Preety_India

Now I'm moving the second furniture

At least one furniture is shifted I'm too exhausted. I had to move it all by my own in the middle of the night here. I have to do this when she is not watching because she will come and hit me So I have to do everything slowly . This is my journey to freedom from abuse from her One day I will succeed and get out of her trap

Task A would be to move some furniture. Task B would be filling up. Task C would be to move the Big rectangular thing. See if it fits

Start doing tasks. Just classify these tasks as A, B, C, and D. Start planning carefully

A letter to myself Dear Preety, Preety, isn't this what you wanted all your life? Right since you were a child, you wanted freedom from this family. Because you felt trapped. You used to sit in a corner and cry for hours not wanting to go back home. Family was torture. Family = torture. You never felt ok. You didn't want your dad to suffer. It was your greatest pain. Your heart would sink everytime you entered that door into your house. It was the same thing everyday. The yellings, beatings and the constant feeling of nervousness and anxiety. The constant feeling of tension. The feeling of uncertainty. EVERYTHING about it was crazy. Everyday in your life was a day of craziness. Everyone in school was happy and had a normal life except you. Nobody understood how you felt. But the day has finally come. Your wish will come true. You're on thia journey now. You're coming to the last chapter of your life. Either you DO OR DIE Preety, it's time to end this forever. It's too much to take. You have to plot your escape. You took it for so long because you got used to it. Be strong and fight it. It is possible.. You'll be out of this torture chamber one day Take the first step, the first flight to freedom. Your flight to independence. Deep in the night, your screams are heard by God..he cares. They say, if you knock on his door, he will open. If you ask, he will give. Keep knocking on his door. He will lead you through the door to a path to freedom Then life is over on this cruel planet and we can rejoice in heaven with our loving brethren. Amen

May those who suffer find peace May those who feel abused find peace May those who feel trapped find peace and freedom May those who feel abandoned find peace May those who feel preyed find peace May those who feel helpless find a way May God be with those that need him the most

I also thought the same

Or I can treat this whole world like a Russian roulette Some people are lucky and some people are not. A zero sum game. But most people who win are evil geniuses.

How long does it take for passive people to be devoured by their conscience.

I feel like honesty belongs where it belongs. I get this feeling constantly that honesty doesn't belong to this world.

Can an honest soul belong to this world ? Christianity says that we should focus on the Kingdom of Heaven. Can God give me clues to the path of truth ? What is the greatest spiritual truth ?

Maybe life doesn't matter so much. Maybe life is not important. Maybe eternity matter more than the here now Lot of spiritual questions. I don't like this world. I don't like humanity I don't like how there's a huge power imbalance in this world. Why are a few people having so much power? Why can't women have enough power? Why is the feminine defeated ? Why are so many people poor ? Why are very few people so rich ? Why are authoritarian people evil ? I feel puzzled by how imbalanced this world is ? It's almost like it doesn't belong to noble people? There's too much ego and greed in this world.

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Another fascinating aspect of Hinduism is that it focuses on -Not hurting anyone -Not breaking trust - not inflicting pain - not doing bad karma

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But there is an innate spiritual Protectiveness in Hinduism. An innate innocence.

@captainamerica I mean I'm too dumb for tech things. Software and tech is not my cup of tea.

@captainamerica the term software programming creates a lot of fear in me. Bill Gates made a video on software programming Phobia.

Hinduism also focuses on high consciousness and On high consciousness throughout the whole SD spiral as well as integrating different beneficial aspects of each stage. This is like the Nerdy part of Hinduism

@captainamerica I like only writing, nothing else.

It makes sense now why an elephant is a huge symbol in Hinduism.

What according to me is the true essence of Hinduism Might, greatness, heroism Justice and karma Duty and dharma Mercy Protective authority not destructive authority Truth oriented Rebellion and justice (revenge ) The noble path not the ego path Not authority oriented but growth/empowerment oriented. Love and compassion and kindness Protective of innocent Hinduism is not tribal Creating fear in the Monster or Evil doer. Protection from evil spirits Justice against those who do bad karma It is mostly a masculine religion. Hinduism is an example of positive masculinity

Two things impact a home Lack of brotherhood Evil spirits Two things protect a home Brotherhood Prayer of protection from evil/bad omen

@captainamerica true

The size and purpose of these temples and statues is baffling