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Liked this It's a trap. When you have high self esteem and big ego it surely protects you from all the negativity and people being skeptical and judgemental. It gives a cover. At the same time it destroys the mountain of success you built with so much hard work. Because ego and Narcissism get the better of you and encourage you to make all wrong choices. Romantic amalgamation between the God and the Devil. That is the devil. The devil has intensity, huge energy and drive and passion and is very dominating and intimidating. They have fire. The God or the good is a delicate feminine rose that is good, docile, gentle caring good character but lacks fieryness and energy and doesn't look intimidating and is unable to protect itself. But now it blends and complements the devil and the devil's evil aspirations have been stunted or curbed so he no longer feels the desire for evil but uses the energy and intensity to fuel the intentions of the good /rose and protect them from despair and this is why the good suffers and the devil wins but the good can melt the heart of the devil and the devil then protects the good from suffering and despair. The devil has a change of heart out of love, gains satisfaction knowing that his energies were used to protect the good and not to destroy. So eventually love triumphs evil and conquers the devil and both get balanced by being together in a romantic harmony. Without the devil, the good is weak and fragile and suffering and without the good, the devil is alone and without love and caring and becomes destructive. Evil is a disorder or a disease and not to be punished or thrown away but to the healed and cured by love.. It happens when good has diminished in amount and lost its vigor or intensity and has no support and is suffering in silence and the devil has nobody to love him. Such a state of deficieny and negativity with no love and powerlessness on the part of the good, will the throw the system in chaos and conflict and disorder and then will come destruction and evil and temptation to do evil because the balance has been lost and there is terrible imbalance leading to a crippling disease that causes obsession and madness and cunning behavior and it ruins everything in its path.

Life is the awareness of existence. How to inspire children. Teach them nutrition How to take care of themselves Teach them morality and values Teach them to pray Importance of education Do not fight in front of kids Do not tell your child that they are worthless Tell them to always be brave Motivate them every day to become better themselves Frustration with lack of success is ok but do not get discouraged or give up Do not initimidate your kids Your kids are not your asset. They are a blessing and they are a product for the next generation. They are independent entities. Do not use them for your purpose Do not repress them sexually. Have an open discussion about that Do not let repress them mentally. Let them experience intellectual expansion and mental masturbation [but put limits on it] and go through the full phase of existential crisis. How to be clean How to protect themselves from bullies and teach them self esteem lessons How to save time, be more productive in the time , how to improve yourself every day, personal development lessons, increase overall efficiency and productivity Tell them that their life and themselves is all that matters. We are a organism system based environment. We cannot thrive without society support and family and partner support.. A society's measure of progress is how the majority of people are coping with life and how easy or difficult their life is. If you are given challenges and obstacles and problems you should also be equipped or equipped have the resources to deal with them..

4. "what if I told you I'm perfect," "what if I told you I'm God."

... You become engulfed in what you create. If you create jealousy, jealousy will consume you. If you create lies, you will be consumed by your lies. Create good and you will be rewarded by being a part of the good you created. This is like karma. Take out time for yourself and focus in the moment. Taking out time for yourself helps you to unwind yourself and not get overwhelmed, burdened or emotionally drained by the stuff in your life. Everything is a part of your spiritual expression. Starter exercise or warming up. Focus on the moment Stay in this noment Make your mind comfortable. Reduce the mental vibration completely.. There are 2 states ~ emotional unrest and emotional rest. Try to cultivate the state of emotional state. Be free Try to be happy and cultivate feelings of deep satisfaction and happiness. Now think of a state you want to create ~ any mental state, peace,love, happiness,freedom Now focus on your tasks and goals and work on them. Connection to self Connection to universe Connection to God Intuition Happy emotional state Detachment Thoughtless and emotionless state. An empty state Bullet focus Authentic life.. What exactly you want Spiritual investment Shadow work - this is like inner cleansing

