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My dragon wicca character set is complete These are the set of characters Sairys the perfect one. Full of divine and other pragmatic qualities making this character perfect for every situation. Represented by green potion and the dragon Porsairys the ideal of a fickle world. Represented by the red potion. Orsiris or ( Orsairys) the demon or Satan. Represented by the demon mask.. In real time by yellow potion. Hosiris or (Hosairys) the seductive Incubbus. The Satan needed for corruption or intervention. Represented by the goblin. In real time by blue potion.

The spirit of love is immortal The good is angelic. Innocent and pure. The creative force is sex. God is needed for healing intervention. The devil is needed to corrupt the good during times of corrective intervention. Thus the devil also plays a role. The devil can be represented by the goblin with horns. Trickster. This can be a part of satanic worship. God brings protective healing and love and protection. He helps. The role of the devil/Satan The Satan is the Incubbus. The devil does corrective intervention in the following ways 1 protection by killing evil. Protecting the innocent from harm by crushing the harmful. By ( slinging arrow) 2 imparting wisdom when the good acts arrogant or foolish or naive. By ( lecture) 3. By insemination. By seducing into the creative art. By luring into perversion for an objective purpose. By utilizing the good for a final objective or aim or goal. By seducing the good into that role or recruiting it. Like grooming. By ( rp) So there are 2 types of devilish entities. One which is harmful or demonic. And the other which is also evil but can be protective at the same time. These characters are named. Orsiris dragon and the seductive Incubbus goblin as Hosiris. Orsiris is the demonic dragon Hosiris is the Incubbus goblin Orsiris is the demonic deity that causes destruction chaos. Representation by a demon mask

Along with great qualities comes optimization and conservation that is to conserve energy and optimize it to only use it when really required or else it leads to exhaustion of brilliant radiating qualities that are only required when the situation asks for it

The devil lacks determination because he is impatient. The devil lacks creativity, music, dance, beauty, art, grace... The loving spirit is eternal Love wins. Love brings grace, survival and beauty. Godlessness loses. Godlessness brings ruination.

During that meditation I was thinking about people who are spiritual or reflect godly qualities Although there are many qualities There are some qualities that stand out more prominently in people who are similar to God nature or God driven These are 10 key qualities of such people. Truth and honesty Courage Grace and dignity and peace Kindness and compassion/benevolence Love Wisdom Innocence Integrity and conscientiousness (driven by conscience) Justice and fairness Loyalty

I was thinking about God during my meditation and I thought that God is the image of purity Anger, hate, prejudice, pride consumes us. It's evil. It's false. God lies in truth,devotion, beauty,humility, courage, Heroism, fortitude, resilience, bravery,perseverance, patience, resolve, determination, persistence, abundance, grace, unity, harmony, brotherhood, order, balance, compassion, sanitization, accommodation, embracing, free spiritedness,hope, faith, resilience, growth, healing, freedom, openness, warmth, acceptance, equality, surrender, appreciation, unconditional non judgemental love, non violence,selflessness, generosity, integrity, empathy, dedication, benevolence, forgiveness, kindness, empathy, innocence, happiness, graciousness, honesty, humility, purity, wisdom, fondness, affection, solitude, eternity, tolerance, mellifluent submission, self indulgence, abandon, sobriety, gentleness, silence, stillness, peaceful melancholia, and loyalty... God does not lie in power, politics, impurity, perversion, dishonesty, pride, anger, hate, prejudice, glory, mighty, indifference, lack of compassion, narcissism, division, show off, condescension, racism, conflict, chaos, separation, embracing, cowardice, untruthfulness, selfishness, betrayal, demonization, judgement, cold heartedness, closed heartedness, rejection, misery, violence, shrewdness, jealousy, grudge

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???????????? Crystal Ball divination and Sairys I wanted to create a tarot around a person who is a sign of perfection. It can be a dragon tarot I'll call this sairys the elemental air dragon in Dragon wicca Sairys can be a personification of perfection in the world. The opposite of this is porsairys. Porsairys is a personification of a shallow fickle person worshipped in this world for their perceived superiority and their need to appear appealing or glorious. But they lack in divine qualities and also they show terrible lack of judgement or character even in the smallest instances. Make them less of what they really try to look or appear. They begin to look fickle just very ambitious and skillful. Sairys sees everything from the point of view of quality. Like for example what quality will help beat a situation, for example patience or wisdom. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ Carnal is all about what is already existing or already built. Colossal is all about energy and quality Ethereal is all about intent. The heart. Purpose. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ ? Umbrella list or atomic list ? Sequence notes ?Daily pins ? Major Goals

You are running after the rose but missing the lotus

What's hearth witchcraft or hearth Witchery

Another thing I need to work on is my pathetic memory. Been having memory problems ever since I started suffering massive anxiety.

