Preety_India

I just want my health back. I lost so much over stupid mistakes I made in relationships. I regret heavily. Choosing wrong men, terrible men who preyed on my Vulnerability. But I await new sunshine in my life. My life from here on is only going to get better.

More money More time Better health Less stress All problems magically solved Huge self confidence I lost a lot health wise in the last few years, especially with the toxic relationship I had with Joseph. I terribly neglected myself, engaged in Self harm, I was suicidal for the whole 3 years that I was with him, that pathetic abuser. My patience and empathy were terribly tested. I had many fights with my mom. I thought it was the end of the road for me. My physical health was declining day by day. I got insomnia because of my mother's violence and all the trauma I had endured with Joseph. Losing sleep caused me to lose everything.

This is the post that encouraged me to start this journal. It fired my brain to think once again about what I want out of life.

But this year wasn't totally wasted. I learned many important lessons this year, took important actions, grew emotionally in a big way and made many changes to my psyche in general. Learned a few important life lessons. I have come very far in life through all my struggles and I have further to go. I won't forget my precious valuable life lessons because they are my best friends I made several improvements in myself this year, although I'm not going to boast about it. So it wasn't all in vain after all. I learned something. Although I'm a slow learner I made progress at my own speed. I will take a break in December And I'll work hard again in January to get a better job and build better prospects for my life. (next year, 2022, my goal is to make money, considerable amount of money that will upgrade my lifestyle.)

I'll start this journal with the auspicious occasion of Dhanteras that went by. I could not even celebrate the most important festival of Hindu folks (that is Diwali) because I was so busy with my work. I couldn't catch a minute free. I worked my ass off.

my-ultimate-goals-for-2021-2022

Anyway New Year is here.

Only a month to go by and the new year will be here. And I'll be wondering how I wasted this year and what I achieved this year.

More money More time Better health Less stress All problems magically solved Huge self confidence

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Date - November 17. 2021 5.30 am 8. 30 am I punched out at 5.35 am. Missed by 5 mins. Waiting to punch out at 8.35 am from punch in time.

Quick update Updated time - 5.am LFrm work Notes - Punch in after 28 mins from 5.am.

These Taskmasters are really helping me to get stuff done on time without hassle.

Yea some creepy dreams. But whatever. This cold season I just feel so much worse.

I had this dream that I was exploring an Indian actor's home and I saw a lot of artifacts. Very rare stuff. Like a rare bird feather.. And I was wondering why do they keep these things and not sell it Some of the stuff looked creepy.. Also when I met the actor, he was looking so dissatisfied. I was wondering why money couldn't make these people happy..

I've wrapped a blanket over my head because it's so cold.

Quick update format Updated time - 11. 36 pm Tw work Notes - Punch in right now This particular green sticky note will be used as a divider between updations if the updation happens after a long time. Updated time - 4.10 am Tw work Notes - Punch in after half an hour. Punch in at 4. 30 am Punched in at 4.50 am, punch in complete. Punched out. 4 reg tasks completed. 1 task pending. Punch in again after? Attend this task after 3 hours 24 minutes from (4.57 am) That is, attend this task at 8.40 am. Note down when completed

How do I feel right now? I'm not sure I have been a bit lazy past couple days.

@Marcel you've done the same to me hun.

What people often do to each other is covert aggression.

Make a post on cyber security.

Updated time - 2.55 pm LFrm work Notes - Punch in after? Punch in after 1 hour 40 minutes from updated time 3.30 pm. WWfr work Notes — punch in after? Punch in today after 3 hours from updated time Or punch in at.... Give specific time. Sunf work Notes - Punch in after? Punch in now Updated time - 3.02 pm FV2 work Notes - after one day from updated time Tw work Notes - punch in now. New Reg tasks begin today. Tw work - updated time 5.50 pm Punch in now (This gif means I'm constantly updating the time of the task. So I don't need to make another Taskmaster again.) Putting the link for borders here. Reference link Reference link 2 Reference link 3

Task codes for each Taskmaster. Taskmaster Columbus FV2 work Tw work Taskmaster Columbus Nixhol LFrm work WWfr work Sunf work