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Love these makeup videos. Got some nail polishes today. My red jewelry has arrived in mail. This girl talks like me, hehe, of course Indian accent

https://youtu.be/XdBgp7XS1BA If I'm unable to categorize a specific behavior or profile as narcissist, psychopath and sociopath then I'll categorize it as GCB or general criminal behavior. In some examples I get a bit confused as to how you should classify the suspect's behavior.

I'll post some videos here for future reference and study.

Update 1 January 7, 2022 I feel better compared to 3 days ago. Yet the mucus production hasn't completely stopped. I still feel sick and weak. My nose still drips although the frequency is quite low, lower than before. This could be good news that I might soon recover for the second half of January. I am so desperate to get back to work. There is so much that needs to be done. So much that I want to and need to do.

I'll have a scale for Psychopaths. A 10 point scale. Points 1 to 5 for lower levels. Points 5 to 10 for moderate and high levels of psychopathic behavior. I'll place Stephen McDaniels at score 8 on the psychopath scale. To me he is exhibiting extremely high levels of psychopathy. How did I reach this conclusion? His complete change in demeanor. 180° degree. Indicative of chameleon behavior observed in psychopaths. Extreme and bold faced lying - psychopaths are experts at lying effortlessly. Don't crack under pressure Ability to stare - hard cold stare that can make anyone nervous. See the detective stops looking at Stephen McDaniels and looks away at the table because of his constant staring. No display of emotions Non chalant attitude towards his friend's death His over acting and feigned emotions during an earlier interview to the media His callousness Psychopaths are highly self protective. This can be both a good as well as a bad trait. Good because it's very much needed for survival. Bad because it can be used stealthily against others. Here a complete demeanor change in McDaniels is frightening and extremely self protective in order to prevent himself from confession or any information leakout to the interrogators. He is making himself anxiety proof as much as possible. He wants the investigators to basically get nothing out of him, this is a strong predatory trait, he is secretly enjoying the confusion and helplessness of the investigators who simply cannot arrest him despite knowing that he had something to do with the disappearance of the victim. Him collecting underwear and knives is an indication of both psychopathy and sociopathy. Common signs of psychopathy socially irresponsible behavior. disregarding or violating the rights of others. inability to distinguish between right and wrong. difficulty with showing remorse or empathy. tendency to lie often. manipulating and hurting others. recurring problems with the law. I can see that the traits highlighted in bold are very generously visible in Stephen's behavior. He had no regard for the rights of the victim to the point that he felt entitled to take her life and justified this action in his mind.

@Marcel ...................................................... One can notice a complete demeanor change in the suspect. The suspect is being highly self protective.

I will use this criminal case study for explaining and exploring psychopaths.

Grannon's material is quite profound on this subject. For example, one of his videos that I really appreciate in terms of psychological insights is this one. He speaks to the point without making it too long. My prime focus in this journal is going to be on Narcissists Psychopaths (primary and secondary) Sociopaths This is a good one. https://youtu.be/XdBgp7XS1BA

For narcissism I have mostly relied on Richard Grannon and Sam Vaknin although I don't like the delivery of Vaknin. It can be a bit longer than necessary. Grannon and Dr Ramani are good at explaining. Grannon has a goldmine of information on the subject. So it's Kinda hard for me to go through it at all. I'll be assimilating the information slowly and gradually.

My resources that I'll gather are mostly from YouTube and the internet and I can say I'm lucky. I have already browsed through and studied copious amount of material. Yet I want to explore it in great depth. That's my goal. Is to get a firm grip on whatever I'm learning.

In this part I'll be researching and discussing narcissism, Psychopathy and sociopathy which are basic branches of grasping criminal psychology.. I dreamed of becoming an FBI profiler but that's just a pipedream right now because without a formal degree I can't do much.

Psychopaths begin to show who they truly are when things begin to matter less and less.

@happyhappy thank you and regards.

I have an imaginary town in mind. Where there's no suffering and everything is gentle and beautiful.

In my town called Gentleness, there is no place for negativity.

Everything can be beautiful if we really want it to be.

I'm trying to feel better.

Love you .

It's January 5 I ate garlic curry yesterday with soy sauce and I absolutely do not like it's taste in my mouth. My mom passed on this infection to me. I'm really angry at her for not wearing the mask. I have been suffering from the last 10 days now and there is little improvement. I told her that I needed to eat berries to feel better. And she refused I'm not even allowed to buy anything from my own money(for my own health) or else she gets furious. I'm fed up of her control. I also don't feel like participating in the forum after another suicide has rocked this place... I mean this post makes a lot of sense. What is happening in this place. I feel panicked.

One nostril has cleared up.

I haven't produced a lot of mucus in the last 24 hours.

I'm not feeling okay today. I woke up with a stuffed nose. I'm feeling nauseous.

@Scholar in most cases of terrorist acts in America, it's observed that the perpetrator(mostly an immigrant or with immigrant roots) is someone who is physically fit, highly educated, high skilled job, plenty of opportunities, having a girlfriend or wife, well known locally and socially, someone who isn't socially isolated and enjoys the perks of family support but hates western values of liberty and shows intense resentment to western society, is hardly ostracized, in fact given space and respect for his minority culture and status, yet proceeds to blow up a night club or plants a bomb at a race. The variables that we ideally assume would be responsible for someone to become violent don't seem to apply somehow, because reality is stranger than fiction, different from our perception. Perceptions are merely illusions. Showing compassion for pedophiles is a perception and a dangerous one, what we think is not usually what actually happens.