Preety_India

Don't let your childhood impact your worldview. Women or men are not bad, nobody really is. It's only a few bad experiences that make us feel that way. There are many wonderful people in this world, both men and women. I feel like what I am getting from your post is not so much about a particular woman because you haven't described a particular relationship which means you could have intimacy issues with women, you haven't gotten that close to a woman where you feel like you really know her well. Till then everything is just your perception. Not being able to be intimate with the opposite sex is not a woman's fault. Try socializing more and fall in love. Don't hold yourself back out of fear or rejection. A woman doesn't come to you on her own. You have to put that effort Good luck

I have decided to devote my love to plants and animals. They deserve more love than anyone.

@Raptorsin7 thank you for the support. It means a lot

You are right about that. Maybe certain events are just a huge learning lesson for the future. The toxic relationships I had gave me depression and health issues. I tried escaping many times but I couldn't because of emotional dependency. But I'm finally seeking help. I'm trying to sort things.

I want to discuss about emotional immunity It takes time to develop emotional immunity in a relationship

I will remember this entire last 3 months as the worst time in my life forever I will never forgive myself for my foolishness

Survival mode living is the worst kind of living because it makes you do anything for survival. Judgement is always unfair. I'm going to focus on organic living and spiritual living and divine living and holism This is going to be my focus and criteria.

I am come across the concept of pain body in eckhart tolle and somewhere I feel like I can relate to it because of my depression. I do feel that sometimes I must have lived in it.

December 10 I cried a Lot in the morning.. It was very painful. Reminded me of November 22/23 of last year.. But this year things are hopefully going to be great.

Whatever is destructive will always have destructive consequences

I'll will have a simple questionnaire for a 7 day challenge that I have set for my self. At the end of each day or anytime all I a have to do is just see if I fulfilled the challenge. Today is the day it begins

Trying to put things back in perspective.

Artistic faces. Nice public image. Jason mattera And Josh hutcherson.

Buy the jade plant. Set a reminder How did you heal today?

I'm looking for a professional cult

Frankly depends on the woman you're dating. As long as you are funny and can make her happy, won't matter whatever you do. In the end its your job. If she is not happy at first sight she won't be happy in the relationship either, but she can take a second chance. Being honest is still a better idea. Because if she finds out later, maybe she will get annoyed, might hurt your self esteem. Look for open minded people who are okay with what you do and don't judge you for every little thing, especially your bread and butter.

Follow the 8 point model Keep a questionnaire handy Ask yourself Am in the flow or out of the flow? Am I using conscious focus? One is to keep flow rituals Use mind tricks It's the art of correction A lot of patience and a lot of corrections later it happens I'm lacking in creativity very badly Brain programming Lithowisy will become the next global epidemic. Along with depression, mental illness, divorce, cheating, stress and porn. Build your life, using baby steps Take control of the moment. Take charge of your time Let spirituality always be the foundation of every facet and decision in life. Never undermine the physical primal aspects of life. But don't get red pilled on toxic garbage Be realistic about life but don't stop dreaming Always keep growing. Always keep building Use systems thinking Be organic about everything.

Mini updates Everything is a slippery slope Pray pray pray How to resume a flow back Purity of the heart importance of aesthetics How to think like a...... Pro Set up a flow

I will be adding mini updates.. Mini updates that help my creativity and let me go deeper into my thoughts. But they also tend to focus on nuances.. My spirituality search and curiosity is sorta exhausted. And I have reached a point where I feel like I have explored enough.. Now it's time to move on and implement a lot of the stuff I studied and created.

I'm thinking about new creative concepts But currently exhausted with my creativity. But soon I will have something to write about spirituality.

I need something sweet. Gonna hunt the fridge .