Good karma, positive loving spirit, good work, power of the good spirit, power of good karma, good intentions, power of acceptance, embracing the lack, power of letting go, power of honesty, power of positive affirmations, power of mental attitudes or paradigms, power of love, empathy, power of faith, power of resources, power of knowledge, power of actions or deeds, power of focus, power of righteousness, [doing the right thing at the right time], power of prayers, power of emotions, power of judgment and wisdom, power of people loving and supporting each other. Karma, actions, deeds, thoughts, work or job, intentions, words, affirmations, attitudes, faith, beliefs, values systems, knowledge, righteousness, emotions, judgement, love, empathy, prayers, spiritual investment. Spiritual investment - thought, idea, intention, attitude, karma, love, emotion, values you put into any physical thing or environment. The motivation /intention /purpose and craving/greed for power leads to crime, destruction and evil and loss and misery. The motivation /intent / or craving for God leads to love and peace and prosperity. Happiness is the antidote to everything. Can we take out time to be happy. Focus on the positive. Life is short. Life was never fair back then and will never be. People existed back then and will continue to procreate and survive. Suffering is the nature of life and humanity. There is good and there is bad, there can be no absolute. We learn to overcome suffering, get through struggles, make it through the world and be out of the tunnel of life. There is beauty in despair and heroism in triumph. Love will never be stronger If it isn't put to the test. If everyone before us thought that life was difficult and undeserving, we wouldn't be here to witness the triumphs of humanity. The solution may not lie in killing the experiencer of the problem but in dealing with the problem itself. There are mountains to climb and tunnels to get through. The strongest and the most intense love supercedes almost every weakness, every lack, fills every void, makes everything beautiful and brings hope and joy where there is none. The mind can be changed irrespective of outer conditions. If outer conditions are not desirable or ideal, the inner conditions can still be changed. Nobody decides how where when and what they will have when they are born. We can't control who we are. Nor we have the power to control what we can do even after birth. And we cannot change ourselves completely in our life. Also it is insignificant who were are or where we are born. Because inner happiness is important. As long as you are happy, that is the only thing that matters. Now If someone said that you lacked something, the simple thing is that you do not have to care what that person says since they don't love you or care about you. Therefore their opinions and judgment or evaluation on you is irrelevant. Anyway nobody changes anything, people just talk to bring you down. But they don't matter. The ones that care about you will never hurt you or judge you therefore you don't have to worry what an irrelevant person has to say about you. Weaknesses are a part of human existence. They are not to be hated or discarded but to be embraced and changed. That is when it's impossible to change you have to embrace them and make the most out of them. When it's possible to change them for the better then you need to work to change them.that's how nature works. If the world doesn't accept you for who you are it's the problem of the world and not your problem. Nobody has the right to judge or decide what' is perfect and what is not. Those who judge aren't trying to change anything. If you can't understand me, you have no right to judge me It's what you do with what you have that matters. Loving people embrace and accept and improve, they do not forsake or ridicule. Life is a lesson in heroism. There is no point in blaming yourself or others. Instead there needs to be a realization that if you lack something then you need to struggle harder in this world versus those who have what you lack. You need more help and not judgement. You need more resources and strategies to beat the system. You need love and strong support and motivation and positivity. And not negativity and criticism. You need strength to make it through when it might get harder. Grow a thicker skin Cristism, negativity and unfair judgement has never brought anything good other than just discouraging the person being targeted. There are haves and the have nots. Can the have nots be blamed. We are all selfish entities like floating objects in space blithely traversing through the matrix of the world colliding into each other , not uplifting each other but rather looking for every opportunity to thrive and succeed and only look after our own needs and seek our own goals and interests. At its core, humanity has no value, it's petty and hollow and self absorbed, who made all the rules, no one knows, but we do well only when we snugly fit into the matrix or we are lost and discarded. How is this fair. Let not the arrows of judgement hit you. Rise and fight. Live it up full, don't leave regrets. We can make it through together to the other side, we can be happy knowing we done it, not seeking division and separation by comparing one with the other, but by uniting and complementing each other and being together as one force and not letting anyone fall through the cracks, saving each other and helping those who deserve, giving more to those who have less. There is growth. What is not possible today might be possible tomorrow. A miracle is always waiting in the bud. We just have to let the bud unravel and let something wonderful to emerge out of the weaknesses and lack. Ugliness can be created out of beauty and beauty can be created out of nothing. From scratch to building or creating something magnificent, that's the power of the human spirit, it can change the obscurity of something into the magnificence of unbelievable beauty, it can restore, renew, revive, change, and resurrect that which was lacking by destiny to something that has superceded every expectation through sheer effort and hope. The struggles are bigger, the rewards satisfying, your little triumphs along the way to overcome those weaknesses are a blessing. That's the power of change. With change there is possibility of creating something entirely new or different and magnificent and this cannot be inspired by generic conditions. In the end every condition or situation is a blessing because it teaches us how to survive through it and how wonderfully it can be put to good use. How you use the condition or a lack of it, what it inspires you to make and what you ultimately create out of it is a test of what you can do. What you create is all that matters. Winning is not so much in achieving with what you are given on a platter but in achieving with what you don't have. I'm a tree. We should all be egoless trees. If someone constantly made you feel bad about yourself then they are abusing you, plain and simple because they enjoy seeing you hurt, they are sadistic, they are sociopathic and they enjoy putting you down. Why should you let them win and let them have their piece of cake which they are desperately trying to enjoy. If they were too happy being how much superior they are then they wouldn't be enjoying attacking you. That shows they aren't really happy with what they have or they are just pretending to be happy. Happy people don't feel the need to attack. Only insecure idiots do. So sad they can't be happy despite having everything they claim to be superior to what others have and that which should normally make a person happy.. At the end of the day whatever we use to describe someone are just labels and nothing more than labels and labels are illusions. Because those labels come with meaning and implications. And if we changed the meaning of those labels everything will be different, all biases are gone. What if you defied those implications and did exactly opposite of what should be naturally expected to happen as per those implications. Follow the path of God, and righteousness, spirituality not power. Small people judge things. Great people change things. Almost every form of media followed by tons of people is nothing but cheap propaganda and a propaganda mouthpiece. They try to insinuate and stoke the flames for profit and survival. Something you shouldn't buy into. Some part of it is truth and some not. The world needs solutions not descriptions and fights.. Generally only a fraction of what is being said is the truth because much of the stuff is sensationalized. An event is not an indication of tragedy just like a hurricane is not an indication of the end of the world. Such people are hogging the limelight, they are hungry for attention and Acceptance, they are fame hungry, power hungry and of course money hungry. They turn their passion into careers but they don't realize that it is just an opinion and it's very stupid and unwise to make a career out of just opinions and they don't realize that they are obsessed with something to an extent that it's nauseous. However as long as they make money or feel a false sense of accomplishment they carry on. This is a job for losers because real people make a difference. Their accomplishments are creating and stirring hate and paranoia. They are rightly put it the internet goons. They are also the most disingenuous of all people because almost every time they will try to hide the truth about their monetary intentions and their contracts or their personal lives or their past or background. Much of the stuff comes out later and it then exposes them for who they are. So it's all an exercise in futility and mockery. There is nothing even remotely inspirational about it, just tea talk. Or dreck talk. It is a distraction for those just sitting around, it's a chatter or monkey mind's endless mental masturbation. It brings nothing good or beautiful or worth following. Much of it is even unreal or not real. That is half the information is copied from some article that has no credible source and is regurgitated. This is how the cogs of the great propaganda wheel are oiled and kept in motion to keep fooling people and its all a make believe world. Whatever form it takes, whether mainstream, or alternative, journalism, books, private channels are replicas of each other when it comes to modus operandi. They all do the exact same thing but pitch themselves as different. If you relied heavily on them for information, your life is ducked. They do however give an overall summary of the goings on but that's about it. Much of the stuff that people want to do in life or get done is just withheld from the world. Nobody has the balls to refute them so they go on making their claims. Most common people can easily debunk what they say but people don't have time to waste. And notice that many of these mouthpieces who create so much noise actually do not allow audience input, they refrain from replying to comments which challenge their notions, sometimes even delete critical incendiary comments because it does not fit their narrative or out of fear that someone is about to expose their truths. You also have to see their possible motivation, whether they want success, fame, money, recognition or a sense of entitlement. Those are the keys. If they are looking for any of those, their work is mostly disingenuous. They lack credibility, integrity and honesty. So don't give in. Keep an open mind to all types of information. A person's behavior, conduct and character is completely irrelevant to their race, culture or religion. Its only group behavior that is correlated to stereotypes. That video. Cringiest shit ever lol. Egoic nonsense. Egoic rubbish. Ego stroking. Ego tripping. More ego tripping. Self delusion. Self deception. Defy implications. Learn to react in ways which defies what is implied. Defiant reaction mindset. React in ways which are opposite to what reactions are implied or natural in the case. You need to be detached and very positive and you have to have that "don't give a damn attitude" for this to be implemented. Emotional antidote mindset Do the exact opposite of how you should feel or react. So if something makes you feel sad, laugh and try to be happy.

