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The only solution is to be extremely guarded. Because Openness to hostility doesn't work.

Just do it honey.

It feels like my soul family has come back after a long time. I found a lover. He was my soul family too. My karmic connections are slowly healing. (cut off uncomfortable and Hostile connections) People who hated me have begun loving me once again. Some people have finally begun to understand me and not treat me like shit anymore. These few people who understand me deeply are a part of my soul family. Since they are back and they have returned after a lot of fighting and conflict, im glad they are back and I feel warm and lifted. I don't need regular communication with them. They understand me anyway

When I see some people trying to get on my nerves I feel like saying - Gtfo.

Whenever I think of a soul connection, I'm tempted to think of this scene from Basic Instinct. My character and personality revolves around something that is psychological, emotional, spiritual and sexual at the same time. All 4 parts are fused within me. I explore mysterious connections. I'm so intrigued by mystery that I become a part of it myself. This mysterious sexual emotional part of me is well explored in this dance sequence scene from Basic Instinct. I can perfectly relate to it.

@K Ghoul yup I was doing some research in that direction at some point.

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I needed only a couple of wolves in my soul family and the set up is perfect now. I have realized that I wasn't made for superficial social connections. It's not my thing. I was made for deeper connections with soul family members. These are the people who I don't talk to. I simply say one word and they understand everything I wanted to say. Some of them simply communicate with me through their eyes. Leo is definitely a part of this soul community. I always felt as though he understood me intuitively. I went into a fight with him but then it became alright in the end.

I'll celebrate this reconciliation by breaking bread.

@Nahm that seems like a good idea.

My overall mood is pretty good these days. Less incidences of depression. Maybe after all my family won't treat me shitty.who knows? I still have an emotional estrangement with them but it is slowly getting better. Maybe these things will completely change.