Preety_India

Salvation is such a beautiful feeling. When I think of God it feels like peace, pure love, pure Bliss, freedom and fulfillment.

I don't know how to put this. I'm annoyed. I don't want people to discuss on my journal and their bullshit opinions. Don't need any suggestions. Please keep it to yourself. That would be kind of you. I don't take any liking to constant interference. It's annoying as hell. Do not distract me please.

Is live in God. Live like God. Living in God means being fully surrendered and to live like how God wanted us to live as people. Also to have full faith without doubt and to fully immerse ourselves in God's care and qualities. Live in God as though God will handle everything and leave unto him. Living in God also means living a spiritual life, to surround yourself with God, just as living an organic life would mean surrounding yourself with nature. Live like God means becoming more and more like God. Embody him and reflect his virtues.

There is always a heavy Christian influence.

Believable preachers ? Joshua Chavez Servus.christi ? Paul Washer heart cry mission. ? Justin Peters ? Grace to you ministries ?John Macarthur of grace church ? Billy Graham

I'm a born again Christian who has forsaken the world and all its lies and deceptions.

August 3 Grace 5 Spiritual Home. ? Prayer service ? Reflection service ? Grace. Receiving grace ? Guidance ? Connection.. Divine connection. Daily service. ? Community services ? Charity ? Physical healing ? Atonement healing ?Resonance ? Meditation and contemplation ?Institutional help ? Your struggle ? The path ? Worship service ? Discernment ? Growing in God service. Daily sessions. ? Grace service ? Salvation - a feeling of security, peace, serenity and fulfillment. Like you found home at last ? Resources

? Prayer service ? Reflection service ? Grace. Receiving grace ? Guidance service ? Connection.. Divine connection. Daily service. ? Healing service ? Resonance ? Worship service ? Growing in God service. Daily sessions. ? Grace service Receiving grace is of 2 types ? Receiving daily grace ? Receiving grace for the first time. Accepting God as a savior. First prayer.

? Showing grace 1 Effortless flow through life ? Showing grace 2 Bring honour. ?Showing grace 3 To show civility,gentility,modesty ?Showing grace 4 To show Openness and generosity To show abundance ?Showing grace 5 To show endurance, patience and courage and acceptance and acknowledgement. Showing the other cheek. ?Showing grace 6 To show the blessed nature of the spirit. To live by grace. To be blessed Be anointed. ?Showing grace 7 To live in grace. To live in God's provision. ?Showing grace 8 To live through grace To be forgiven in Atonement by God's grace ?Showing grace 9 To accept grace. To come to God and cultivate this quality. Through your first prayer. And to show renewed strength and faith despite trials and setbacks. ? Showing grace 10 By showing humility and praising God. By silencing the ego and understanding the greatness of the universe and God. ?Showing grace 11 By showing fortitude and resilience ?Showing grace 12 By showing wisdom and discernment

Grace or endurance and wisdom and acceptance Heroism Discernment Provision Protection Prayer Guidance Protection from false preachers Charity and refuge and rehabilitation Community services The path Morality Gratitude and a relationship of trust and love Healing Atonement Justice Anointing Receiving grace Faith Saving. Spiritual saving and saving for healing and protection. Struggle. Struggle against life

So after a year of abandoning Christianity I find peace, salvation and hope in it.. Again!! . With paganism and meditation the void was still there. But thankfully by having Christianity I'm able to fill that void again.

Both paganism and Christianity appeal to me.

? Some form of paganism ? Christianity ? Some new age spirituality bullshit (which is going to be incomplete)

It's not my religion!!

List of false preachers ? ? ? Andrew Wommack ? ? ? Beth Moore ? Benny Hinn ? ? ?Creflo Dollar ? ?Don Piper ? Eddie Long ? ??? ?Gilbert Deya ? ?Hillsong ?Jesse Duplantis ?Joseph Prince ? Jim Bakker ? Jim Jones ? Jimmy Swaggart ?????? ? Joel Osteen ?Joyce Meyer ?Kenneth Copeland ?Kathryn Kuhlman ? Larry Lea ? ? ?Mike Murdock ? ? Paula White ? Pat Robertson ? ??? ? ? Robert Tilton ? Rod Parsley ? Rick Warren ? Ronald Weinland ? ? Steven Furtick ? ? ? TD Jakes ? ? TB Joshua ? ? Warren Jeffs ? W. V. Grant ? ?