Life was never fair back then and will never be. People existed back then and will continue to procreate and survive. Suffering is the nature of life and humanity. There is good and there is bad, there can be no absolute. We learn to overcome suffering, get through struggles, make it through the world and be out of the tunnel of life. There is beauty in despair and heroism in triumph. Love will never be stronger If it isn't put to the test. If everyone before us thought that life was difficult and undeserving, we wouldn't be here to witness the triumphs of humanity. The solution may not lie in killing the experiencer of the problem but in dealing with the problem itself. There are mountains to climb and tunnels to get through.

Good karma, positive loving spirit, good work, power of the good spirit, power of good karma, good intentions, power of acceptance, embracing the lack, power of letting go, power of honesty, power of positive affirmations, power of mental attitudes or paradigms, power of love, empathy, power of faith, power of resources, power of knowledge, power of actions or deeds, power of focus, power of righteousness, [doing the right thing at the right time], power of prayers, power of emotions, power of judgment and wisdom, power of people loving and supporting each other. Karma, actions, deeds, thoughts, work or job, intentions, words, affirmations, attitudes, faith, beliefs, values systems, knowledge, righteousness, emotions, judgement, love, empathy, prayers, spiritual investment. Spiritual investment - thought, idea, intention, attitude, karma, love, emotion, values you put into any physical thing or environment. The motivation /intention /purpose and craving/greed for power leads to crime, destruction and evil and loss and misery. The motivation /intent / or craving for God leads to love and peace and prosperity. Happiness is the antidote to everything. Can we take out time to be happy. Focus on the positive. Life is short. The strongest and the most intense love supercedes almost every weakness, every lack, fills every void, makes everything beautiful and brings hope and joy where there is none. The mind can be changed irrespective of outer conditions. If outer conditions are not desirable or ideal, the inner conditions can still be changed. Nobody decides how where when and what they will have when they are born. We can't control who we are. Nor we have the power to control what we can do even after birth. And we cannot change ourselves completely in our life. Also it is insignificant who were are or where we are born. Because inner happiness is important. As long as you are happy, that is the only thing that matters. Now If someone said that you lacked something, the simple thing is that you do not have to care what that person says since they don't love you or care about you. Therefore their opinions and judgment or evaluation on you is irrelevant. Anyway nobody changes anything, people just talk to bring you down. But they don't matter. The ones that care about you will never hurt you or judge you therefore you don't have to worry what an irrelevant person has to say about you. Weaknesses are a part of human existence. They are not to be hated or discarded but to be embraced and changed. That is when it's impossible to change you have to embrace them and make the most out of them. When it's possible to change them for the better then you need to work to change them. If the world doesn't accept you for who you are it's the problem of the world and not your problem.

