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I should be judged for my weakness??? I should be judged for my inabilities and lack of strength? I should be judged for being supportless?? Yet someone who has a jail record should not be judged??? A person who is failing in their health, they should be judged because they are getting fat and ugly because of their health problems, they are getting obese because of their stress, they should be judged, because in your sick head they don't conform to social standards of perfection??? Fuck you!!!! Fuck you for judging me for being weak and fighting my battle.

In this journal I will discuss my struggles with religion throughout my childhood years. My constant battle with religion and atheism and spirituality. My struggle with my beliefs in God and spirituality. Beginning with grace 5 spiritual home.

?Resonance, this means submersion or immersion. ? Inspiration.. This means an example to follow or learn from. For example, to become one with nature, you have to first be exposed to it. For it to be followed it should be in front of you as an example. Only then you will get inspired by it. Inspiration means having an example to follow and absorb from. It's the object of observation. ?Surrender - this needs total trust ? Absorbing. This will need awareness, discernment, judging, observation, and learning and absorbing. ?Creation... Creating a system or a framework ?Formation... Being. Inculcating. Cultivating.

5 things under guidance ?Resonance, this means submersion or immersion. ?Surrender - this needs total trust ? Absorbing. This will need awareness, discernment, judging, observation, and learning and absorbing. ?Creation... Creating a system or a framework ?Formation... Being. Inculcating. Cultivating.

The attraction to carnal desires rather than spiritual desires is the root cause of suffering.

God is salvation

Salvation is such a beautiful feeling. When I think of God it feels like peace, pure love, pure Bliss, freedom and fulfillment.

I don't know how to put this. I'm annoyed. I don't want people to discuss on my journal and their bullshit opinions. Don't need any suggestions. Please keep it to yourself. That would be kind of you. I don't take any liking to constant interference. It's annoying as hell. Do not distract me please.

Is live in God. Live like God. Living in God means being fully surrendered and to live like how God wanted us to live as people. Also to have full faith without doubt and to fully immerse ourselves in God's care and qualities. Live in God as though God will handle everything and leave unto him. Living in God also means living a spiritual life, to surround yourself with God, just as living an organic life would mean surrounding yourself with nature. Live like God means becoming more and more like God. Embody him and reflect his virtues.

There is always a heavy Christian influence.

Believable preachers ? Joshua Chavez Servus.christi ? Paul Washer heart cry mission. ? Justin Peters ? Grace to you ministries ?John Macarthur of grace church ? Billy Graham

I'm a born again Christian who has forsaken the world and all its lies and deceptions.

August 3 Grace 5 Spiritual Home. ? Prayer service ? Reflection service ? Grace. Receiving grace ? Guidance ? Connection.. Divine connection. Daily service. ? Community services ? Charity ? Physical healing ? Atonement healing ?Resonance ? Meditation and contemplation ?Institutional help ? Your struggle ? The path ? Worship service ? Discernment ? Growing in God service. Daily sessions. ? Grace service ? Salvation - a feeling of security, peace, serenity and fulfillment. Like you found home at last ? Resources

? Prayer service ? Reflection service ? Grace. Receiving grace ? Guidance service ? Connection.. Divine connection. Daily service. ? Healing service ? Resonance ? Worship service ? Growing in God service. Daily sessions. ? Grace service Receiving grace is of 2 types ? Receiving daily grace ? Receiving grace for the first time. Accepting God as a savior. First prayer.

? Showing grace 1 Effortless flow through life ? Showing grace 2 Bring honour. ?Showing grace 3 To show civility,gentility,modesty ?Showing grace 4 To show Openness and generosity To show abundance ?Showing grace 5 To show endurance, patience and courage and acceptance and acknowledgement. Showing the other cheek. ?Showing grace 6 To show the blessed nature of the spirit. To live by grace. To be blessed Be anointed. ?Showing grace 7 To live in grace. To live in God's provision. ?Showing grace 8 To live through grace To be forgiven in Atonement by God's grace ?Showing grace 9 To accept grace. To come to God and cultivate this quality. Through your first prayer. And to show renewed strength and faith despite trials and setbacks. ? Showing grace 10 By showing humility and praising God. By silencing the ego and understanding the greatness of the universe and God. ?Showing grace 11 By showing fortitude and resilience ?Showing grace 12 By showing wisdom and discernment

Grace or endurance and wisdom and acceptance Heroism Discernment Provision Protection Prayer Guidance Protection from false preachers Charity and refuge and rehabilitation Community services The path Morality Gratitude and a relationship of trust and love Healing Atonement Justice Anointing Receiving grace Faith Saving. Spiritual saving and saving for healing and protection. Struggle. Struggle against life

So after a year of abandoning Christianity I find peace, salvation and hope in it.. Again!! . With paganism and meditation the void was still there. But thankfully by having Christianity I'm able to fill that void again.

Both paganism and Christianity appeal to me.

? Some form of paganism ? Christianity ? Some new age spirituality bullshit (which is going to be incomplete)

It's not my religion!!

List of false preachers ? ? ? Andrew Wommack ? ? ? Beth Moore ? Benny Hinn ? ? ?Creflo Dollar ? ?Don Piper ? Eddie Long ? ??? ?Gilbert Deya ? ?Hillsong ?Jesse Duplantis ?Joseph Prince ? Jim Bakker ? Jim Jones ? Jimmy Swaggart ?????? ? Joel Osteen ?Joyce Meyer ?Kenneth Copeland ?Kathryn Kuhlman ? Larry Lea ? ? ?Mike Murdock ? ? Paula White ? Pat Robertson ? ??? ? ? Robert Tilton ? Rod Parsley ? Rick Warren ? Ronald Weinland ? ? Steven Furtick ? ? ? TD Jakes ? ? TB Joshua ? ? Warren Jeffs ? W. V. Grant ? ?

I'm just a weirdo....

This journal is a reflection of my struggles with Christianity