Preety_India

The concept of pure leadership and the Emperor role model. With a role model, people feel guided. Without a role model people feel chaotic.

I have empathetic intelligence. But what I lack is sociopathic intelligence and Psychopathic intelligence which is more about self preservation.

Basically it comes down to lack of loyalty. People who are truly loyal they stick through thick and thin

This ^ Pure leadership.

I have guided plenty of people in my life. I have receive fulfillment. I feel good. If someone got some benefit from me, it delights me. I want to live like a hermit in the personal sense and devote my life to humanity charity and big goals. Although I have some tough challenges before I can do God's work.

. I want to raise the vibration of this planet earth.

He was everything to me. But I'll always remember him and everything he taught me indirectly. I thought he was my soulmate.

He taught me higher self focused wisdom. Like higher common sense you can call it

Your answers are helping me a lot.

Now I'll completely collapse into hermit mode.. What I want is a man who would love me spiritually.

I want a deeply committed spiritual relationship. Till then I'll continue in solitude mode.

I need a ton of rest

I need the following Tons of love and healing The earth needs the following Self Love The present moment Healing Duality of love (love from a source) Protection of masculinity Deep solitude Healthy conscious love Masculine and feminine forces are some of the most important forces in the world.

@Juan yes I agree with Leo. Thank you. Thank you. That's awesome

Trauma also causes extreme neediness

Also the other thing is deep solitude It can change everything.

Experiencing infinite love in the moment.

Self love is definitely one part. The other part is duality of love. Wanting social love is the most subconscious thing.

The duality of love is a great healing experience.

I have the garden. I can use the garden. Also use the highest structure based wisdom.

A new day.

Welcome my friend.

I wanted to create a massive collection of different foods and recipes

I don't like people who end their post "with love" yet don't show even an iota of love in their post. The exact type of people I always avoid, the insincere ones. The one that triggers my anger the most is insincerity and lack of genuineness. I say straight to the face, instead of going behind the back. So anyone with insincerity is quickly detected in my mental system one way or another. Sometimes my anger is good, it's my system reacting to bullshit. It's my system alerting me to it thus protecting me from any further damage to my system, like a survival mechanism. That's why I honor anger, pure stage red survival in an unloving environment. I have avoided replying to your posts because they generally lack sensitivity to my problems, it's like someone saying childish things to something really serious. I understand that you want to help me, but your post is not helpful at all. Maybe work on empathy training before you write to me or simply avoid writing to me since it is like adding fuel to my fire. I am a trauma victim and certain things you say can actually resurface my trauma, if I were in your place, I would be very careful about how I set the frame knowing beforehand what type of person I'm talking to, in this case it's a trauma victim like me. I have survived things you cannot imagine. Responding to the first part of your post - yea anger can come from being misunderstood yet I did not like your phrasing. I'm not in any middle ground, action does not happen overnight nor is it easy as you say it. I don't hate myself, I hate aspects of myself, that's a huge difference because I'm looking for self growth and I'm getting there inch by inch. I have progressed an awful lot if you have carefully followed me on this forum. You don't know me personally so you don't know shit about my journey. I haven't progressed fast enough yet my overall progress is massive if you have followed me all the way through from post number 1. It is silly to say that I am not progressing simply because I talk about my challenges. People come here to express their problems and seek solutions to those problems. That's the nature of this place, and if you can't accept that, then you are in the wrong place. This is not a dancing community of happy people. All kinds of traumatized, depressed, vulnerable people come here to seek help and work on their issues at their own pace. If you think you can't handle someone's problems or feel bad after reading it, then simply push the ignore button and don't read it. If someone is battling alcoholism and writing how they relapsed and document their struggle, I won't call it poisoning others but I'll respect their struggles. My private struggles are none of your business by the way, and if you don't like it, then avoid reading it, but of course people with problems are going to be here, some have worse problems than others, only the degree is different. I do share helpful things with people, that's how I show love, but I'm fully within my right to express my worries and thoughts too, that's what help is meant for. So don't try to block me getting help Responding to your second part of your post - I don't need your love nor your advice. Nobody is upping my mood, people simply give useful suggestions. So spare me your uppers, I don't need them. If someone says something positive, it's called community support to someone who needs it, so if I get community support, it's actually good for me, you don't need to give it if you don't feel like, but there are others who are supportive and understanding and they aren't doing anything wrong. I only feel better and if someone is surrounded by a supportive community, it actually helps their trauma, - learn basics of mental health before commenting to me. I don't come here for ego boosting so you don't need to support me. Others who are more matured and understanding, leave it to them. I don't fear any unknownNess, you don't know shit about me. My profile picture is the least of my concerns. I do it for aesthetic and artistic reasons. It has zero impact on my self esteem Stop speculating when you don't know me at all. I'm tired of the tone you adopt while writing to me. I would suggest you to avoid future communication with me, because instead of being helpful, it turns my whole agenda into a personal debate and I don't appreciate that. Your response is not only insensitive, it's not helpful at all. It's harshly critical and most importantly not resonating with my personal truth at all, like I said you don't know me personally so a lot of what you are saying is just pure assumption/projection that doesn't resonate. Don't ask me anymore questions and I'm not interesting in debating you on here, so simply avoid me instead of creating deliberate misunderstanding and then feeding on it.

The turn of events has ripped my flesh apart.