Different categories to work on. All these are brought together and the goals are based on these Health Personal development or PD Spirituality Philosophy Psychology Goal setting Productivity Love and relationships Self esteem Wealth Life blueprint

Different categories to work on. All these are brought together and the goals are based on these Health Personal development or PD Spirituality Philosophy Psychology Goal setting Productivity Love and relationships Self esteem Wealth Life blueprint. Updated blueprint Life blueprint <key functions > Know Attract. Based on the law of attraction. Be connected to the universe. Desire Envision Visualize Create Focus /give attention and track Nourish Grow and build Cleanse Protect Breathe Pray - thanks, praise, worship and ask Sustain /maintain Heal/regenerate Aware Connect Accept Embrace Let go Fight Achieve Criticize Harmony Be authentic Achieve Criticize Forsee <wisdom> Balance Beauty Rest and relax Flourish Give /promote Inspire Transform and succeed Be humble .. Observe [past and present] Reflect [reflect on past and present] Recall and recollect [see what wrong you did in the past] Wake up call/profound realization .. About Timeline and time tracking Be productive [achieve more in less time] Track Monitor track and Report Pure Solitude /emptiness /zero distraction or socialization. Deficiency, deprivation and toxicity Avoid..... Toxic Abundance Fulfillment Satisfaction Control and release [of emotions and desires in living an authentic life]

Different categories to work on. All these are brought together and the goals are based on these Health Personal development or PD Spirituality Philosophy Psychology Goal setting Productivity Love and relationships Self esteem Wealth Life blueprint Other signs Intimidation and threat and fear mongering and creating fear Temptation, luring Creating insecurities, making someone jealous. Making someone insecure. You become engulfed in what you create. If you create jealousy, jealousy will consume you. If you create lies, you will be consumed by your lies. Create good and you will be rewarded by being a part of the good you created. This is like karma. Take out time for yourself and focus in the moment. Taking out time for yourself helps you to unwind yourself and not get overwhelmed, burdened or emotionally drained by the stuff in your life. Everything is a part of your spiritual expression. So if you eat food, the food and the lifestyle and the physical condition of you reflects your spiritual energy, state and your spiritual investment into those things. The more you put your spirit into it, it will change and become matter. Energy influences matter. Also your work and your actions [karma, example your lies] is also a reflection of your spirit. If you go wrong with these and either your work or actions have caused harm then your spiritual expression has gone horribly wrong and you will either earn the fruits of good spiritual expression or suffer the consequences of a bad or unhealthy spiritual expression.. Religion enforces morality. Other signs Exxaggeration in the description of an event Infringement of privacy Controlling. Tells you what to do and what not to do. Praises you excessively. More than necessary Never disagrees. They are trying to impress you. But this act of impressing could be out of wanting a favor from you. Desperation. Acts very desperate for your attention. This person might have a second intention in mind. Misrepresentation of facts. Twisting the facts to fit the narrative. Emotional manipulation @d0ornokey true. I agree. I follow them a few at a time.

Different categories to work on. All these are brought together and the goals are based on these Health Personal development or PD Spirituality Philosophy Psychology Goal setting Productivity Love and relationships Self esteem Wealth Life blueprint

What to focus on 1?️. Goals Working on health issues " be yourself" live a completely authentic life To create and live the life you want. Live in love /live in universal love Live in love, beauty and intelligence Live in the moment. Make this one moment healthy and happy and beautiful and live this moment perfectly. Live in paradise Follow the life blueprint - key functions Goal board Create in the moment. Focus on blueprint functions in every moment implementation days, to goal system, phase system Flow tasks bridge situation appropriate urgent and context tasks Self criticism questionnaire - accountability buddy Breakthrough point Umbrella list Context tasks Grow spiritually in increments. Work on deficiency, toxicity, deprivation Work on self esteem issues Work on empowering, enabling, challenging Build the inner sanctum of happiness and strength 2.?️ Recognize and avoid abnormal behavior in those around you. 3. ?️Life blueprint key functions 4.?️be centered and experience contentment. 5. ?️Work on inner happiness 6. ?️A prayer for health, vitality, love, companionship, beauty, and prosperity 7. ?️Create anything you want 8. ?️Live in fullness. Remember the full glass example. 9. ?️Feel beautiful inside of you [to avoid sociopathic tendencies from forming.] 10 ?️prevent self sabotage by avoiding the following. You lose the flow of your life and feel self sabotage when Your emotional state of mind is very fragile and unhappy and dissatisfied and lacking positivity When you are not authentic in your living Work towards a positive happy contented emotional state. Live an authentic life. 11. Practice detachment 12. Spiritual Perception 13. Perceptual State of Awareness 14. Reach a new potential every day for the possibility of change. 15. called the power of acceptance, the power of embracing the lack, the power of letting go of the frustration and this power will come in life only when you tell yourself that it's completely ok to not have everything you want and to not have things your way. It is what it is. 16. Do not be cheap, means invest in yourself and treasure yourself and don't take yourself for granted. Value yourself. Follow steps from previous diary the present is not the future. 17. Shadow work, self criticism questionnaire, emotional state check. 18. Positive momentum, the recipe for success 19. How to connect with God. Various methods. 20 abundance mindset based affirmations and positive affirmations 21. Some factors required to get a flow in life : 1.Connection to self........ .........how authentic you are and to be yourself completely. No fakery, no dishonesty no pretending. Just true to yourself. 2.Gut instinct and intuition. Something you need to sharpen with time by being more innate, emotional and sensitive to how you feel about everything 3.Connection to the universe and God.- being in sync with what the universe wants you to do and how the universe wants you to be What is a flow A free flow or just flow means your life has a rhythm and it flows as you want, your needs are met, your frustration is less, it moves as you want, you feel a sense of power and control and there is less chaos, more stability and less chances of being sabotaged. 22. Spiritual growth. How to achieve it. 23. Self esteem lessons. 24. Do not be cheap, part 1,part 2,part 3. 25. Ado cards or advance outline 26. Being in tune with the universe 27. Positive engagement 28. 29. 30

