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Neothelid is a representation of evil and chaos. A demonic force that loves chaos Sea monster with enormous anemone Marbas The demon that possesses the one who has been unjust or evil or unfair and has caused agony and injustice to another is marbas, a huge serpentine sea monster that gobbles and haunts those who rile it up by doing injustice. This demon haunts and curses and eventually the evil or beastly person who bought destruction and godlessness pays back his her karma when the wheels of justice keep rolling.

Forgotten realms and dungeons and dragons Neothelids and aboleth. Chaotic aberration Dinosaur deity bahamut

Next I'm going to call my spiritual practice chi healing where chi is energy. And I'm going to focus more on energy healings.

3 forces representation Colossal force - - water in a bowl Carnal force - rock or pebble or crystal stone Ethereal force - a heart structure Earlier I discussed healing energy. Healing energy is not just energy it is more. It's a way a spirit accesses and charges something. So for example if some place is peaceful it's not the spirit that is directly making it peaceful by its presence but through the energy. It's similar to nutrition and food. Food is the spirit and nutrition is the energy. So when we eat food, we need food but food is not what stays in our system, it's the nutrients that stay and are used. Similarly healing spirit doesn't reside around us, it's the healing energy of the spirit that surrounds us and influences our body and mind and turn of events. Similarly negativity in itself is not responsible for its destruction in our lives but the negative energy arising out of that negativity or demonic forces. Energy is the conduit or the channel through which everything happens. Like for example when we say an intention to a crystal, it's not the crystal itself bringing healing or fulfilling of the intention. But the crystal gets charged by our energy and emotion and intention. This energy that gets produced and stored in the crystal that is constantly emitted that is the source of healing and fulfillment of the intention. So basically all spiritual practices is nothing but a tarot that is a representation and energy of that representation. This energy is what finally brings all the change. The tarot can be anything ranging from an emotion, quality, intention, a person, a process, an event, a place to an object. Examples of tarots - love.... A quality Anger. An emotion Beauty. A quality or state Sadness.. An emotion Happiness.... An emotion or state Healing... An intention Christ... A deity Buddha.. A deity or person Food.... A process Sleep. A process A relationship.... An event Death.. An event Shrine.. A place Mountain... A place A bowl... An object. These are examples. Now any spiritual practice will have unlimited number of representations. But different representations will have different energies associated with them. For example the energy of love tarot is very different than the energy of mountain tarot or Buddha tarot. But. There is also something called intensity. Intensity and nature. This means energy can be either positive or negative. However even if it is negative or positive it can be strong or weak. Strength or weakness is an indicator of the intensity of energy. I will say the nature of this energy can be called juju and the intensity of the energy be called chi.. So it can be a beneficial or a good juju or a bad juju. And chi can be either intense or weak. When chi is weak then the energy is not very useful. So one can say that any spiritual practice will revolve around energy healing. So every spiritual model consists of only 3 things - a spirit or a representation, the nature of this representation and the energy around it. For example a tree. The energy around a tree is healing energy. Therefore the tree has a healing spirit. This does not mean that a spirit resides in the tree. It only means that this representation, a tree in this case is positive or associated with positivity. It's nature is positive. Another example is a drama loving chaotic person - here the representation is a specific type of person. The nature of this representation doesn't look positive. The energy around this person is negative energy. So when you are around such a person, you invite their negativity into your life or space. You start feeding into their drama and get roped in and thus you see chaos in your life as well. This is how all spiritual systems or models work, via energy. Almost anything and everything is associated with energy that can be positive or negative or neutral. For proper outcome all 3 states should exist in the physical realm - colossal (quality like determination), carnal(desirable/mighty) and ethereal(intention/heart ) When all 3 states exist together, they create an ideal state of a person. Such a person is ideal for any purpose or role. Even if a person is not ideal, they can still play a role called the divine role that is created in the turn of events in life by divine forces of God This is the mahima or glory of God. That means God can create water from a mountain, strength out of weakness, good out of bad. So that which is undesirable in the human eye is not undesirable in God's eyes. The glory or grace of God is great. This means God can create happiness out of misery, show hope in hopelessness, embrace the forsaken, create order in chaos, change the turn of events, make the weak strong, move mountains therefore man cannot be too proud of his mightiness since God can change the course through his will. This is God's karma or workings. Man cannot decide the turn of events. God decides it. God can create beauty where there is misery. Thus things are not static but in a constant state of flux. Hence human perception is invalid. Although it's important to have the carnal aspect, it's not in any way related to role. An example is this. For example a girl can have a wonderful voice but she may still not have the role of the lead singer in a choir group. Role is created by turn of events. How we use this role to create good is our karma or working. God only assigns the role. Karma is our own doing and the resulting outcome is our own success or failure. Here I'll say that the role is dharma and what you do in that role or out of it is your karma. So spirituality is very much centered around dharma and karma. The other things involved in spiritual development is guna and sadbuddhi. Guna means a quality or ability. Sadbuddhi means positive intention. Example even if you didn't do acts of kindness but if you are a kind person that is also sufficient. Your karma is good. Or you will create good just by your presence. So spirituality consists of many different aspects like divine role, tarot and energy, meditative spiritual practices, carnal, colossal or ethereal aspects, freedom from human illusions and perceptions, dharma and karma, good intentions and good qualities..

