Preety_India

Really useful information on Cantonese food recipes. I can use some of the ingredients in my recipes in the future.

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So I compiled the list above for this mysterious Religion that takes influences from every mystical stuff around the world. And some more secret sects and orders.

This religion takes influences from many many different sources like Celtic, Nordic and Druidic Religions Greek Roman Pagan religions Religions from Minoan Civilizations Santeria and Santisima Muerte Hinduism Buddhism Abrahamic Religions of Judaism Christianity and Islam African religions Mithraism Ancient Egyptian religions Olmec, Incan, Aztec Mayan Religions Canaanites Religion Swan religion (self discovered) Wicca Patumba Religion (self discovered) Mythological Alien Content Chinese, Korean, Japanese and other Asian religions Other Tribal and Ancient Religions and Sects around the world. . .

My favourite actor and someone who I had been following recently has passed away yesterday. And there were so many spiritual questions simply coming up yesterday in my mind. I cried vehemently for hours feeling the pain. At the same time, my mind was bombarded with so many questions that it was impossible to answer them but I could feel some sort of sadness. And I felt that his death was some sort of ominous message to the world. In India conditions are really bad so a lot of people are simply fleeing the country out of frustration. It is merely impossible to survive in this country, the population exploding, the resource crunch, it feels like the land is getting drier and drier Most people don't know about India because they are not living in India so they believe the news media which always tries to portray India as a nation that will turn into a huge economy but people are very unaware of the daily struggles in this country. On paper everything looks good but in reality there are too many problems which are going to be extremely dangerous. You have to live in India in order to experience the reality here. The reality is very brutal.. And even if India appeared to be doing well on the international front, there is a different side that people have not seen, poverty rates are increasing, things are getting worse, medical help is zero , millions are suffering depression, huge number of suicides is an everyday reality, families are breaking, stress is very high. Farmers in india are committing suicide in large numbers. I think the agony of the farmers who killed themselves, is slowly turning into a curse that will grip the nation.

geometry,the holy number 8. Showing 8 directions of prayer.

At the time of the morning sun, the people from the little village take their goats and sheep to the nearby grazing lands and fields. The direction in which these large herds stand is the direction of morning prayer. These directions forms an octagon with 8 Sides. An octagon representing sacred geometry,the holy number 8.

Will add journal notes. Exploration.

Stay away from narcissists

I need to start implementing these insights.

. These insights are - God is EVERYTHING God is LOVE PEACE OF MIND will be found only in God And other insights were - this life is eternal. We live in eternity. And this eternal life is a struggle for attaining higher consciousness which is a form of God Consciousness. I wanted to share my insights. These insights are - 1 God is EVERYTHING 2 God is LOVE 3 PEACE OF MIND will be found only in God 4 God brings out good even from bad. He can turn bad into good. And other insights were - this life is eternal. We live in eternity. And this eternal life is a struggle for attaining higher consciousness which is a form of God Consciousness. I wanted to share my insights. Thanks for reading. ? Edited 15 hours ago by Preety_India Edited 15 hours ago by Preety_India

The atma is always looking for union with God. Till then it is impatient and restless This world is like a battlefield or warzone It was never meant to be a free place

These insights are - 1 God is EVERYTHING 2 God is LOVE 3 PEACE OF MIND will be found only in God 4 God brings out good even from bad. He can turn bad into good. It's all related to Godhood or God consciousness. To be able to comprehend this, one needs to have absolute humility The feminine understands this better.

@Eternal Unity I'm glad.

@Karmadhi eh don't lie. You know the truth that the women are too few here. No excuses about that. It's kinda heavily imbalanced in terms of numbers.

@Karmadhi even if there is Feminism, it doesn't impact male attitude. Men tend to look begrudgingly at women who complain. Even if women are allowed to complain in the West, they're generally mocked at. Men think that a complaining woman is very undesirable. This automatically discourages women from opening up.

Also know that women aren't very open about their issues. We still live in times where women are disproportionately shamed an awful lot when they complain about anything.

@Karmadhi you don't look at the number of men on this forum and the number of women on the forum. Do you see a glaring difference in the total numbers?