I'm just a weirdo....

This journal is a reflection of my struggles with Christianity

The mysterious unexplainable spiritual force. Words like mythical, mystical, magical, miraculous, supernatural need to be avoided. Even the word glory.

Ministry. Grace or endurance and wisdom and acceptance Heroism Discernment Provision Protection Prayer Guidance Protection from false preachers Correct interpretation of scriptures Charity and refuge and rehabilitation Community services The path Morality Gratitude and a relationship of trust and love Healing Atonement Justice Anointing Receiving grace Faith Saving. Spiritual saving and saving for healing and protection. Struggle. Struggle against life.

Theological questions based on the video 1. Is there anything like will of God? No. There is no such thing. God is a healing force. 2. Does God bring physical healing? No. There are no miracles. When we connect to the universal healing force we slowly begin to heal depending upon how much effort we put in towards the direction of healing. 3. is there anything like the word of God? No. Even if there is, there is no need to follow it. 4 is there anything like God's name? Nope. 5 are heaven and hell for real? Nope. There is no heaven or hell. 6 is Jesus the only son of God? Thats ridiculous. 7.. Did Jesus really exist? There's no evidence of such a thing as him. Much of it is exaltation 8 Did Jesus die for us? There must have been a person crucified for protesting the temples but no evidence that he died for sins. 9 are all our diseases a consequence of sin? Not at all. Diseases have a logical scientific cause. 10 do we owe anything to God? No. 11 is there anything like atonement and do we get healed in atonement? Yes. Those who do good are ultimately rewarded. Those who do wrong are punished. 12. Is there anything like anointing? Yes 12 are we called by God to be a success, to enjoy wealth and health and a life of victory. No. God loves us and helps us. With his help we can do better. There are no miracles. But there is peace. 14 is God glorified when we suffer? Not at all. A loving God does not want suffering. 14. Is God all powerful? No. But spiritual forces are powerful. 15 do we fail to get healed because of not having enough faith? Rubbish. It only means we need to work harder on healing. 16 is there anything like God's grace? Yes. True. Our real way of living in God or christ lies in having his grace and showing heroism. 17 do we get healed by God's miracle and will? There are no miracles. But praying helps. God helps. 18 what happens when we don't get healed? We suffer. 19 why we don't get healed? Because we aren't investing enough in healing and disease progression is happening at a faster speed. Prevention is always better than cure. 20. What relationship do we have with God? 21 are the sick and suffering the forgotten and forsaken ones? No. They are the indicators that we need to do more as a community to reach out to those who need help. It only means what is done is not enough. 22 does God really exist? Yes as a healing and saving/protecting /Anointing force. 23 when we don't get healed is it because we are punished? No. Disease has nothing to do with punishment.

