meaningful Love and Greater Love

I'm tired of being told to stay strong. Tired of weakness being confused for victimhood.

I'm going to call it Emotional Evolution.

I want to replace the concept of Emotional Empowerment with the concept of Emotional Evolution Emotional Evolution is my self defined concept.

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Will do Bible study

I love my Dad I love myself I love God/Allah/Hinduism/Christianity I love Art I love Spirituality I love Aatma

This is a heavily personal journal The only reason I never ended killing myself even after multiple suicide attempts throughout my life was because my Dad never wanted me to give up hope. He told me to be strong I remember him every day.

3 key concepts. Art can transcend the boundaries of evil and the vulture phenomenon. Art has to survive industry Emotional Responsibility - see what you can do to systematically solve a situation rather than reacting and crying . Why don't you be technical, scientific and stoic ? See what can be done to help yourself without being too emotional. Instead of losing hope and shutting down why don't see Meaningful Love and Greater Love How can I love my Father better ? How can I show bravery ? How can show love to a Creator? How can I show love as an Artist ?

The memories have come back. I constantly feel my name was Regina or Cassia. I feel like I was a rebellious girl in my past birth. And I rebeled some form of authority and as a punishment I was sent east-side and I landed in India, at least my ancestor landed in India. I'm born on the West coast of India.. I will not reveal the place . But I feel that it makes perfect sense that I was born on the West Coast of India because if you travel from Europe through the sea, you end up on the West coast of India. I did not like corruption and I had an excellent capability of detecting evil going ons And I said No And they decided to persecute me for keeping my moral integrity My ancestral soul adopted Christianity which made me a strong moral person But whatever was going on was against Christianity as far as I remember. The words Roman and Regina keep echoing through my ears.

Last night in my dreams I felt very disturbed. I constantly felt like I was in Ancient Rome and I was an Ancient Roman woman. And that I was reincarnated into my present form. I looked a lot like this woman. It's a painting of an Ancient Roman. When I woke up I began searching for roman names to see if something clicks and there it was What a coincidence? A few weeks or days back I had decided that the most important character in my life was the Graffiti girl Cassia. Cassie felt very close to my heart, me morphing into the Graffiti girl.. Me wanting freedom from a society that didn't allow me to live. I had no idea back then that Cassia was an Ancient Roman name. And here it is in the list of roman names. What a synchronicity? I tried looking up more Roman names. And two names felt like they had a connection with me. I went through a log of 100 names. I was constantly and psychically feeling a connection with the letter C or the sound of C like the sound of S. Two names really felt familiar. Cecilia , Roman version being Caecilia, and Severina. Meanings of the names Cecilia - meaning blind Cassie - meaning vain and cheap Severina - no meaning

My dad never cheated on my mom. Hmm. Ladies don't believe bullshit. Lots of men who don't cheat. Choose the keepers and the ones who respect your loyalty. All this "men will be men" are pure excuses for not doing inner work. Everyone can control their biological impulses.. Emotional impulses are even stronger. Be with men who are sensitive to woman's needs. The rest can be ignored because they won't bring you happiness.

Yes I believe that the civilization either come to an end or suffer terribly by 2050. By 2030 itself, we will begin to see extreme changes in climate and wrath of nature and huge changes in resources of planet earth due to extensive exploitation. NASA predicts shrinking of oceans and lakes in the next 10 years. The fish populations are declining and many species are already dying out.. Significant number of species have already died out. Everything is happening slowly but it will reach a bottleneck. We're gradually getting closer to the point of witnessing huge changes in our environment and tremendous destruction and collapse unless we make big changes. The human population is the biggest reason for this..and it's not getting lesser, the population is steadily rising and this is a huge threat and the biggest threat of this century. Humans are totally responsible for severe changes in climate and reduction in resources

Love Wisdom Hope Peace

Leave and escape anything that doesn't represent meaningful love. Light and voice. The voice is a voice of reason and guidance The light is a light of love And imagine this light is surrounded by swaying palm trees in the dark and rushing waves, the sound of flowing streams. The stream is a stream of hope and peace. Love Wisdom Hope Peace

Imagine meaningful love coming from it

Glow of light

@flowboy thank you for your perspectives and your patience.

Meaningful love is healing like a healing glow of light coming from God that solves all problems.

God alone is the source of meaningful love.

The concept of meaningful love.

So how are you feeling today?

Will have to keep a track on this It's not going to be beautiful. It's going to be ugly Like super ugly Write your truest emotions here. Emotional state for July 2021.