Guys shouldn't be so hard to figure out, should they? This is the golden line in my description. This line tells it all. A man shouldn't be a mystery. If he acts like he is a mystery, it should be time for me to pack my bags. I'm so done with the drama guys. Once you know a guy is creating unnecessary drama rather than saying /doing what he needs to do, just flake on them.

First I should know what I really want in a relationship. What do I really want? High agreeableness Free and open communication..... A guy who is being stiff/hidden/abruptly ending communication /closed off/cold/hiding details.... Sorry no thanks. Such guys only complicate matters. Because they don't help with resolution. Nor are the super argumentative ones because they easily want to dominate the narrative. It's hard to make them understand nuances because they act too obstinate and egoistical. It's hard to make them listen. Loyalty.... Absolutely no cheating. Monogamy. My agenda is monogamy. No polygamy for me. I never understood this whole open relationship bullshit. Dependability. I want to be able to trust him.. Emotional safety is key. So if he is friendly with me then unfriendly with me then friendly once again then unfriendly once again, that's not creating emotional trust/safety and or dependability. Leadership - he needs to know how to take charge in a situation. Obviously if he is going to be a dad tomorrow, he needs this trait absolutely. Generosity with affection - I don't like guys who hold back affection out of ego reasons.. That's like depriving someone. Easy to get along..... He should be easy to get along. Not someone who gives me a headache over petty issues. I'm not a petty person at all. I get super angry when someone makes a big deal with petty things. For example deciding a restaurant. I mean what's the big deal. If a guy is going to make a big deal out of a restaurant, im going to "no thanks. Screw you. "

Guys shouldn't be so hard to figure out, should they? First I should know what I really want in a relationship. Secondly I should know what I need to screen for and what kind of men would be more compatible to my nature.

Dealing with men can be a very exhausting process. Sometimes I just feel like giving up. Saying no to a date is so effortless I'm become used to saying no. Saying yes to a date means thinking about a million different things. The one thing that always comes to my mind when I think of a man now is that I don't want another heartbreak. Just like a man doesn't want another rejection. The most dreadful thing in my mind about dating a man is the word "heartbreak " I'm so done with the drama of relationships. Why can't someone just be okay??? I think some of it is my fault that I need to analyze and confront. Let's look at my past relationships 4 of them. 1st was SHT - He was a proper Chad and my first boyfriend. It was my shortest relationship and I dumped him very quickly because I realized that he wanted polygamous relationships. I wanted monogamy. 2nd was Mr Bud This guy was the typical manipulative nice guy. He would effortlessly make himself look like Mr Nice. In the end he turned out to be a scoundrel. Took my money and fled. When my family contacted him, he had disappeared. He was a total loser.. 3rd was Joseph Joseph was the soul of my heart. I had never fallen in love this way. Never before. The love I had for Joseph was eternal We were like chicken feathers to tar. Simply inseparable. I suffered tremendous level of abuse in this relationship because he was a total narcissist. I won't say that he was evil.. In fact he still misses me. But he had a huge mental deficit and a complex of personality disorders like PTSD, Bipolar Disorder, and NPD. His both parents were narcissists and they had abandoned him His parents cheated on each other. In the end of our long relationship, he cheated on me. I have no idea how many times he might have cheated. Although he had cheated on his ex girlfriends, I still wanted to trust him and give him a chance. In the end I left him because I wasn't going to put up with his cheating. 4th was Andrew Andrew was okayish and we got along well for a while but the relationship fizzled because Joseph would constantly interfere. He wasn't ready to let me go. And I wasn't fully able to get over him This created tension and rift between me and Andrew. Andrew would often give me a cold shoulder treatment. He was a bit egotistical and impulsive. I had to cut off with him because I felt it was a mistake to have him when I still couldn't completely forget Joseph. Sadly I decided to break up with him for my peace of mind. Analyzing these relationships - I think most of the guys I had a relationship with were "drama" guys. That's the first indication that they aren't good for a long term relationship. I should look for simple men who don't create too much fuss, get along easily and I don't need to think too much when I am around them.