Some questions and answers Grace to you ministries. 5.25 - most evangelical churches say 'I don't need doctrine or theology' 12.21 God's salvific gaze was away from the jews and on the gentiles. 12. 36 To this day, God is doing majority of his saving work among gentiles.. 17.57....you know sid Roth. He is not even any good at it. 19.10...Jesse Duplantis has claimed he has been to heaven. 20. 27....Dear ones Jehovah is not God's name. The first 35 minutes is nothing. 36.... 36.26....anything that divorces or does not come from the author of the scripture is not from the author of the scripture. 37. 04... Kenneth Copeland clip. Dear ones, God loves us but God does not need us. We need him. 39.43...sarah young book Jesus calling. 41.49.....God's word is no longer sufficient today. 43.04....there is a shocking lack of discernment today in all the churches. 43.24.....Beth Moore clip... God began speaking to her. 43. 57....dear ones that is profoundly dangerous. 45. 21......Jesus is the final speaking of God. 45.52... And we have a perfect inerrant infallible sufficient record of whatever he wanted to say in his word through the Bible. 47.06....he guides our paths. I don't know how he does it but he does it. 49. ... If you wanna hear God speak to you, read the Bible. 49.44..if you want some counsel men go to some godly men you trust and ladies go to some godly lady you trust and seek counsel. 50.18.. Physical healing.. Word faith preachers or prosperity preachers say that..it is always God's will for us to be healed, always. That's because of the little God's doctrine. What does this mean. That if you are a Christian then you are a little God and so you should not be poor, you should not be sick. As seen in Joseph Prince, you are destined to reign in life, you are called by God to be a success, to enjoy wealth and health and a life of victory. And even if you do fall sick, physical healing is guaranteed as long as you have "enough" faith. 52.20...clip of Jan crouch. God thanking her for receiving his gift of healing. 53.20. Dear friends, Jesus owes us nothing. We owe him everything. 54.01. ... So if God's will is that we should be healed and the person prays for healing and if the healing does not come, then the question is, whose fault is it? 55.21.... Kenneth Copeland clip.. If the person is not healed despite praying, that's not God's fault. That is that person's fault because they did not have enough faith. Maybe they are not saved. If you are persistently sick and are not getting healed, according to the prosperity preachers you may not be saved. 56.31...as per Isaiah 53, he was bruised for our transgressions, it means we are healed in atonement and this is spiritual healing and not physical healing. 57.04...is physical healing provided for in the atonement.? 57. 33...the reason we have all diseases is because of the Fall which means we have all these diseases because we live in a fallen world. 58.02... Yes physical healing is provided for in the atonement.. But.. Caveat.. Not all the benefits of the atonement are promised to be fully realized on earth. They will only happen in heaven. Only some benefits are received on earth and physical healing is not one of those. 58.54..dear friends when we die and go to heaven, we are not taking cancer with us, we are not taking our sickenesses with us. But it won't even matter. We will be in the presence of Christ. We will be able to worship Christ fully, fellowship with Christ fully. He is what makes heaven heaven, the joy and the glory of heaven. I'm not sure not being sick is even going to cross our minds. Things of this earth will look strangely dim. In the Bible there are examples of faithful servants of God and yet they did not walk in perfect health. 1. 05.01...Rod Parsley clip. End. With prayer. 58. It's not promised. When we die we are not taking our sickenesses with us. When God wills to do it, that is healing, he does it. At 1.03. 27. With the apostles the gift of healing stopped. At 1.13.19...... , God still physically heals today but only when it's his sovereign will to do so. But it's not always God's will to be healed. But dear ones, sometimes God is most glorified in us when we suffer. God is more glorified in watching the world see a sick believer or a persecuted believer. God is glorified when suffering Christians still preach about Christ. His grace is sufficient. His cross is sufficient.

Rather than calling evil evil, I'll call it harmful passion. The intense narcissistic need to gratify to the point of harming and complete disregard for the other's well being even sometimes considering the abusive behavior or relationship of being beneficial to the abused or accepting such a relationship as the necessary state or way of things in the world is a form of harmful passion. It leads to ruin and annihilation. In some ways the person regarded evil is a victim of his own uncontrolled passions. It's stupidity and senselessness. A maniacal obsession with having things their way.

How to cultivate eenoee [the only thing is that you should avoid the paranormal and you should avoid the malicious. Evil is not the same as malicious though. Malicious means intent to harm. Evil means the need to satisfy lust of abusive pleasure or harmful gratification mostly led by temptation. Whereas malicious is a strong intent to cause chaos disorder and termination of life force]. Eenoee is the direct descent of empathy and deep love and a desire to only create good and harm none. Eenoee focuses on honesty, truthfulness transparency of Conscience and deep empathy for universe and every object. Eenoee comes from being pure of the heart, having no intent to harm and out of consideration. That is any average person is already being good but still lacking in deep empathy because they do not have a sense of consideration. But when a person has a savior sense or a need to protect or care or alleviate suffering and honor righteousness that's when the person cultivates eenoee. This sense of consideration comes out of a sense of duty and this gives rise to feelings of empathy. This sense of ownership is pre-eenoee. This sense of ownership and responsibility and consideration will be called affectus from the Latin word affectus for feeling.