The potential is more important than the outcome. When you hone the potential to the highest even though the desired outcome is not achieved,its ok, what is great is you could cultivate the possibility of change and reach a potential and always reaching the higher bar on your potential. Reaching a new potential every time. That's exciting. It's not necessary for things in life to be the way you want them to be, and that's completely fine and ok, thats called the power of acceptance, the power of embracing the lack, the power of letting go of the frustration and this power will come in life only when you tell yourself that it's completely ok to not have everything you want and to not have things your way. Life is not a butler that takes your orders. It is what it is and you just have to keep calm and going through all of it that you have to face and be mentally prepared to face the harsh realities of life. When you are good you attract the good and when you are bad you attract the bad. Other signs of manipulative behavior Bragging and boasting and making huge claims for the future which will turn out to be bogus eventually. Emotional blackmail by trying hard to invoke sympathy or emotion and make an emotional argument. To make you to do something on the basis of emotional blackmail. Banking on emotions to further your agenda is a propaganda based abuse. People who constantly try to show off how helpful kind and nice they are. They might as well be bogus. Something fishy about them. Divine intelligence and intuition and emotion Emotions can cloud judgement. They can block intuition and cause you to make wrong judgements. Emotions or being emotional makes you more susceptible to abuse and manipulation. Therefore emotional restraint is important.

Perceptual state of Awareness. PSA. Need intense visualization for this. Spiritual perception is like true clear crisp vision. You can see through anything. You become the know it all. It's the purest form of awareness and great perceptual power. Your intuition is strongest when your spiritual perception is strong. It's very intuitive and natural, like a compass that guides you about everything. What's your current perceptual state of Awareness? It's negative, upset, bored and unmotivated. Practice detachment from the bad state of reality. Detachment helps control frustration. However it should not mean you are disconnected and not working on your situations. You shouldn't be like an unmotivated zombie just living life and not concerned about opportunities or failures or problems. No. Learn to focus and work on solutions but do not get over consumed by the nature of your inadequacies or your bad conditions. Learn to not get impacted by life's problems or people's behaviors but also positively motivate yourself to make things as much better as possible. Detachment is like liberation and it sets you free from self pity. Also it makes you less vulnerable to all the frailties of life and being a human. It lessens the severity of the hurt, pain, stress and frustration or lack that you been feeling inside. You don't think too much about it. You learn to let go and you take on life happily, not too seriously but at the same time you understand that you need to work to resolve your issues and not leave them unresolved. It brings an immediate sense of calm and peace and a feeling of cheer. It feels like everything is fine. What do I really enjoy? A great evening at the beach Travel and going hiking, swimming, scuba diving, drinking wine or champagne at the beach, having a pet, sitting in a hotel room, playing at the beach, smoking weed or psychedelics, playing with animals, visiting animal shelters, wearing a sexy dress, playing guitar, reading a book, sun tanning, eating exotic food, drinking juices, enjoying good food, dancing, listening to music, going to church, studying the Bible, going on a retreat, cook something really good, learn a foreign language, go to Tibet to study meditation, going to exotic places, relaxing in a hot tub with wine, and sipping tea, sitting in a boat, enjoying room service at an expensive hotel, collecting fine China and making a small cutlery collection, romantic dinner, foot massage, nice spa massage,

