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Make a bunch of friends online and discuss with them on messengers or private chats or hangouts or video calls. Join political forums. Start a journal for self expression. There are just so many options in the virtual world. I understand your inquisitiveness and the need to let out. Do it in healthier ways. Dont do it on Facebook or other social media where freedom of speech is restricted. Can cause banning or loss of account.

True intentions cannot be born or cultivated in money. Thats impossible. The whole idea doesn't work. Money cannot encourage someone to do better in this world. It's just a vehicle to get things done. But an intention,motivation or passion cannot originate in money. Thats impossible. A doctor who wants to save lives does so because he feels the inner desire or the intention to do it and not because he is being paid for it.if he is paid he will only do what he is being paid for and not beyond that. That restricts his tendency to help or do better because he starts calculating his effort in terms of monetary payout. So the whole money thing just doesn't work.money cannot motivate people to do better. It also becomes very capitalistic in the end. It can only motivate them to do as much as is demanded and not beyond that plus they might even try to limit their effort(to save energy to make more money) or give bad service because they are focused only on money and as long as they get it they are not bothered about the kind of service offered . This is the reason why money can't always ensure either good service or good behaviour. Because you are just paying for it. And so the other person is only obliged to serve well but not passionately motivated to do so. In other words money can't buy intentions.

Obviously focusing on life and existence does not mean there is no room for exploration and adventure and passion. Of course there should be. And nobody is restricted from following their enthusiasm and passion . There are people who.have given up their lives for it. But that could be considered a secondary goal and is obviously too far fetched and impossible to consider or achieve even when the primary goal of survival is not achieved. But by no means is the secondary goal undermined.

True life lessons and life skills are never taught in school. What is taught is a bunch of crap. Life is all about struggle and winning that struggle because it's never going to be smooth and that has to be accepted. There are two very important life goals and those are 1 survival 2 a good existence or good living These two are extremely important and when we fail on any one of the two we really cannot ensure the success and betterment of most people. We cannot expect people to have a good life in the dumps. Plus like I said before that jobs that need middle level skills and basic average intelligence should be in abundance to not only feed the middle class but to also ensure the survival of people with medium or average intelligence because only they are capable of having normal births and normal overall abilities and survival skills across all spectrums. But far too often the average is taken for granted Being competitive is very important but not to put down others but to succeed, set a higher bar and be competent enough to succeed in life. That should ideally be the goal of competition. And it shouldn't be only the survival of the fittest but also survival of the maximum possible. That was the goal of our ancestors always. True life skills lie in - having high endurance. Willpower and strength to overcome adversities - having a foresight of the future. Being able to ascertain how the situation will turn out - having a vision and the big picture based thinking to see how the big picture should eventually benefit everyone and not just a few. The big picture should ensure abundant resources and a better existence for all and not just people living on a razors edge trying to just get by in life. That's a thinking based in deficiency. This is resource based thinking and open minded thinking and not closed minded rat race based thinking that is rooted on deficiency mindset. For the big picture thinking an abundant mindset is important. All that ancestors wanted was survival. Yet today we fight to work to make money in order to live. It's like dying to make money to live. Doesn't make sense and is paradoxical. To ensure the survival of a person so that they exist only to struggle to survive and have to keep struggling till they die. How is that an existence? How is that a success. It's like working towards success to eventually set up for failure We live to ensure survival. And to ensure the survival and existence of only those who are beautiful, capable, powerful and have lots of money is just so mean and not just mean but also cheap and also redundant and based in deficiency or deficit based thinking.. It's like saying the weaker does not have the right to live. These are existential questions from the point of view of evolution and they are really controversial. Meanwhile the goal should be to focus on survival and existence because everything is centered around it and its completely fine to do so because it's the most basic instinct and intention in life that needs to be honored.

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Time line method gab Clicker points TL lists different types of lists To goal system Self focus time Resource based strategy

Time to think something else

I always lose my focus and fall astray because of evil people in my life. It's time to get things together and start working on them and be more cognizant and protective of what's happening before vultures swoop in.

Vultures everywhere

I hate humanity. There so much wicked in the world that's its unbelievable.

There's so much greed and inhumanity and evil in this world. It's astounding sickening and saddening. Sometimes I feel like there's no point in being here. You just have to fight and only fight for your life everyday till the point you're dead.

Life has so much beauty in it.

------Creative concepts - - - A103 Intention and action are correlated. Action follows when intention persists.

--- - - Deeper truths - - A102 If someone wanted to fck with you they can, there is nothing you can do about it... What you need to do is the spread the message of love instead of hate. Because hate and evil is easy and that should not be the intention. Intention should be love faith and loyalty.

How to resolve both Problems originating due to resources can be easily solved by planting or supplying the right resources Problems originating in intention or character need moral education and cultivation of the right psyche. Again it boils down to the same thing. It's once again a problem of resources as the right psyche is missing. So eventually almost everything can be directly and indirectly be attributed to the lack of resources

---Creative Concepts - - - A100 There are two origins of problems One is resource based and the other is intention or character based. Certain problems or consequences could be because of the absence of the necessary resources or the presence of unhealthy resources or conditions. When all resources are available and conditions are normal then the problems are created by the deviant nature of the mind and lack of soul or character thus the moral or good intention is lacking so its problems caused by bad intentions or lack of good intention.

- - - - deeper truths - - - - A99 Because the system is based in entropy. And nothing really works and entropy takes place ------------------- Note to myself - don't get too emotional

It's easy to be nice when everything is nice. You have to be in someone's shoes to really understand them.

