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Need to write down my formats and start working on them soon.

When you already reached a point of awareness and maturity, there's not much figuring out left to do. You reach a bar or a benchmark and it doesn't go further than that. It's like you have explored all the lands and there's nothing left to explore and then life becomes mute and boring. Stagnation or maxing out stage has reached. I will call it the saturation point. You get too logical, too practical, too grounded, basically everything is quite clear, clear as day. Nothing more to know or see. I observe this in him. He has surely reached that and realized humanity is shit. He has been a wonderful steady influence and a huge mental booster. That's like a shining star in my dark clouds. Glad it all happened. Perfect. He is another feather in my cap. Also he is just enjoying football, when the hell is gonna go check the post office for the.... Damn mail!!! Maybe this time too he won't be getting it. Shit sucks.

Today is 17 September 2018. Finally everything crystallizing to something good. My brain has definitely grown in leaps. That's good news. I still have tons of growing up to do. When you love me, I feel better. The new consciousness model fits perfectly with my assumptions and thought process. I can finally begin work on it. This is the effort of past 3 years. It shouldn't have taken this long but I had lot of shit to do and things weren't coming easy to my head. Also because I am possibly more naive than I believed before. But better late than never. The one thing I will need to do is be more conscious about the different traps of consciousness. Not fall into any of those and keep myself out of those as much as possible. At any moment you could be either in a trap or attracting a trap for the next moment. One way to beat it would be have more awareness. Higher awareness will easily help in defeating a trap from conquering your mind. Higher awareness can be achieved by meditation and also a host of other practices as well. Will need to look into those. So far so good. Came a long way this year but don't regret it one bit. Helped a lot like tons in realizing the whole shit of life. Now I can finally move on. I will need to make 3 separate registers. There are a couple of techniques that I wil have to follow. I will call them formats So I will have to follow some formats Formats will be written later in the messg. Right now I have, let me see, I don't remember, maybe 3 or 4 specific formats. I will make it a point to follow them strictly.

Finally it feels so good.

Today is a profound realization day. So celebrate 14 September I'm finally leaving him after much thought. I have understood everything and it's not good news. I'm giving up. He is no good. This is finally final. I'm done. I have nothing to do with him anymore.

A merger between thought, word, emotion,intention, attention,visualization quality, and action is what influences the consciousness. This merger can be called the consciousness precursor complex Consciousness precursor complex = thought[random spontaneous thought or a belief] word + emotion + intention + attention+Visualization + quality + action Traps of consciousness Focus [negative] You are focused on the negative Creation [negative] You are creating a bundle of lies Awareness [negative] You are not insufficiently aware. Intention [negative] You are having the wrong intentions Manipulation ~wrong belief . [negative] Manipulating others and getting manipulated.. Self delusion or self deception. Deception of others. An excellent example of this is faith healing Worngful activation of the consciousness results into wrong result or Unfavorable result. Wrongful activation of consciousness - -——————> bad result. Right activation of the consciousness ——————> good result. This is like karma When there is wrong activation of the consciousness the red consciousness lights up in the consciousness cloud. When there is right activation of the consciousness the blue Consciousness lights up in the consciousness cloud. In the omega diagram, the upper portion represents the blue Consciousness and the lower parts represents the red consciousness. the blue Consciousness represents both the mutable and the immutable aspects of the blue Consciousness whereas the red consciousness represents the mutable and the immutable aspects of the red consciousness. Blue Consciousness is healthy consciousness. Red consciousness is unhealthy consciousness. The immutable parts of consciousness For blue consciousness it will be a healthy body. For red consciousness it will be an unhealthy body Chakra and turquoise or stage orange correlation. AND Reiki healing. Consciousness precursor complex elements are associated with different chakras. Thought - crown ( mental energy ) Word - throat Chakra (energy of chant or sound ) Emotion - heart or spirit (spiritual and emotional energy, the highest ) Intention - third eye (mental energy ) Attention - third eye (mental energy ) Visualization - crown and third eye (mental energy ) Quality - lower Chakra or solar plexus (physical energy ) action - sacral Chakra (physical energy ) So in a way working on all the chakra actually means working on different precursor elements to fine tune them so they positively contribute to the consciousness and activate more of the blue Consciousness each time they are involved in something. Every moment you are giving into some or other trap of consciousness. Without being aware or realizing it. Therefore awareness is so important. Raising awareness should be first on the list of consciousness practices. When you are aware you can spot yourself making those mistakes Spirituality practices and consciousness practices combined 1. Raising spiritual energy 2 calming spiritual energy 3 balancing the spiritual energy through raising and calming Through prayer and thus pushing your spiritual will power. Decreasing it is by meditation, calming your desires and intense emotions and by liberating yourself from it temporarily by detachment. Even by using emotional freedom and emotional intelligence techniques 4 working on different chakras or precursor elements of the consciousness precursor complex 5. Avoiding the traps of consciousness.. They are like holes in the consciousness matrix. You can fall in those holes. 6. Contemplation and insight work to unlock divine intelligence and unlock knowledge and wisdom or the ultimate navigation vehicle through the guide. If consciousness is like a reservoir of treasure then intelligence is like a key to open it. Consciousness is like a book written in some foreign language and intelligence is the language necessary to read it. Contemplation is the process that activates this key necessary to open the treasure guide of consciousness. Contemplation and insight work is needed to sharpen the intelligence in order to understand and access the knowledge shown by the consciousness. Any intelligence that understands and processes and goes hand in hand or in sync with the consciousness is divine intelligence. So your effort in cultivating intelligence through contemplation is actually causing your intelligence to be fine tuned and crystallized or aligned to the divine intelligence. 7. Raising awareness