To be a good and happy frame of mind, it's a battle or a struggle Stress, confusion, constant arguments or fights, frustration, dissatisfaction can lead to depression and lack of motivation and emptiness. Negativity on social media and in people is extremely damaging. Avoid it. -- 1 - - - - - - - - - . Signs of normal and abnormal behavior Normal behavior The person gets angry and agitated and irritated and frustrated and furious sometimes A person who doesnt get furious or angry. Big red flag The person apologizes and says sorry and admit that he or she is wrong. They come clean and tell what wrong they did The person gets upset and depressed or feel emotional The person tries to clarify a situation and hears out your defense or side and tries to dissipate or resolve the misunderstanding that they may be having about you. If they don't give you a chance to defend then they probably know that you are not wrong but they are only interested in Gaslighting and blaming you to feed their Narcissistic ego and vanity Another red flag is Charisma. If they are charismatic like cult leaders and most people like them and they usually get along fine with everyone. Means they are good at manipulatiing and brainwashing. The person feels affected when you're not doing good and snow concern and also reflect this concern in their actions. They try to get along with you rather than contradicting everything you say. They do not trivialize your problems and make it look like you are just whining for nothing. They take your problem seriously They do not infantilize by showing that you are just incapable of something and they are better. They are grateful if you help and they show it and feel grateful rather than being dismissive about it. They gift you what you need. Good gifts but not outlandish. Big show of power, control and domination and favor They are totally unaffected when they are attacked. Huge red flag They carry a victim mindset. Huge red flag. Trying to constantly guilt trip you. You feel confused when you are attacked or blamed. That means you didn't do anything wrong. A sense of confusion is the biggest red flag that that person is trying to bring you down or is a silent bully. Gaslighting If it doesn't look right, then it probably isn't right. Golden rule. Holding grudge for more time than necessary. Big red flag. They want the despair and confusion to continue. They want you to feel guilty for maximum amount of time. Drama queens. They don't wanna let go. They feed on the drama. They do not alienate you from your family Constantly reminding you how much they helped you. They want to assert favor. The person is more reclusive and does not seek social attention. More nerdy type. Perfectly normal. The abnormal craves excessive social attention And maintaining social image by fake humanitarianism Extra polite. Trying to make you feel home and extraordinarily friendly. Very fishy and manipulative, obviously this behavior is on purpose and with the hidden intention to gain your trust. Another boasting about how nice or kind or awesome they are or mentioning that others have always praised them for being good. Narcissistic red flag. No humility and very self serving. They don't appreciate or praise you enough. They are always late to do it or unwilling to praise you. Narcissistic ego. If they don't show any possessiveness or obsession with you. If you have a conversation, you feel good and uplifted and positive later. Good sign If you emerge from the conversation with them feeling guilty , hurt, blamed, attacked, guilt tripped, painful, negative,, depressed, mad, upset all signs that the other person is manipulative, psychopathic, abusive and narcissistic Starters and Avoidance. Abusive bullying nagging harassing manipulative sociopathic people start the drama, they are shit starters. They start the fire. The other sign is they don't put effort to avoid you. Rather it seems they are just looking for trouble. They are not actively avoiding inspite of being told to avoid. Those who avoid do not have intentions to bully and those who are into bullying others will not avoid because harassing you is their plan. Constantly trying to attract attention and draw or generate sympathy. Biggest sign of narrcissism and manipulation Another red flag is vague talk. When a person says a lot, too many words, but it all looks jumbled and doesn't make sense or logic or any coherent pattern. This could be a strategy to fool and mislead the listener. Such manipulative behavior is seen in persons who try to lecture too much and refrain from getting to the point because they just don't want to come to the point since they know that the point will make the listener furious. They try to mix it up so that the listener remains confused and does not raise questions or objections or even says yes to the request or argument presented, in other words the listener agrees out of confusion. The attempt to deliberately confuse the other person and not let them clearly understand the situation is a huge sign of manipulation. You have to force them to come to the point. So also fast talk. Fast talk is a method used to confuse the other person. It can also be a method to make the listener tired and get him to submit out of tiredness. Tell the person to cut the shit. In case you say that you do not understand clearly, they abruptly try to end the conversation by telling you that you are too impatient or not a good listener or they can't have enough patience to explain you or you are too dumb to understand, all in all they avoid explaining and giving you clarity knowing full well that you did not understand anything and that you need a clarification, but their objective was never to resolve or clarify but to confuse you. Clarity versus implications. The person uses a lot of metaphorical language or too much sarcasm or bad humor. Uses humor to express their resentment. All signs of either manipulation or very complicated mentality. Sign of Narcissistic behavior. Too much sarcasm can be a sign of bitterness and even jealousy or bitchiness. If you are not able to understand clearly what they are trying to say but you are hit later with the realization of what the words meant or implied, by no means that person is pure hearted or simple minded, instead they are a smart-ass manipulative and too testy. They are trying to secretly test whether you catch the hidden message or they want to gage/test your level of smartness or understanding capacity just to see how much they can get away with without you catching them.if they realize that you are too stupid or naive and don't understand the metaphorical language or you didn't catch what is being implied then that way they are safe even if they happened to accidentally blurt out a truth they didn't want to reveal and commited a faux past. They won't have to worry about being accidentally inappropriate. Jumping to premature conclusions could either be a sign of asshole behavior or foolishness, too ego protective behavior, or impatience or one form of gaslighting by trying to imply to you that you were already wrong or you were going to be wrong anyway, it's just that they found it before it even happened which means they are smarter, all you have to do is agree to their premature conclusion. Such persons assume a lot beforehand without adequate information. Another sign is if they rapidly change the topic of conversation and shift your focus and distract you so that an important point gets missed or you forget to ask something in the process. This way they remain safe. This is also done if they want to avoid confronting a truth or telling you the truth thus they can be free