Preety_India

The reverse.

4 types of communication which are really awe inspiring. Spiritual communication Philosophical communication Emotional communication Psychic communication

The two main characters in this journal are Zozha and Kelenjer.

I also have a third character in mind. I call her Zozha. And she is all about beauty and nature and somewhat new agey Spirituality.

Mmm. Waiting for this to grow within me

@FlyingLotus your work is awesome and inspiring. Keep going. very proud of you.

You live in the artic. Wow. Would love to know more. Nature is always astounding. Best lessons learned there. And about Leo.... Leo has a kind big soul in a tiny little apartment holed in this survival based world. I can understand how he feels. But Leo is a man of big plans. Never underestimate that.

Are you like a freedom seeker ? Do you like nature? Work will feel very claustrophobic especially if you're a carefree free spirited soul kind of a person

@Wanderer91 haha you're a very empathetic person that's all.. I used to do that a lot. Your inner shamanic power spreading in the world. You're cool. Keep it up.

Kelenjer is inspiring me to keep calm and happy. She is just more protective and pragmatic. She says you need a mysterious key to open that door and divine power to know divine things She worships the mother Goddess.

I've found that I get a bit entangled in theory. It's fine because it helps to open up my brain and learn more. However whenever it comes to practice I tend to slack. This is my biggest flaw so far.I really want to be an action machine. But I go limp. I'm trying to develop a stage Orange culture into me but I'm still far away from it.So I began watching motivational videos. It works for a while like 2-3 days and I'm getting into action after which I go limp again. It's like I try a lot but my tires are spinning in the mud. I am constantly seeking for something that should motivate me but I don't find it. No source of motivation is wholesome. I want something sustainable that will last beyond 4 days and get me going really strong in a direction without slumping or slacking. I don't feel like I push myself hard enough. Even if I do I quickly reach inertia and slow down.

I'm taking inspiration from my character right now. Her name is Kelenjer. This character is a fun loving woman who likes to go hiking. Who likes to be into spiritual things..who is carefree and who is casual. And she inspires me to stay grounded and focus on what's ahead.

Can you explain again what this means. I kinda got lost in the words. I would need some elaboration to understand this clearly.

I'm going through a lot. And I should only focus on that. Remember this thread is important.

I feel like killing myself. It's too much I feel very frightened

This is crazy. It's July 24. I'm getting restless. I thought it was July 21. I hate this thing.

I just feel totally frustrated.

I don't have time to be polite. J feel like I'm dying. I just hate everything. Stop this.

Great list finally. Really appreciated.

It's a basic question yet a deep question for reflection. How can I know if a guy truly loves me and wants to commit to me and is not simply wanting him out of his own neediness ? What are the signs to look out for to know his true value and commitment and what are the signs to avoid ?

Hehe. I experienced similar things.

This you should say to yourself. You simply say that you're willing to listen to women but don't put the effort. There is no difference between empty words and the word "no" . You're better off saying that you don't want to listen to women than a hypocritical"yes."

A woman is more interested in understanding you if you understand their perspective. That's their incentive.