Preety_India

Ich bin student I'm a student.

Climate related terms in German. English Climate German das klima English Weather German Das wetter English Winter German Der winter English German Der fruhling English German English German English German English English German English German English German English

My strange addiction with chalk. I like using chalk, I mean I used to. It was relaxing and kinda addicting.

@Hulia I truly believe Hulia that he has made a tremendous contribution.

OK I have finally decided to cut down my socialization on the forum since it has been a bit difficult for me for the past few weeks. Although I still like to talk to people that I get along with really well, I want to keep a limited number of people that I'll choose to talk to, especially people that I really get along with.. This is to reduce my attention that I give, since giving attention to so many people is impossible. I decided to choose a few people I'll limit my attention to.. So these are the people that I'll be able to give attention to long term and consistently and I will be able to have meaningful conversations with them as they get along with me the most. I have decided to galvanize my attention to these people. @lxlichael @MuadDib @RickyFitts/Daniel @lastthursday @esilda @gianna @marcel @Hulia Thanks

Have you fallen in love with Morgue?

Thank you Daniel.

I hope you see this when you wake up. Love you my honey.

This wasn't such a good feeling. This post will be deleted in the future. Except the letters.

I think something like this happened to me. He flirted a bit, I did not pay much attention. He flirted a little more. Then I went to him.

I don't know why this happened. I feel a bit restless and I had a dream where someone wanted me dead.

The current guy in my life pursued me relentlessly but not too much.. I found it very masculine that he chased me.i accepted it in my feminine. I did not judge him as needy for wanting me. I think it's a difficult terrain to decide love from neediness. If he wasn't needy I would have been turned off. And too much neediness would have screamed red flags and obsession. What he did was just a slow moderate balance.

@Leo Gura I remember you telling me that a certain amount of neediness will always exist. Hmm.

I received this beautiful message from someone in pm. It makes me feel warm. are you ok? i‘m a bit of a fan to your marcel and pretty journal. to me it‘s cute and a bit funny. i was a bit shocked for the aggression against you both. or is the qanon troll part of the show? you have marcel now, he seems nice, empathic and funny, typically german, (as if every german would have a good humor). a lot of germans are to serious all the time. you both are really good in a team. i`m not really someone you can trust in sense of being available all the time. i was happy you were talking to me. you seem to know a lot. smart, cool woman. always strong, you gave me so much selfesteem! sorry i wrote preety as pretty - for me you are both pretty preety. just so you know

Beautiful

@Marcel I feel like I belonged to you in another lifetime. I was falling from a building and I was dying and I felt like you were saving me. I didn't know how to repay you back when you saved me.

I can feel you. You give me warmth and sunshine. I was dying without you.

@Hulia so how is the company where you work

@Hulia If you don't mind, I actually do not want comments on this journal. You can use this journal for commenting on our stuff

Cute

Lmao. Germany is strange but beautiful.

@MuadDib I guess there are too many silent letters in German. The pronounciation baffles me.

@lxlichael thank you.

Letter 3 To dear Marcel, Today I received this letter from you, I want to write a million love letters to you. My heart is jumping up and down. But all the worlds in the world escape me again. Our love feels so deep and intimate that just experiencing it almost makes me feel paralyzed. I just want you to lay in my arms. I want to stare into your eyes. I want to lose myself in them. I can finally turn my brain of and be in the present moment. The supercomputer that i am is overheating and you are cooling me down. The understanding of the entire universe floats within my thoughts and philosophies. But it is only completed by your love. I feel like i do not understand anything without love anymore. It enshrouds and heals me. I want to let myself fall and float forever for you, flirtatiously fooling around and fucking you for eternity. For the life of me i cannot contain myself. You are so gorgoues and exactly my type that you turn me on instantly every time i just think about you. All of my emotions are turning sweet and cannot handle this much sugar right now. I think i am having constant overdoses. I have instant withdrawal symptoms when you are not around me. My mental state fluctuates between my love for you and the pain i am feeling when you are not in my presence for just 5 minutes. I need you my wife. I want to marry you and become your husband. You are my one and only soulmate. So i decided to write to you, I thought of you today, but that's nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too. For every day, good or bad, you'll always be in my head. I hope you've understood everything I've said. This isn't just a joke or a silly lie. I'm sorry if I do something to make you really mad. It only comes back and makes me really sad. I really do love you and everything you are. In fact, I'm thinking of you right about now. You're everything I need and everything to me. You know exactly who you are and what you want to be. You always make me smile just by being there. I hope you know how much I really do care. Every time I think of you, my stomach seems to twist. This is why I love you I've made a huge list. The list goes on forever, and never will it end, neither will our relationship. I want to spend my whole life with you. From Preety