of the obligation of having to explain you something or make a clear stand or statement. This is a perfect diplomatic move. They might even avoid a question and this is also similar to changing or switching the topic. Context is important. Understand that any behavior should always be judged in terms of context like situations, age, gender, mental state, need, diplomacy, trivialities, location, past, reactions, emotional state, physical health, previous record of conduct or behavior, intention, purpose, and sometimes a person might lie for specific reasons. Judging a person's behavior without context is like comparing oranges and apples and saying they are same because they both are fruits. Pointing hypocrisy is a different thing when hypocrisy is obviously visible or existent but judging without context is nothing but demonization and victim shaming and finger pointing. Another sign is how you feel after the interaction or conversation. If you feel that you have been feeling great uplifted, warmed up, loved and you feel your energy flowing after the interactions then most likely that person is good for you and is most probably is not toxic. But if your energy is drained after interacting with them each time, it's a sign that person is toxic unless it's you who is causing the drama all of the times. Study that person's thinking, mentality, heart, psychology, moral base, character, value system and this is not judging, this is studying and only after studying choose to associate with them. Do not take yourself so much for granted or do not cheapen yourself so much, do not lower your standards so much or do not compromise so much with yourself that you will associate with anyone. Without setting a benchmark. If you settle for less you will get less. And please do not think or have the fear of what others might think of you. They may say that you are too stuck up or high up your ass or arrogant but it doesn't matter, who are they to judge you anyway, and just to seek their validation or approval you do not have to lower yourself or give in to the pressure or compromise with your comfort level and values. You have to ask yourself the question, "are you going to stoop down to that level to seek approval or to fit into a crowd." then where is basic self respect and dignity. You do not need to devalue yourself. You should not have to accept something disgusting just because you want to fit in or not appear racist. It's your personal freedom to choose what you want. At the end of the day you have some basic worth whether you think you are a loser or not. Self righteousness. If you have been in a close relationship with a self righteous person for the longest time then you will end up with very low self esteem, self doubt and zero self respect or wounded ego because self righteous knowingly or unknowingly end up Gaslighting you and as a result you suffer huge self worth issues or insecurity. 5 biggest signs 1.Anger. Good sign 2. Confusion. Red flag 3. Apologetic. Good sign 4. Clarification or a chance for defense. Good sign 5. Constant contradiction. Bad sign. 6. Avoidance. Biggest red flag. If they don't like you they will avoid you. If they don't avoid you then they have an agenda to bully you. A person who is good says, "stop, please," "don't harass me" "I don't wanna talk to you" "don't take my name" "stop talking about me" "go away" " you started it" 7. Silence and Avoidance. If the other person is such a victim as they claim, then either they will be silent and avoid interacting with the bully or they will just avoid. The party that remains silent and avoids interaction and expresses clear intent to avoid any sort of communication is the good party whereas the one that doesn't avoid and doesn't keep quiet and keeps going on with their victim claims is the real bully. In this case they are using reverse bullying technique or tactic in which they purposely create an opportunity [even when they can clearly choose to avoid] for interaction and subsequent fight and eventually play the victim. In other words they are just looking for a chance to play victim. Real victims avoid whereas fake victims do not avoid.. This is victim playing reverse bullying and they will do this every day like a smear campaign in order to destroy your presence and make you to look like a bad person so that you get outcast or isolated or targeted or canceled or rejected or ostracized or fall out of favor Cause of evil, deficiency, deprivation, a scarcity mentality, money,greed, insecurity and ego, mental illness[criminally insane] , false pride and conceit and a sense of entitlement and coddling, misery and suffering, repression and perversion, abuse of power, money and lack of spirituality, lack of ability to love or feel empathy. : grandiosity, callous and unemotional traits, disregard for others' feelings, excessive need for admiration, or social isolation. Good self esteem or healthy self esteem is not Narcissistic but it is just the absence of low self esteem behaviors and just plain and normal and humble and simple not grandiose or entitled or excessive need for praise and echo chamber. They are ok if they are not popular or not liked. They don't constantly put themselves out there, they are not self obsessed, everything is not about them, they don't crave to be the center of attention, they let their work talk, they don't constantly only about themselves, they don't obsessively inject their identity into everything, they show maturity and they don't make it look like its special because they did it, grand delusions, they don't draw focus only to themselves and take the focus off everything else.,they easily get offended if they don't get attention That which is abnormal is going to stand out and look different and unique and it is celebrated and glorified when it shouldn't be. But that which is normal, plain and simple is immediately admonished or ignored just because it doesn't attract attention and it doesn't stimulate therefore its considered uninteresting but ordinary is normal and therefore actually more worth than anything. Normal should be celebrated and not abnormal. Social Darwinism is responsible for elimination of simple, pure and good people and is also responsible for the outnumbering or mushrooming of all the Narcissistic nasty, attention grabbing and perverted, greedy, savvy, the mean, the bullying kind, the overly sexual because they hit the dating market first this causes the society to become decadent and morally bankrupt and disgusting and hedonistic over time. They easily feel offended even when something offensive was not said. They hate anything superior to them.. They praise that which is inferior. They choose a comfort zone below them because that their ego is safe. Any person who stresses you out especially over little things is toxic. Different communities have different value systems so they are all same in terms of basic respect but they are not the same on the value plane. Now some people have insecurities in them. That's causes them to hate or avoid those that are better than them because they feel threatened, insecure and they feel their ego is in danger. They feel that their self esteem will be demolished by someone that appears better than them or has better skills. To avoid feeling bad for themselves they prefer to associate themselves with those that have low value systems but do not realize the dangers of such association and the possible degradatin and compromise of their own values. It's ok to avoid those that seem a threat to your self esteem but it's not ok to compromise and associate with that which is lower just to feel good. That's degradation.