Hermetic Principles and Reiki healing. --- - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - The structure The divine intelligence is at the top, the red mark. A part of it is given to all creatures including humans so we can make basic rational decisions. Therefore there is intelligent design in every creature. The God consciousness is shown as a blue spot in the consciousness matrix. It's fully blue. There is no red in it. The lower portion is the human consciousness which is comprised of both red and blue regions activated. There are all the chakra points in the body. The spirit is a ball of energy like a smoke, lodged inside the heart and is the source of spiritual energy and emotional energy and emotions. All your thoughts, emotions, words, actions intentions, contribute to the consciousness above you helping you to align with the God consciousness and divine intelligence depending on how much effort you put towards cultivating a blue Consciousness. A pure red consciousness will lead to destruction. We are on the middle of the spectrum with some red portions and some blue portions. We do good and bad at different points in our lives. This consciousness matrix also has trap holes in it that need to be avoided. They are created by the nature of the human mind and the environment around us.

4 charges Charge your soul. Raising your spiritual energy Charge your consciousness Charge your body with breakfast. And exercise Charge your intellect with life research and how to escape the maze that Leo talks about Opening phase, 4 charges in the morning Discussion time and report time Prep talk and Ado cards 1st is prep talk. Then phases and ado cards. Then paper fold memo. Submitting daily story or account. Daily account log on swan site. Clicker points along the way.

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Reminder set for hermetic principles The law of belief Law of attraction Law of focus Law of attention Law of creativity Law of acceptance Law of emotion and thought Law of vibration Law of blue Consciousness Law of one consciousness Law of cause and effect. I.e karma Law of logic Law of concentration of energy Law of feminine energy Law of masculine energy Law of prayer Law of intention Law of creation of thought and emotion Law of immutable Law of ultimate objective

Energy fields of consciousness and which emotions or qualities bring more energy in consciousness Your mind will do what you tell it It does the things you want. It really is your slave. So you need to be a kind loving caring master. The law of belief Law of attraction Law of focus Law of attention Law of creativity Law of acceptance Law of emotion and thought Law of vibration Law of blue Consciousness Law of one consciousness Law of cause and effect. I.e karma Law of logic Law of concentration of energy Law of feminine energy Law of masculine energy Law of prayer Law of intention Law of creation of thought and emotion Law of immutable Law of ultimate objective Law of value Law of Positivity Law of resistance Law of concentration of consciousness Law of expansion of consciousness

Energy fields of consciousness and which emotions or qualities bring more energy in consciousness

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Value your life and your well being. Focus on your well being. Now sow that into the consciousness. The video perfectly complements my thought. Perfect start for the day. What an awesome way. There are 3 types of consciousness General or local consciousness. It's the developing or formative consciousness which is the every day consciousness Innate or subconsciousness which is developed over the years since childhood. It is still developing and forming bigger until is replaced. It is like a blueprint Emotional consciousness. Inspired by instincts in childhood, upbringing by parents and guardians, love and friendships, this has the highest spiritual energy associated with it. It influences the spirit entity. This is the heart center. This could also be influenced by genetics or biology. Race, gender, genetics, biology, these topics are very important but difficult. These are the immutable factors The immutable is the physical aspect, the root Chakra and the mutable is the changeable aspect like the mind, thoughts, emotions, consciousness or the crown Chakra. Now focus should be on both. Composite consciousness - this is formed by the collection of all the three together.. This is your overall consciousness.

Profound It's all about the nature of the thought and the accumulation of it. In other words what you plant in your consciousness manifests at some point. Exactly what I was thinking of yesterday. What you sow in your consciousness reaps itself later. How you grow your consciousness is important.

