Preety_India

Need to start writing this journal after 2 days.

I have heard this same story from you a couple of times before. Hmm. If a girl locked eyes with you, she'll automatically take everything off. Nothing to do with leadership. (now don't ask me why) Maybe because you look like a cute little handsome mouse.

Back to basics.. Self love. Unitary self, binary self, dynamic self, holistic self

I feel very vulnerable and delicate.

A journal to record my current sexual fantasy.

Suffering is extremely important for growing empathy.

Success in love life happens if you are deeply romantic. That's the secret not spirituality. Spirituality has nothing to do with it. Although you can go looking for a spiritual partner anytime.

This could be because of anxiety.

@John Paul hehe only if healing were that simple bud.

@John Paul vulnerability is what helps a relationship grow.

You could be kicked out if you did too much of this type of stuff. Maybe try some other place like a park, it's safer. Most girls who see a guy looking at them in the gym don't get a good feeling anyway.

No I don't think it's a scam.

My husband sent me this song earlier. So cute.

He is my super duper man. He makes me crazy.. His sexiness turns me on..

He is the best thing that happened to me.. It's so magical. He is the His love makes me come alive. He raises my heart beat.

And this song for my husband too..

This song for my husband

I felt so horny today and I fantasized being sexed up on the bed multiple times I could imagine my back being touched and then the whole process of making love. It hurt for sure. But it was an absolute release. Once again my sexual feelings were at a peak. I could feel my boobs being grabbed and touched. This was much stronger than the conqueror fantasies I had. I really want this to last. It's like I'm made to crumble into my absolute feminine self and I feel helpless, nothing but to give in. He makes me feel like that.

That explanation makes sense. Thanks. Now I understand why Putin is hungry for buffer states.

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February 27 Paid bills yesterday. Recharged my phone for 1 month. 58 rupees. Woke up 2 hours ago and began reading about Putin. Still groggy and tired.. Got very horny last night. Don't want sexual dreams because I want to concentrate on work. *Wants to help people in a genuine way. (but survival is important)

So basically Russia is the Butcher of Europe.

How does buffer states play a role in terms of nuclear invasion? When America bombed Japan (WW2), there were no buffer states.

I would go hide in an underground bunker. No way am I fighting in a war. My gentle soul believes in peace and making love, no war. If I had to die, so be it. At least I didn't participate in war. There should be a collective consciousness to end war for good. Today's technology can do that. In this current globalized climate war absolutely doesn't make sense.