You lose the flow of your life and feel self sabotage when Your emotional state of mind is very fragile and unhappy and dissatisfied and lacking positivity When you are not authentic in your living Feel the Beauty inside of you. Because if you don't, it results into conflict and insecurities and hate and sociopathic behavior and combative behavior and bitterness. It's toxic. Your own jealousy and frustration and dissatisfaction starts to consume you. It's like eating poison. So feel beautiful and live in beauty and abundance and a positive state of mind or live in Positivity. Live in love and happiness and fullness. If your emotional state of mind is like an half empty glass, it's not going to work, live in fullness and not in emptiness.

Goals Working on health issues " be yourself" live a completely authentic life To create and live the life you want. Live in love /live in universal love Live in love, beauty and intelligence Live in the moment. Make this one moment healthy and happy and beautiful and live this moment perfectly. Live in paradise Follow the life blueprint - key functions Goal board Create in the moment. Focus on blueprint functions in every moment implementation days, to goal system, phase system Flow tasks bridge situation appropriate urgent and context tasks Self criticism questionnaire - accountability buddy Breakthrough point Umbrella list Context tasks Grow spiritually in increments. Work on deficiency, toxicity, deprivation Work on self esteem issues Work on empowering, enabling, challenging Build the inner sanctum of happiness and strength

August 11.implementation day - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - God bless the weak. God bless the fallen. God bless the impoverished and the uncared We need a stronger spiritual force in this world to overcome evil and misery. There is so much chaos and entropy in the world because we do not lead spiritual lives. We lead materialistic existence with greed and self indulgence and narcissism and deprivation. If we live spiritually, the spiritual nature of things will inspire the physical nature of things. Things will take form depending on our thoughts in our consciousness. If we are full of love and bliss, we will create that in reality. Our thoughts and intentions will take shape in reality and those intentions will express themselves. You reap as you sow. You can create beauty, balance, freedom, peace, bliss, love and you can create anything you want. The power lies within you. If there is something lacking, that can be filled, if there is something hurting you, that can be changed. If there is something frustrating you then that can be changed.. Let the power of love and spirituality work through life and show what it can do. Anything is possible. Everything is possible. You just have to believe. The only thing you have to do is change your mind. We have a very small heart or we are close hearted or narrow in our hearts that's why we only like or appreciate that which is perfect and we get tired of even that. It takes a big heart to appreciate that which is imperfect. - - - - -tevnt - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - A prayer for health, vitality, love, companionship, beauty, and prosperity. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - If you want a change in life then bring a change in consciousness. A change in global consciousness brings a change in the world - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Live healthy Live in love Live in bliss Live in spirituality Live in abundance Live like a child. Live free - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - as long as you have external sources of happiness you'll be unhappy and constantly encounter disappointment. Because external sources are temporary and can change anytime. It's important to have an inner state of sanity, an inner sanctum where you can be yourself and be happy, fulfilled and strong so what happens is, the change in your circumstances and conditions and external sources of happiness does not bring a huge shift in your state of mind or internal happiness. You more or less remain unimpacted. It doesn't disturb your inner peace that much. It does not mean to completely give up external sources of happiness, but rather to rely less on them. If you rely on them too much then you give those external sources and conditions power over you. So you can only use them to complement or supplement your basal happiness. But your core happiness should have an inner source. Work on your inner happiness and build it gradually. So when the external source is dead, you're still unaffected and you carry on or transition smoothly. You can call it inner source, inner sanctum or inner column of strength and happiness. Work on building the inner column and that way you will be more immune to external conditions and also life and the nature of your life or existence will have the least impact on your state of mind and health and self esteem. This means that even if your life is shitty, you would continue to remain happy and be less impacted by the ups and downs of life. You would also be less obsessed with life. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Goals Working on health issues " be yourself" live a completely authentic life To create and live the life you want. Live in love /live in universal love Live in paradise Follow the life blueprint - key functions Goal board Create in the moment. Focus on blueprint functions in every moment implementation days, to goal system, phase system Flow tasks bridge situation appropriate urgent and context tasks Self criticism questionnaire - accountability buddy Breakthrough point Umbrella list Context tasks Grow spiritually in increments. Work on deficiency, toxicity, deprivation Work on self esteem issues Work on empowering, enabling, challenging Build the inner sanctum of happiness and strength - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

I'm trying to focus on a method that helps me to be centered and experience bliss and contentment. This will need extreme Visualization

Need to check the other bill.

I want to live in a warm little tent lol, really cozy, with fluffy blankets that protect from cold.