Today was an important fascinating brilliant profound realization. Yet again. Wonderful insight I need to celebrate this. I said before that the voice of the entity is going to give only one message,-value your life. Ironic because a spirit should not say that. But the spirit knows that our monkey mind plays emotional blackmail and guilt trip tricks. Physical realm goals and subjective passions Move from bottom to top in order of priority. Self Actualization is attained at the top but wouldn't make sense if the bottom is not worked on.

As much as you can do, try to focus first on the objective part and make it work out for yourself and then maybe move over to the manifestation part and make it happen gradually and slowly devoting a certain amount of yourself to it, not losing yourself in the way and seeing that it maybe be possible to manifest it one day. So first objectivity and then subjectivity It boils down to this. First work towards your basic goals in the Maslow hierarchy and then work towards your spiritual or consciousness goals which can be called self Actualization. First comes objective goals and then comes manifestation goals.do not take for granted what you have and just focus on what you don't. What you don't have can be achieved later. So focus on those in a way that won't get toxic Because we always attach strong emotions to what we don't have since we get depressed we forget to enjoy or appreciate that which we have. Sometimes you have to understand that life is more precious than the reward you are seeking in life. This is where the physical objective realm becomes suddenly more poignant and important than the emotionally charged subjective spiritual realm. This is where basic life becomes more important and meaningful than simply vainly chasing dreams just because a negative emotion connected to it is controlling all of you. You feel that the reward is important just because you didn't have it. In the bigger picture this will look insane and the reward might even look ridiculous and tragic.. Sometimes life is important sometimes the reward is important. So once again it comes back to two things, "value your life" or "value your purpose". Or value your reward It's upto you to choose which one is wiser.. But obviously value your life makes much more sense because reward can be had, purpose could have been achieved but life willl never come back. So yes value your life and value the moment. It does not mean that you should stop chasing dreams but that you should not lose yourself or your life while chasing them. Maybe those dreams, those rewards, those purposes or passions were only made to appear important in your head because your mind was tricking you all along and maybe in the bigger picture they are all not that important. Maybe your life is even much bigger than that reward, goal or purpose you are chasing. Your well being is more important than the chocolate. Your well being is more important than any reward, desire, and the frustration and despair of not being able to fulfill it. Too often this well being is sacrificed for the despair and distress resulting from constantly reminding the self of how miserable it is without the desires being fulfilled. Fulfilling these desires will obviously make one happy. So also liberation from these desires of the consciousness will bring happiness as well as peace. We only focus on fulfillment and not on liberation.