Today I want to talk about how much I love this spiritual practice that I recently discovered during my meditation.. And it's about accessing a new realm of consciousness, the consciousness of oneness. So I'll call it accessing the consciousness of oneness, the consciousness of love. That one heart that is multiplied and copied into many hearts and put into good people. Imagine rising above your plane of human bias and accessing a thought plane of oneness where your soul is united with other good souls and you are surrounded by their positivity. Such a soul is pure love and peace. When you feel its healing energy, the love enters your body and heart like an ocean coming towards you in a wave and flowing through. This is an ocean of love. It flows through you. It comes towards you. Embrace it. And let it in. It comes and flows and fills up every part of your body and soul. Nourishes every cell with its love. Now this will heal you. At once you feel liberated and at peace and experience grounding. All the restlessness and agitation comes to an end. It is replaced with calm just like the words "and peace, glory and beauty were restored once again." it's a restorative force. It brings comfort and healing and restoration. The concept of entropy. Entropy is the energy of randomness and chaos. Notice how nothing makes sense in this world. If something is beneficial it is expensive so nobody can afford it and nobody actually benefits as a result. How illogical and nonsensical is the system of this world. This is because of entropy. There is too much random energy of chaos or chaotic energy created in this world as a result of lack of goodness and absence of spirituality in many hearts. So when they lack divine love or a good heart, they create random energy of chaos or entropy. This entropy creates a lot of drama and the world is nothing but a giant drama stage on which the drama of the world is playing out. But this drama is toxic and unhealthy because a lot of people who are innocent are unconsciously getting entangled in this drama and losing their lives through its course. Therefore it's important to be away from this chaotic energy and also not allow it to have much impact and release it when it builds up around the body. This energy is negative. The opposite of this energy is healing energy. This comes from the eternally loving good heart which I'll call the healing spirit. This is the spirit which is being accessed in the consciousness of oneness. This healing energy can be accessed through the basic spiritual practice of uniting with the consciousness of oneness. Thus healing energy does exactly the opposite of what chaotic energy does. It heals and restores. It brings order, logic and harmony to the system or world. It brings healing to the body. It brings peace and balance to life. Be tuned to the consciousness of oneness to constantly be surrounded and drenched in this healing energy. This is the feeling of enlightenment and this is a basic spiritual practice.

Special healing incense

The dinosaurs have taught me a lot of about greatness. Truly great people do not instantly start talking about how they suffer when a person complains about their problems and suffering in life. They are trying to downplay your problems by making you believe that they are equally miserable. The dinosaurs lived in some tough times and tried to survive. They were mighty and huge and to me they represent a huge heart and generosity and mighty strength that never bends to cheap tactics to look great but remain adherent to basic principles and honesty and frankness, no fakery and tremendously courageous and commited. They don't have to feign superiority. They are confident in themselves and they have bigger battles to win and bigger things to think about rather than sit and squabble about something dramatic and petty to create unnecessary chaos. They have one goal and that is survival. They live in brotherhood and they don't have to worry about one upping each other because they completely trust each other in perfect harmony and without insecurity or jealousy or rivalry or indifference or compromise and they have a great understanding between each other. Their focus is on the final goal rather than each other or the self. They are like branches of the same tree. Their sole intent is to make it through with tremendous Heroism and display of true love and empathy and a caring heart. (do not focus on human perception, focus on true greatness)

Either a person is a shamer, a betrayer or an escapist but not a helper. A person who is really kind and genuine doesn't boast about how much of a gentle person they are. Nobody is going to sin for you to make themselves look bad for you and make you look bad. You'll die in your own sins.

How good is a mom who goes around helping the homeless on Christmas by giving them food and gifts but is reluctant in helping her own son because that will need a greater commitment plus there's nothing to show off in helping your own son. It doesn't look extra kind What a pathetic bitch!!