Living in LaLa land and Realities I have come to realize that sometimes I tend to live in LaLa land. I get a bit extra whimsical and idealistic with my philosophies and completely disregard the realities of life. I have realized this is a major flaw. That life is not just imaginary and conceptual or statement based all the time. Sometimes it's a very very cause effect based thing. Like a toolbox, tool, repair set. It can be very mechanical although creative people like me deny that mechanism An example of my deformed thinking pattern can be as follows. Let's say I'm preparing for an exam. I might keep wasting my time and get distracted and wait till the last day of preparation and imagine that I am getting mega energy for preparation and turning into somewhat of a superhuman and achieving my desired results. Here I completely disregard the limitations of the human body, the impact on health, the need of discipline and the letting go of magical thinking. I am losing practical wisdom and missing out practical mechanisms and focusing more on supernatural or movie-like breakthroughs in life. Too much TED TALKS can lead to this. Thinking that you will suddenly rise up in life and break all barriers and solve all problems rather than being realistic. A therapy based perspective I guess I am a hyper emotional person and obviously emotions always cloud judgement and wisdom and that could be behind the movie-like hypothetical scenario thinking. I can also call it a grand delusion and living in a grand delusion is disastrous. A few months back a woman helped me think more practically. Gosh I wish I was like her. So coming back to realistic thinking.. How do I go about with this. Of course I do believe in the power of imagination and mental determination but I cannot afford to ignore the practical realities of life. I kinda hate the word reality so it becomes easier for me to deny it. Because reality often is very upsetting to deal with. One way to solve this problem is to look at realities as "mechanisms of function" rather than reality itself. Since reality is pretty frustrating and upsetting the best way is to give it a different name and deal with this enemy instead of denying it. For example when a patient is undergoing a therapy the therapist always focuses on a technique or method or mechanism by which the patient's condition can be improved. Here everything is as practical as it can be. In fantastical imagination we imagine ourselves like superman, wonderwoman who suddenly goes around doing her stuff. But in therapy sessions, people take baby steps towards healing and progress and problem resolution and fantastical thinking has no place. Maybe movies and grand delusions are to blame. Sometimes mental weaknesses can also cause that. Stronger people are less likely to think unrealistically and unreasonably. Just like weak people come up with illogical arguments and attacks to cover up for their weaknesses and insecurities (and strong people can clearly see through their strategies at denying reality and bullshitting their way out of realities with some attacks and excuses to cover up their denials of truth) the same way mentally weak people are more likely to think fantastically. Imagine this way. When a person does not have a solution or cure for their disease they want some supernatural cure to exist even if it doesn't. It's way of satisfying the mind. But a person who has solutions and tools at hand, tries to apply practical techniques to cure the disease. This is a difference between strong and weak people. The weakness brings in immaturity. However this is not to imply that one should not dream or have impossible goals or visions, it only means that a careful balance between realistic and wishful thinking is needed. So my solution to this problem is to frame a real event or causation as a "mechanism of function" and attribute a more scientific appeal to it than poetic. For example a bad discipline can lead to health problems. Instead of being teenagey about it and continuing with my bad discipline habits, I will label it as a "mechanism of function" or "causation of function".... This way I have imparted a more biological nature/aspect to it and now it's easier for my mind to accept it and align to it. Thus I can remind myself that this is a very scientific process and it shouldn't upset my teenagey feelings and instead of denying it I should accept it and align myself to it, that is in this case try to achieve a healthy discipline. This kind of language can easily work with kids to convince them of the harsher realities of life in a sweeter way and push it down their throats without resistance. The mind works like a petulant kid. Sometimes to convince it takes patience and effort.

3 things here 1 energy levels. 2 confidence issues 3 social standards and comparisons. 1 energy levels. Here there are two types of energy levels. One is vital energy and the other is physical energy. I need to improve both. Vital energy is the will to live life whereas physical energy is how physically active you are 2 confidence issues I have recognized massive confidence issues. One way is to gradually build it up. Once I feel the confidence, I can redo the thing I avoided before. I observed this last week when I finally got the courage to travel very far to the place I had been avoiding for long. 3 social standards and comparisons. I have found that being a loner doesn't help with motivation. Maybe it helps to stay away from toxic judgement but I have realized that some form of judgement can act as motivation. Recently I saw that my boyfriend got a new job and it made a bit insecure and jealous. Although I have a job myself I still felt like he was doing better and I was lagging behind at work. This jealousy or insecurity worked in my favor because I felt like "what the heck, even I can work harder like him and feel proud and do better at my job than just suck at work and constantly complain and whine"... This made me feel like I was a loser and that I needed to do something to win his approval or feel equal with him. I never thought that jealousy or comparison could be a good thing but somehow it has made me rethink my life and goals and strive a bit harder which never happened before. When I got jealous of someone before in my life, it usually caused me to find an escape and back out. I think it depends on the relationship with the person. If it's a rival, the competition can cause a massive demotivation. But if someone closer to you achieves more than you, then it creates a positive form of jealousy or the need to keep up with that person's level in life and thus acts as a motivator. Pretty strange!!!

The other thing that I am going to work on is confidence issues and energy levels. Using social standards to my advantage. As a way to motivate myself. 3 things here 1 energy levels. 2 confidence issues 3 social standards and comparisons.