So what's the solution. The consciousness is the lava that erupts and spreads. The fire is the spirit constantly burning brightly. Now the knife can be good or bad but it's a knife. A tool or an instrument which by its very nature is neither good nor bad but neutral. Consciousness is a jar of cookies. Both good ones and the bad tasting ones. What I call or deem as spiritual nature of things and therefore spiritual conflict is not spiritual conflict at all. It's a conflict of consciousness. It's more about who's right or who's wrong. Some of this lava is good and some is destructive Some portions of it are bright orange and others are a cool azure. What is good for survival should be restored and the rest should be thrown out like you throw away waste or redundant. Is their a greater goal. Sure why not. That's what takes consciousness to a superior level Sometimes goals are greater than survival. Because it makes sense in the form of purpose. There is a goal and there is purpose. Goal is a straight line and purpose is a winded path. Goal needs no explanation whereas purpose needs justification. Purpose has significance sometimes far greater than ordinary goals And comes sacrifice. Like immolation or oblation. The cause has great significance for the consciousness and therefore the spirit is attached to it. It's difficult to let go to the point that it can even be toxic to the condition of the person. Should it be pursued or dropped. Here the price is important. Sure enough if it's easy then why not. But if the price is too high reassess the utility of the whole endeavor. Emotions can drive anyone crazy. It's a hamster on an emotional wheel. Such attachment of the spirit is almost demonic. Better way is to be wise. Obviously work hard and invest fully if the purpose is worth fighting for. If not, quiten this emotional voice, it's better to be safe than sorry. If it aligns with the goal of existence then it's a win win situation. If it doesn't its tricky and complicated. If it's not that great then it surely is futile and worthless. Emotion spent in vain. This is a lose lose situation. Why to use the knife to cut something and regret later. It's not the fault of the knife. Such desires can be called pursuits. The pursuits of the consciousness. Healthy pursuits are aligned to existence. There are others that will sacrifice but they are bigger causes so its ok But there are those that are time wasters. It's like if you are going to use the knife to cut, then cut something good. It's destructive nature was used for something good. So even if something is a weapon, it is still used for the ultimate good. The physical then becomes the opportunity cost for the spiritual or concsiousness. Or the mental Usually under normal circumstances the spiritual should align with the physical but when it's worth fighting for and the reward is better , the physical can switch and try to supplement the spirit in attaining and fulfilling the purpose. So in most cases it should be "value your life" But in some cases its all the worth to say, "value your purpose" It's a classic conflict between existence and purpose. It's nice if they get along and are easier. It's tougher and sometimes unwise if they are not getting along and only one needs to be chosen out of the two. In that case it's more or less like sacrifice. Only that this sacrifice should be really worth it. Otherwise it's a recipe for a useless adventure. It's another unhealthy pursuit. It's all about priorities. If the end result of the purpose is a honorable cause, it's worth it. Because sometimes certain things are just very important. It can't be called stupid. It can only be called ethically complicated But if it's something not extraordinary or just very plain or dumb, then it's definitely not worth it and is completely stupid. If it's a moral purpose like saving someone, then yes, it's not stupid. But if it's a passion then passion can be both good or destructive Also passion can be absolute insanity or stupidity if it's not going to create a masterpiece or if it is something that is actually ordinary and nothing that great. Or if it has zero market value and makes you look like a blubber, a hamster on the wheel tricked by copious amount of enthusiasm taking the hamster straight to disappointment and failure. All goals, passions and purposes arise in the consciousness filter free. It's we who give energy to them. This whole discussion is a classic battle between to live for the kidneys or to live for the heart I can say that energy flows wherever you put it. It flows back and forth between the consciousness and the physical realm. When you put it to the physical realm then the consciousness supports the nature and the needs of the physical realm. When you focus this energy on the passions of the consciousness, then your physical realm will focus more and more on what you want and try to manifest it into reality. More like the law of attraction. However it's important to know that whatever you want is also worth manifesting into reality or if it is just a cheap goal Both consciousness and the physical realm support each other through the diversion or flow of energy in either direction wherever you let this energy flow. It's like a dance between the ground and the air, the ground representing reality and the objective nature of things and the air representing the dreamy state of idealism The key here will be balance. Nothing is wrong or right here . So don't be too judgemental. It's absolutely fine to focus more on the physical realm and nothing selfish about it It's absolutely fine to work on the consciousness too if you think your desire is absolutely essential and worth achieving or manifesting. It shouldn't be cheap Even if you think it's essential maybe your mind is tricking you into believing that. But be careful. Desires can be like huge waves or tides. Sometimes they can give you a rush of feeling and happiness if you surf safely on them, sometimes they can destroy you if they overpower you. When they are fulfilled and they are essential they are good otherwise they are just fooling you and sort of blackmailing you into giving in and lose yourself. If not fulfilled they can be very distressing. Let not your emotions destroy your sanity. Let it not become so disproportionate that you give all your power to it so much that you can't live without it or see any joy in basic living You can sometimes let it go if it is going to wreck havoc in your life. Don't let it control you so much that you will lose everything for it and there will be nothing really worthwhile to gain or nothing to gain at all. Even if you gained you possibly lost too much for too little.

Consciousness is different from spirituality though. Spirituality is all energy balance. Whereas consciousness is totally different. Spirituality is what gives emotion to consciousness. Consciousness is what the mind wants. It's a factorof the mind. The mind is not supported by the body or physical realm. It has its own. However if the physical is not attuned to the mind, it's a conflict and dissatisfaction. But if the mind is ready for something beyond, should it settle for the physical.? I guess the mind can be it's own thing, a deus ex machina. It can be a solution or a problem. It can align to a strategic goal to survive an environment or it can reinvent to overthrow barriers. So should it subdue its desires and streamline to a mundane existence. Or gallop into a rising Phoenix. And make happen that which is impossible. It depends. It should be ready for both. That's the strategy. Consciouness is the core system. Guided and enforced by spirituality of course. When the consciousness aligns, it's a pacifism. When it emerges heroic, it's a creation of something new. Spirituality is just a fuel. Without resistance there is no change. Without change there is nothing but stagnation. Also something that is ever changing is unstable and chaotic. Consciousness is like a voice then. The physical is the real and the static. The spiritual is the fuel. The consciousness is a guide.

What you put into your conciousness is what the result is. It's all about that. You reap what you sow. You plant peace then you will get peace. The ultimate outcome is what was supposed to happen. A result. The law is followed. Nothing outsmarts it.

Only death brings peace.

I had a few bad experiences with crystals. I'm wary of buying more now. Had a collection of crystals that I threw out. Read or watch a documentary about Crystal skulls from the skulls. Although most are fake, I believe there must be one which is real. They tend to store electrical energy I guess which make them perfect for storing any negative energy. Recently I read about the dybbuk box and it seems like objects do store a lot of energy of their owners. At this point, I would rather just stay away from all sort of crystals.