Everything that a human does is an exercise in narcissism. Pretend like they are destitute to look great in the eyes of the world but not help those who might have been helped easily because that doesn't bring a sense of superiority and achievement.

Any person who demonizes you and hates you or points your flaws or makes you look bad or guilty is not your friend but your enemy. They are not making a petition. They just want you to suffer. They are not making you look bad because they are offended by you or genuinely believe that you are bad, but because they are really bent on making you look bad because they are a hater. Their purpose is to demonize you. That's why they won't even accept an apology or find a way to bridge a bond.

And I have to remind myself to override bad situations.

At the end of the day I feel like everything is just human perception. And human perceptions are inherently invalid because they are designed around a fake unsupportive illusory human system. If they didn't try to help you, then they don't have the right to judge you either. Things are way better and bigger than human beings. Look at the dinosaurs. They were so mighty. So huge. So big. We are nothing in front of them. There are much bigger things in this world than teeny tiny super important perceptions and judgements. Truly worthy godly creations do not whine and complain and judge but create a better world, they work, they create... It's easy to complain. The ones who are insecure complain and blame. Any person who judges someone suicidal and calls them weak are morons. They can only shame and blame. They don't have the Valor to change things. But godly creations set about working and bring a change. They are humble, they work hard, they show great strength and generosity and they work towards a vision. A godly person would never shame I have so much negative energy that needs to be released.

Somebody has to lose their life in the chaos. There is this constant production of negative energy of entropy that allows nothing to be in order or logic and causes everything to fall out of order and brings mayhem and destruction. This energy creates endless drama of which people become victims. It's more like an anthology of poems describing a series of events that finally brought a fatal end to a person's life.

I like this journal

I wrote this for my short poem Hate is the real enemy Not you not me We don't acknowledge that We are incapable of love But rather accept that it's okay to hate let him who is without sin cast the first stone In God lies true beauty and glory Our glory is nothing We need to be like God (great soul) ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ God knows you. He is the all knower. God doesn't judge you God doesn't hate you God only wants to save you

She threw a shoe at him. I'm so emotional now

Do not guilt trip yourself for anything at all

There were some internal debates in my mind that I'm finally able to resolve after a long time One is the debate between matter and spiritual I think both are equally important And the other debate was between talent and role. About superiority and importance. I think everyone has a divine role despite their flaws and lacking.

I worship 3 gods and goddesses and a deity of Christ I haven't abandoned Christianity and I try fusing it with my wiccan concepts. Hecate and Odin and Persephone.

Is matter more important or energy Is steam more important than water Steam can be condensed into water but water is the deliverable form, we don't drink steam, we drink water. Energy is a field. Is force more important than matter.. What is more important, a mountain or a strong gust of wind. This is a complex question. Now when the wind becomes violent it turns into a tornado. The tornado can lift or break even large houses and buildings. But the tornado will need even greater force to lift a still bigger object like a huge building. This question is more like the eternal battle between a tortoise and a rabbit. A rabbit is agile and can run faster but it fell asleep along the way and the tortoise with its mighty determination won the race. Shows the victory of quality over stamina. This again begs the question, of what is to be needed. The answer is both. Stamina without quality is vacuous and will serve no role unless it's put to use. Quality is vacuous without stamina because by itself it cannot achieve, both are lacking something. Stamina needs only a little quality and quality needs only a little stamina and both can succeed. Who wins. It's dependent on how strong the stamina is and how intense the quality is. Both are equally formidable in their intense states. It's like what is stronger, a rock or water. Rock only appears stronger than water because when water falls, it doesn't have the impact a rock has. But now consider the same water falling at torpedo speed. It's water again. Same molecular structure. However when it is imparted such force, it can bring a flood and cause the same devastation as a falling rock. So a rock is formidable by itself but water only becomes formidable when it gains monstrous force. Now in wiccan we have 5 forces. Air water fire Earth ether. Air can be destructive like a tornado or storm. Standalone it's not. It needs a force. Water becomes destructive during a flood. By its nature it appears gentle though Fire when small appears to do nothing. When large it can consume and destroy anything. Earth or a rock appears stable at first. However an asteroid can cause tremendous destruction and so an iceberg or avalanche of ice can cause destruction on a scale unprecedented by either water or air. Ether is spiritual intent. Ether can bring primordial change. It can be powerful in its own way. It can cause transformation or decay. It's a dynamic force. It's more beautiful than any of the four forces because it can get creative and only create what it desires In short, all are powerful in their own ways depending on how strong or intense they can be. It's about quality, structure and intent. All three are equally powerful. One has to remember that a structure is not just a structure but a formation of many years. Thus it carries significance due to the hard work and time put into the making of it. I'd say there are 3 things that I observe here. The force of energy The force of matter The force of intent I will describe these with suitable adjectives The force of matter being " Carnal" The force of water or energy being "Colossal" The force of ether being "ethereal" Carnal, Colossal and Ethereal.

