Preety_India

@Someone here nobody deserves to be trolled just like nobody deserves to be bullied. Change your pathetic mindset.

People who don't know how to get their point across usually resort to putting down other's intelligence. They resort to using condescending behavior to appear smart.

Concepts to be discussed later Liberation The three words - it doesn't matter Trying to get my life together Strict boundaries and putting my foot down Psychic vigilance Psychic resonance Fear based mindset

@RickyFitts thanks.

For a long time i felt like you have to fight evil really hard This felt weightless. Like you don't even need to fight evil.. You simply have to rise above it and keep on moving and sooner or later all the evil will be left far far behind you like a station that you're leaving forever. Once you reach that place of deep loving vibration, all that is bad and negative simply melts away like ice. That loving vibration is like sunshine. It's like pure white light or yellow light Now consider or imagine that the negativity is like blue light. You can't have both blue light and yellow light at the same place. Now imagine your body and psychic system to be like a world map Now remember both yellow and blue are mutually exclusive. So you cannot have both at the same time. If you have yellow areas within your system, you cannot at the same place have blue. If you have blue areas, they cannot at the same time be yellow. I call this process "illumination." That is in whatever area you develop loving vibration, the area lights up as yellow and the blue color of this area disappears. It becomes yellow Gradually all areas can turn yellow. This depends on how much yellow you allow into your life, how much you align with this yellow sunshine or loving vibration and how much you let it heal you and how much you open up to it, how much you harmonize with it. I'll call this process as the process of harmony. So I'll assign yellow color to harmony. This amount of color in your life or the amount of harmony in your life will determine the level of healing and Positivity (and absence of negativity or negative energy) slowly growing in your new life

Loving vibration kinda exposes that pure conscious you.

How can I explain this? I can give two examples. One is where you are cleaning a greased vessel or utensil and making it look brand new. The other example is - imagine an ice capped mountain. Now imagine that the ice is melting and you can now see the whole Mountain. So it's like a purification process. Imagine the ice as all the negativity that you were holding inside and now it's all gone. This is what loving vibration does to you. It almost purifies you..

At first I always used to believe that life brings a lot of problems and obstacles in your path.. And you're simply unlucky if you have too many problems in life. But since meeting my lover and receiving infinite love, absolutely everything about me began to shift in ways that I cannot describe.. There was what I can call a paradigm shift that was completely never expected to happen. I began to notice that I was full of oxytocin. I felt very loving from inside. And then it began to feel like some things are just naturally disappearing. Like some negative energy leaving the body from the chest region. And it felt warm and pure in the chest region.. It also felt as though bad things were automatically leaving the psychic space around my body. As though all negativities were appearing smaller and smaller and less significant. And the only thing that mattered was love It felt like healing.. It made me realize that when bad things happen to you, maybe there's a part of you that is attracting those bad things to you in the first place. Your own negative energy is pulling these negative thoughts and events towards you. But when you cultivate loving vibration, this changes significantly. You automatically begin to attract more peace and less evil. This was an outstanding observation

What does loving vibration mean according to me? What does the color yellow represent? I was actually going to call it the white color but since with the whole white supremacist fiasco, I decided to opt for Yellow. Note. This has nothing to do with Spiral dynamics Yellow.

I wanted to add a few insights here..

@Opo Pro tip - don't be cheap and dismissive.

