Preety_India

M. I'll remember your soft kiss. Sleeping in your arms.

To my German lover. Please take care. Love you.

Yup. I'm lucky.

I love you too. Deeply.

The guy who should be my ultimate lover should satisfy 3 conditions He should be German He should be a Taurus He should be karmically connected with me.

India is 3 hours and 30 minutes ahead of Germany. Maybe he is sleeping.

You're so sweet and sexy with me. Imagining that you're holding me and giving me a sweet hug. Whenever I look at this gif(below), I imagine the bigger pup is you(and the smaller pup is me) and you are kissing me first on my lip and then you are kissing me on my forehead. You're so lovey dovey with me. I feel so warm just thinking about you. You complement me so lovingly. Me licking your lips

Time in Germany. 12:57 pm.

Pisces woman like me and a Taurus man to complement me perfectly.

After inventing countless fantasy male characters and 4 real life boyfriends(exes), and tons of men(real and imaginary) plus one stalker Indian dude that I am almost in love with, and a long list of men that I lusted over ( I must have a ginormous sexual appetite), I finally settle for this Fantasy German man to be my ultimate Soulmate, lover, guide and companion. My journey of finding my perfect man who would complement me at least in my mind comes to a peaceful end. It was very exhausting to say the least. It was a huge process that took nearly a year and 8 months but I finally have it. I can peacefully forget all my past boyfriends and focus on the male energy of my fantasy lover. If I cross paths with someone like him in real life, I will delightfully marry him if all goes well. He should be a Taurus. I have finally figured his Zodiac sign as well. I always had a deep crush on a Taurus male. My second real life boyfriend was a Taurus. I struggled with Zodiac compatibility for a while. I have realized that my best match is a Taurus. Pisces and Taurus forever match made in heaven.

He looks exactly the way i fantasized.

That's nice. No it's not odd at all. I'm feminine and submissive in bed. I like being tied up during sex.. And I like a man giving me lot of physical affection and intimacy. Hugs and kiss are my favorite.

@Marcel I don't judge you at all. You're absolutely terrific and sweet with me. You give me all the freedom that I deserve. Should I say that I feel absolutely happy and free around you.

I remember this post about that chiseled guy and this journal had a life of its own.

@Marcel it's the opposite. I never shamed myself for my Sexuality. In fact I openly embrace my Sexuality. It is this fucking forum that shamed me every time I tried to open up about my sexual feelings. I was horribly Shamed by people on this forum and I'll never forget it. That's why I just keep it to my journals.. I don't open anymore topics in the dating section. I had opened a few topics about my sexual fantasies and feelings and the people here almost massacred and butchered me. So i don't talk to a lot of people here. I don't give a damn about them anymore. They treated me like I was some WHORE. PATHETIC. I have threads in the dating section that I had locked due to the excessive shaming. Spiritual people who tell me that I shouldn't be too sexual.. Haha. I particularly felt bad about this thread where I said l like bdsm type sex and my God the whole forum went bonkers on me, repeatedly shaming me throughout the thread. This was in the health section. Nobody would even respond to the thread as though I had committed a crime by simply posting about my sexual urges.

I remember this post.

Some more journals where I explored my Sexuality, my interest in men and general dating subs.

I remember this post where I was absolutely impressed by that Asian guy.

Looking back I had crushes on infinite number of men.

And this was in a recent thread.

I think this was last year, when I was crushing over pictures of a Young Putin.

Not long ago I wrote about men that I generally found attractive. But this German guy beats them all.

Good. Stay away from my man and you'll be safe. (kidding)

Wherever mystery takes me, I go. There he will find me.

Although this guy(pic above) comes close to how I want my man to look, I still prefer Werner over Carl. The intense German eyes. Make me go insane..