Along with anxiety another thing I need to work on is low impulse control I need to able to keep a high threshold limit for a trigger so the triggering factor can continue triggering and I will have enough time to escape or react without losing total self control like a loose cannon.

I have realized that my brain and heart have malformed during my premature birth. Therefore I can never be as normal as other people are, however I can still enjoy a good quality of life.

CONCEPT OF ALLOTMENT, LACK OF MOTIVATION, PRETENTIOUS BEHAVIOR AS THERAPY, MENTAL EXCUSES AND VISUALIZATION FOR SOCIAL ANXIETY I have been putting off going to a place since many days where I am required to give a presentation out of fear of being in that place. I have been giving many excuses to my manager regarding this. This has severely impacted my work output and income since I can make considerable income if I get ready to take on several projects. But I have been constantly giving excuses to my manager to avoid this specific situation. I faced public humiliation in the same place before. I have decided to deal with it and confront my anxiety and fears. It's very difficult though. And constant judgement doesn't help I have observed that my persistent lack of motivation doesn't help. I have understood that every reason I come up with in order to avoid the encounter is just an excuse born out of anxiety and fear. Fear has held me back from a lot of enriching experiences. Solutions One thing I can do is completely abandon all activities and distraction and just sit. Then say to myself "I gotta to do this right now, right away, no ifs and buts." I will call this "complete allotment"... This means when the time is appropriate for the task, just put the timer on and wait and keep oneself completely free and available to get the task done. This way no excuses or distractions can prevent the initiation and completion of the task. A task can be divided into 2 parts - initiation and completion. I need to do 3 things here. 1 Make room for Initiation and 2 Record the completion 3 Reward the completion 1...making room for initiation This is a sort of empty meditation. Just sit. Relax. Simply focus on the task planned and alloted or scheduled for that time and prepare yourself to put the key into the ignition and say "Start"...... 2.. Record the completion. Once you have started the task, of course you're on a roll. Keep doing the task. There can be lapses or a need to take a break or avoid or delay. But continue to perfect the craft. That is perfect the task like perfecting an art piece. Keep mastering it to do it more skillfully and fulfilling next time. Let's say you were reading a book. But couldn't focus and did it haphazardly. Or you had to exercise. But kept postponing or did it in haphazard namesake ways just to make yourself believe that you actually completed it and hurriedly tried to wrap the task thus having a bad quality output. Now focus on the quality of the work and try improving it. 3.. Reward the completion Whether I finish the task in an unpleasant unfulfilled way or in a satisfactory way, I should make sure to reward myself in the for at least having tried. Rewards can be anything from monetary to flowers or greeting cards or chocolates or a collection of charms. Charm jar filling. Another thing that helps me with this is pretentious behavior and visualization skills. PRETENTIOUS BEHAVIOR AND MOCK To pretend like you actually completed the task. For example if I want to read a book or attend an appointment and if fear is holding me back and if for some reason I am not able to do it, I will pretend like I am reading the book. I will walk to the doctor's building and walk around the building a day before the appointment is scheduled to mentally prepare myself and pretend like I am actually doing it and getting it done. But it's a fake task. The task actually did not happen or occur. It was make believe. This is to relieve anxiety. This is pretentious behavior but this is helpful as a therapy. I can do the same for my job and shopping. I can pretend like I attended an event and tell my family that I actually did it so as to mentally convince myself that I have done it and it went well. This is a mock practice. A mock practice of an actual event. The next day I can do the actual event. VISUALIZATION FOR SOCIAL ANXIETY One thing I can do to complete a task (avoided due to social anxiety or other fears), is visualize the happening of the event/task. I will have a Complete visualization of the task from initiation to completion... This is slightly different from a mock task. It is just a mental visualization of the task. This visualization will be detailed and will show the successful completion of that task. This helps in prepping the mind for it and making it believe that no obstacle exists and thus it alleviates anticipatory anxiety.

Another spiritual lesson that I learned today during my early morning meditation was That... Ahm Spiritual growth lies in becoming less biased, more honest[more genuine, no agenda] , more authentic, more innocent, more truthful, more brave, more unconditionally loving, more equal more neutral, more graceful or forgiving, more open minded, more frank, big Hearted Ness, more generous, more decent, more humble, less manipulative, more accepting, more kind, less narcissistic, less judgemental, more welcoming, less insecure, less grudgy, more Openness...

Spiritual lessons learned today There is a difference between the image of the world and the ideal image Look at the outcome of whatever you like. Begin to consciously like and dislike things. Do not operate on your instincts or dopamine instincts. Your liking or disliking doesn't make that thing necessarily good or bad or undesirable. You can start liking something that you didn't like before. It's all a mental perception or outlook or bias and it can easily be conditioned to change. Your perception or like or dislike is completely under your control and completely changeable. By liking things we don't do much harm unless the thing liked causes bad outcomes. By disliking we create division and hate. Bias is very potent way of create division. Another spiritual lesson that I learned Greatness does not lie in great talent or looks or skill Real greatness lies in being like God.

Santa muerte is the protector of the innocent heart

I'm not in a writing thinking ability competition here. Stop the chimpery.