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Some of the values I gathered from my previous insights. I think this represents the crown Chakra to me. And updated lists Intuition Truth Judgement Clarity Wisdom General compassion Detachment Fairness and justice and general Fairness. ... Side note - it's nice to be compassionate in life but it wears you down, that's when you realize it's not the highest goal or benchmark although it feels that way, the highest benchmark is wise judgement and understanding and this goes beyond the scope of normal compassion levels. I'll place both normal and high compassion at the Throat Chakra level just below the Crown level. The Crown level being the ultimate and Supreme spirituality.

Some of the values I gathered from my previous insights. Itjcw compassion detachments Fairness is added to the list Itjcw stands for intuition, truth, judgement, clarity, wisdom. Added Fairness, justice and general Fairness to the list So the updated list is Intuition Truth Judgement Clarity Wisdom General compassion Detachment Fairness and justice and general Fairness. List of things more valuable at stage Green Emotions Twin flames Seeing Hearing Smelling Nature

Thinking about Mastery right now. I think I have basic level of intuition which is higher than the general public. But I shouldn't boast a lot because mine is still average on the Mastery ladder. There are many experts ahead of me. I have understood and come to this insight after the latest trail of incidents in my life that a higher intuition is absolutely the necessity and I mean really high levels of intuition, like master levels, much more higher than what I currently possess.. This will need some training. Also I have understood that a large majority of people actually compensate for lack of intuition with cognitive, technical, objective and broad analytical skills. This is not exactly bad but it overshadows the truth from people. There will always be an objective way of exploring and analyzing things, events, people, situations but intuition will beat this every time. The forecast of an intuitive person is light years ahead of someone's rudimentary analysis. Although I'm not against using objective thinking, I think it needs to be combined with intuition to have a modicum of truth to it. Or else it's simply a line drawn on a chalkboard with not much meaning to it beyond its mechanical state. So yea when it comes to Mastery, I want to incorporate some high level analytical skills but they will just be an adjunct to basic intuition not a replacement. The other levels of Mastery that I thought are useful are High awareness.... Extremely high... Let's see what happens at such high levels Precognitive intelligence... This ability is almost zero in the current human population unless you are born to be some mind reader. So Yea in short I'm going to be focusing on High intuition High awareness Objective analysis (high level) Precognitive intelligence

Note to myself Focus on this one value Higher judgement, better judgement

Divide stuff into Items / objects Articles /subject /topic /label Elements /values /factors/constituents /requirements Sections/Areas Do one by one And also deal with the elephant in the room.

@Marcel good morning my Ewige Seele.

Note to myself. Divide stuff into sections and deal with everything section by section.

Note to myself Try to think of all the good things that I can do.

I feel so awful right now again but I'm trying to stay positive.

Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap but by the seeds that you plant. -Robert Louis Stevenson

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I just had a wonderful insight. The insight is that when you're in ultimate healing mode (like switch on that mode), you simply don't need anything to complete you. You're just whole by your own. You don't think about anything at all. It's like the absolute opposite of trauma. It's the purest joy. When you come back from it, you don't feel any anger pain or resentment. You don't feel like going to war or triggered or nervous or upset. You feel great and calm and peaceful You feel detached. You don't feel anything really matters. You feel free like a cool breeze across your face. You just generally do not care much about who is trying to hurt you because hurt just doesn't exist.

To be honest I'm fed up with people's games as though I don't see it. Nah im not too stupid I instinctively sense whatever the fuck goes on. What is the best way to beat this feeling? Ignore Ignore Ignore And continue doing whatever you are doing. This is a lesson in Self worth. Just be you. Just meditate and let it go. Understand that there is something fundamentally lacking in such people and replaced by something superficial. You are good as you are. Nothing needs to change. Just be you. And don't be upset. Carry on being neutral. Just generally no other energy is better than your own energy. Move in with harmony. It's tough to beat energy that is toxic. You need to show that you're still thriving. You need to jive with those that carry on with you You have to create your own garden your own Frequency to attract those with a similar frequency. And one thing. Be free. Don't be bounded by stuff. Think about extremely strong people who create their own life and move on. Take inspiration from them They know that they don't need anyone. They aren't miserable enough to destroy others. They are too busy for that. I'll group these people as type P. And the other group of people as type R Type P being those people who are very independent and strong. And type R are those people who are not that strong but run like deep waters, they are putting their small efforts into creating their own reality and take their own baby steps in this direction. Although they don't feel strong they do what little they can to continue living a good life.

I mean crappy people who put me on ignore are still going to read my journal. Fuck off. Who cares. Crappy people are always going to play crappy games. Honestly do I give a fuck?

I'll be ditching my old job and looking for a new job in a few months once I totally feel free and not have to worry about Covid anymore Currently I work from home and Covid is the main reason for it.

I'm waiting for this Covid thing to get over with. Every time I step out of my house I get the jitters If someone is close to me I get super anxious. I still get nightmares about Covid from time to time.

Everyday is incredible with you Mónee. I feel loved and belonged. I'm extremely happy. I giggle with pride and happiness. Sometimes I think I can't believe I could be loved. You make me feel more natural and don't trigger me at all. You bring out the natural side of me, my true gentle self that many don't get to see. You teach me a lot of wise and awesome things. You're naturally gifted. Yes I want to marry you. And be your wife and more than wife, I wanna be your twin flame, your soulmate forever into eternity. Only you and only you. This song for you my love and my only sweetheart.

If life were predictable it would cease to be life, and be without flavor. -Eleanor Roosevelt

Today is a beautiful start to a beautiful day..

Go all the way

@Marcel Good morning my Ewige Seele.

Always try to be positive.

Relax and take a deep breath.

6 important high level values to focus on. Dignity and politeness Humility Truth Love and self love Compassion Wisdom Understanding