Biology, art, science, religion, spirituality, witchcraft, creation are way more powerful than any paranormal entity in the world. .

Job 41 1The Lord said to Job: 2“Will the one who contends with the Almighty correct him? Let him who accuses God answer him!” 3Then Job answered the Lord: 4“I am unworthy—how can I reply to you? I put my hand over my mouth. 5I spoke once, but I have no answer— twice, but I will say no more.” 6Then the Lord spoke to Job out of the storm: 7“Brace yourself like a man; I will question you, and you shall answer me. 8“Would you discredit my justice? Would you condemn me to justify yourself? 9Do you have an arm like God’s, and can your voice thunder like his? 10Then adorn yourself with glory and splendor, and clothe yourself in honor and majesty. 11Unleash the fury of your wrath, look at all who are proud and bring them low, 12look at all who are proud and humble them, crush the wicked where they stand. 13Bury them all in the dust together; shroud their faces in the grave. 14Then I myself will admit to you that your own right hand can save you. 15“Look at Behemoth, which I made along with you and which feeds on grass like an ox. 16What strength it has in its loins, what power in the muscles of its belly! 17Its tail sways like a cedar; the sinews of its thighs are close-knit. 18Its bones are tubes of bronze, its limbs like rods of iron. 19It ranks first among the works of God, yet its Maker can approach it with his sword. 20The hills bring it their produce, and all the wild animals play nearby. 21Under the lotus plants it lies, hidden among the reeds in the marsh. 22The lotuses conceal it in their shadow; the poplars by the stream surround it. 23A raging river does not alarm it; it is secure, though the Jordan should surge against its mouth. 24Can anyone capture it by the eyes, or trap it and pierce its nose? 1“Can you pull in Leviathan with a fishhook or tie down its tongue with a rope? 2Can you put a cord through its nose or pierce its jaw with a hook? 3Will it keep begging you for mercy? Will it speak to you with gentle words? 4Will it make an agreement with you for you to take it as your slave for life? 5Can you make a pet of it like a bird or put it on a leash for the young women in your house? 6Will traders barter for it? Will they divide it up among the merchants? 7Can you fill its hide with harpoons or its head with fishing spears? 8If you lay a hand on it, you will remember the struggle and never do it again! 9Any hope of subduing it is false; the mere sight of it is overpowering. 10No one is fierce enough to rouse it. Who then is able to stand against me? 11Who has a claim against me that I must pay? Everything under heaven belongs to me. 12“I will not fail to speak of Leviathan’s limbs, its strength and its graceful form. 13Who can strip off its outer coat? Who can penetrate its double coat of armor a ? 14Who dares open the doors of its mouth, ringed about with fearsome teeth? 15Its back has b rows of shields tightly sealed together; 16each is so close to the next that no air can pass between. 17They are joined fast to one another; they cling together and cannot be parted. 18Its snorting throws out flashes of light; its eyes are like the rays of dawn. 19Flames stream from its mouth; sparks of fire shoot out. 20Smoke pours from its nostrils as from a boiling pot over burning reeds. 21Its breath sets coals ablaze, and flames dart from its mouth. 22Strength resides in its neck; dismay goes before it. 23The folds of its flesh are tightly joined; they are firm and immovable. 24Its chest is hard as rock, hard as a lower millstone. 25When it rises up, the mighty are terrified; they retreat before its thrashing. 26The sword that reaches it has no effect, nor does the spear or the dart or the javelin. 27Iron it treats like straw and bronze like rotten wood. 28Arrows do not make it flee; slingstones are like chaff to it. 29A club seems to it but a piece of straw; it laughs at the rattling of the lance. 30Its undersides are jagged potsherds, leaving a trail in the mud like a threshing sledge. 31It makes the depths churn like a boiling caldron and stirs up the sea like a pot of ointment. 32It leaves a glistening wake behind it; one would think the deep had white hair. 33Nothing on earth is its equal— a creature without fear. 34It looks down on all that are haughty; it is king over all that are proud.”

Biology defeats everything even the paranormal. .