Cultivate a good psyche

- - - - - - - - - Creative Concepts--- A96 Nascent psyche is unenhanced and it will rely more on natural instincts but also animal instincts and will lack moral regulation,will depend naturally on conscience but will not grasp complicated ethical situations, will have less tendency to plan and strategize ,be naturally wise or intuitively wise yet lack reflective depth or wisdom ,will have inadequate information . Will rely on available information,have a tendency to copy and be more animalistic and primitive and work in tribal style of thinking, show less cooperation and compassion and not use critical thinking. Therefore incapable of making rational decisions . Can be easily corrupted to become sociopathic.

------ quotes page------- It's very controversial. I personally have a Darwinian approach but it's not necessarily perfect. In the end I believe in the power of goodness. Even the Darwinian approach is born out of empathy and a lot of people consider it to be wicked but it can be opposite of it The problem is very complex. We are animals and humans in some ways We are not completely human. There are basic animal instincts in us that we need to be thankful for. Otherwise a homeless man wouldn't try to battle the cold on a lonely cold dark night It's your survival instinct that works and helps you overcome difficult circumstances and it's a direct result of evolution and animal instinct No. We as humans started out as both and continued being both It's not possible to suddenly branch into being human. If it were we would have witnessed that happening with other animals too. So I assume we were implanted with both instincts from the beginning. The human part in us is our consciousness that probably doesn't exist to that extent in other animals Creatures evolve but even devolve and that has been the case with humans. We have evolved in our consciousness but we have devolved as animals The human is different from an animal I guess that a human has a different spirit than an animal. I do believe animals have spirits too It's just that animals have a more of a nascent spirit so more pure, virginal or naive. Humans have a spirit and a high functioning brain combined with a mind that hugely interferes with the nature of the human spirit. The psyche causes a ton of trouble Never let anyone make you feel like you are less. Because you are not. You have overcome so much. You should be proud of your struggles and how much you have overcome in life Nascent psyche and conditioned psyche. Both influence the spirit. Nascent psyche is healthy and uncorrupted. Conditioned psyche is both sociopathic or beneficial depending on the condition.

A 94 ~~~~~~~ Finding healing~~~~~~ It's important to just move on and focus on the positive there is. There's no point in regretting in life. There are just many things that don't work. Yesterday I was thinking about resources and how that has a big impact on what we become. I was raised in a poor family with very little resources and I still struggled through it all. There just wasn't enough resources to do anything or get anything done. I couldn't have what I wanted which was nothing but a little peace of mind. Having some money would have made a huge difference. I'm no longer a dreamer and I left being that yesterday. I want to think more practically from now onwards. I realize now that my thinking was wrong. Practical stuff does make a huge difference life is not idealistic and dreamy. There are practical things like money and the biggest reason why we suffer is because of lack of resources. We don't have what we want and what we need and that's why we become who we are and not necessarily because we wanted to be that. We never expected or wanted the circumstances we have. We would have liked it to be better. But that's how it was meant to be. The irony is that those who have it just don't realize how valuable it is and waste it. Those who don't keep whining about it. But anyway having is always better than not having. Having enough money and good health and proper guidance and education would have made a huge impact on my life so far. I would have a better quality of life and would have been more happier and peaceful. It's a farce that stuff is fed to us to believe that money doesn't bring peace. It doesn't per se but it does solve problems in the real world. Having money is having access to good food thus good health. So yes it does make a difference. But that's just one of the many things we need in life to grow. We need health and care and emotional support and well being and a proper job or steady career and healthy work that would make our life more enjoyable or happy. So yea resources would have definitely fixed a lot of the issues I have and lack of resources along with having the wrong kind of resources or "bad resources" does impact life considerably. However finding healing is knowing that one has to make peace with life itself . Hoping for better things to come but not losing hope while you live. Finding healing is knowing that struggles and obstacles were also meant to be although undesirable because their complexity is what makes life what it is - a difficult piece of art. A story so unique that our best imagination could not have produced such fascinating tale of struggle, endurance, pain, misery, hope, recovery, happiness and victory. In essence every life story is a victory in itself no matter how miserable because the human body endured that level of misery and enjoyed the possibility of hope even in the bleakest moments. It's a victory because the person somehow survived through it all and managed to live although not a great life but still its life. It's a victory because they fought and they were innocent victims of their own circumstances and they showed Valor and still endured all the pain life brought them and tried to do what they could and even if they didn't try their best or strayed from a moral life they still cannot be blamed for their actions since they were just lacking higher intelligence so misery doesn't really make a person unattractive its just how we perceive it. Winning doesn't lie only in having or possessing the desired but also in showing sportsmanship and courage in bad circumstances and keeping through it when it's tough. Your healing lies in embracing your struggle. Your healing lies in knowing that you are not a loser for not having things but a winner for not giving up despite all the misfortune life brings you, for dreaming and hoping for the better even when it's so bleak and tiring, for creating happiness when the conditions are so discouraging, for creating beauty where there's ugliness, for striving hard when success is so tough, for trying even when you lacked capability, that may not make you a winner in the eyes of the world but you are a champion in your eyes because you fought. You kept going somehow anyhow.. that makes you a real winner. And thumbs up for making good even when there was bad. Eventually we all are winners because we weathered life good or bad. We dealt with conditions we were given and made the best out of those. This is how healing occurs in the mind, by realizing that in every moment when you are breathing you are still a winner.. Life in the long shot maybe unfair and brutal but the true essence in trying to survive through it and making peace with it or finding healing lies in creating beauty, happiness and peace in the present moment and knowing that you are always a winner even when you are struggling through the hard realities that everyday brings and even if the final outcome wasn't what you desired remember that you still have the power and the freedom to control this one little moment you have and create peace in it and enjoy the beauty you created in it even if the bigger picture is bad.

When you know you suck at life and you are still rolling.