Another thing I wanted to add here is the vital difference between loving possessiveness and shallow selfish possessiveness. Loving possessiveness is real, pure, unadulterated and natural. It is passionate and affectionate. It is loyal and it comes from really wanting that person really really badly. From the heart.. Understand this difference. Shallow possessiveness does not come from heart but from ego. It comes from a narcissist ego that wants to have a person just hanging around. It's almost as if I had a relationship simply because I just want a person to compliment me. Not because I truly want them. I'll call it shallow possessiveness In this the person tries to create an illusion that they still want you but they actually do not want you, they act like they want you, they basically keep you hanging in the balance. When a person truly wants to possess you, this possession creates a strange sexual dynamic, a psychosexual dynamic which I'll define as true and pure love Post in progress. Example of loving possessiveness Do you feel closeness in your relationship? If you feel like the other person truly wants you and they are so overjoyed in your presence, this means they love lovingly possess you There can be a creepier version of this possession but that's a psychological disorder that manifests as psycho obsession. I'm not talking about that. Loving possession is where that person wants to own you emotionally, sexually and mentally. I call it true pure love. They bind you to themselves. They begin to feel you Psychically. If you walk away, they don't see it as a loss, they see it as hurt. Common signs of this dynamic are #They are happy around you #They miss you and they really miss you #Your pain is their pain #They are angry if you are not around #they are angry if you flirt with someone. #they feel hurt that you don't reciprocate Example of shallow narcissistic possessiveness The above picture shows a certain closeness. The picture below shows distance. Do you feel a distance in your relationship? What happens after a fight? Does that person simply drop a hello to get you back? Is it a superficial way of getting you back or do they really want you back? You basically run back to them like a dog. You feel like they really want you yet when you get back with them, they are not excited. They aren't trying to rebuild the relationship. They aren't trying to discuss what went wrong or why it wrong. They are acting passive. Because they wanted you back for egoic satisfaction. Not because they truly missed you Not because it hurt. But because they saw your parting as a loss rather than a hurt. So by dropping a hello, a superficial cute coming together they wanted to ensure that you still be on their payroll. In loving possession, you can sense the other person's Pain and absolute neediness, the need to bind to you sexually to them, the need to talk, the need to want you psychically. There is a certain Eagerness. Yet when it comes to shallow possession, the Eagerness is Missing. Loving possession is wet horny possession. Shallow possession is dry possession.

Blessed.

Relationships are complicated I know. But what I have gleaned from my train of relationships is this. Have fun Try to be giving rather than taking Don't possess or guilt the other person. Bad idea. Careful here. Because there's a huge difference between being possessive in a loving manner and being possessive in a selfish shallow narcissistic manner. Do not abuse emotionally or physically or mentally Let the person have a happy experience with you Don't Cheat emotionally or sexually Don't exploit someone's time for your entertainment. Using someone is also narcissistic behavior. You can't justify using someone Love is eternal. Have the best intentions in mind. Be a giver.. Don't be a taker.

@Marcel

#tryingtogetmylifetogether What things aren't good? If you ever want a relationship, have a good relationship or don't have at all. That's my way. My last boyfriend, it was more like friendship so I don't even count it as a relationship. So total 3 boyfriends. My 1st boyfriend - almost no relationship because we didn't even talk for months.... There was no giving. There was no love. Loveless relationship. He did not create love or joy. There was zero growth. He did not love me.. Don't be with someone if you don't feel like you love them. Don't keep them attached. That's emotional cruelty. You keep them bound to yourself because you simply need a girlfriend. My 2nd relationship - he wasted my time. Don't waste someone's time. You're exploiting their time. Zero commitment. Deception. Using others. Holding me hostage to superficial affection 3rd relationship Very abusive. Almost 3 years long. But very abusive. Quality of the relationship really bad.

@RickyFitts yo thanks B.

Honestly why was I so late? So late to the party. But better late than never. It's ok to be late.

What exactly are you calling cringe?

#tryingtogetmylifetogether

What happens when you don't give a fuck....... Like at all. My mind is racing right now. It's on fire. There's tiny bit of stage Red in me especially when I'm angry. I can go on a rampage but I generally don't. I'm very visual. All my thoughts are like images. .

My personality is very Piscean.. My closest personality match is NIRVANA frontman Kurt Cobain. I'm suicidal and enigmatic like he was.. Plus I have a huge need for spreading my wings as far and wide as possible.

Yo bitch I'm a Pisces

I'm asking myself why do I suddenly feel so strong today? What happened today specifically that I felt like I can do this finally? I think it was being and feeling absolutely free. I asked myself early morning when I woke up, what is the worst that can happen? The worst that can happen is that I can/could die. Then I saw everyone hating me for no particular reason. I contemplated on this hate for a few minutes. Does their hate define me? The answer is no. What made feel good is this thought that whether someone loves me or hates me, nothing really matters in the end.. I'm a me. I can continue building my life even if a few people hate me I can still thrive despite their hate (of me) It gave me a sense of Liberation. Feeling liberated from social acceptance and validation. What happens when each and every person hates me. Hahahahahaha. The joke is actually on them. Because now they have to put up with a person they so so so so hate. How is that for a plot twist? I mean I'm free like a bird.

What happens when someone very precious enters your life suddenly? You want to protect that preciousness with all your might!!!!!!!!!!!!!!