Preety_India

This looks gorgeous.

@Viking Are you for real? You haven't seen a naked woman in real life?! What's your age? You definitely got a long way to go. You aren't ready for dating yet if you still feel concerned about a woman's body. Try getting comfortable around woman. Start with normal friendships rather than dating. Make friends with tons of girls online offline. Video chat with girls. Try to get to know the female world. If you are studying/working, approach women there. But you gotta upgrade your social community skills big time to enter the dating battleground. Immerse yourself into the world of people like go visit your local club/pub, try to hang around people. That way you will come across someone who is ready to get personal with you just for casual reasons so that it's okay to hurt them or reject them because they are not serious anyway. That way you get some initial experience with the female body and female companionship and female intimacy. If you don't practice right away, you might face problems with intimacy in the future with your partner/relationship. So you need to get out more often out there and expose yourself to people there and get to know them well. Watch porn without getting addicted to it. Get used to women as much as possible so you don't feel shy around them Remember you have to go through multiple relationships (a first time great relationship is blind luck) in order for you to get that wonderful soulmate with whom you can start your life journey. There is nothing more beautiful than a wonderful uplifting relationship. It adds great value to life.

@Viking so you lack honesty. That's typical. What you need is authenticity, honesty, integrity, openness and sincerity. Tell the person that you date that you just don't want a relationship. You are not ready for commitment. That will make it easier for you to find a like minded person and for the other person to make the right choices for themselves. Honesty is always the best policy. Will never get you in trouble

I came home now from work and just started cooking. Will start the cleaning right away. Got to have the motivation to do this as much as possible. 20% cleaning done. I need to get this done. C'mon c'mon get going. Pumping myself.

Are you into blind dating? You can make your boundaries clear early on and only go out with those who are okay with it. I don't think that every woman who you're dating immediately wants to grab your hand. You could go out with those who are also not sexually attracted to you (haha), but jokes aside, if you just want a connection then don't rush with dating, get friendly with the person in call and text, that's all. That doesn't involve physical contact. Get friendly with women around you.

Don't start dating If you're not really ready for it. Go out with those women that you are attracted to and you have something in common to share with them. These hangouts are just futile. Maybe go out with someone that you get to know better via call or text..

I'm slow. I've completed 20% cleaning

Only 10% of the cleaning is done

I'm surprised she didn't come to yank me off.

One person is happiness Two people is headache 3 people is disaster Time to enjoy my loneliness

This is my new flash card for today

I moved out on 17th January. Then came back on 21st January to collect the rest of the stuff along with the refrigerator. I was too tired on January 22, 23 and 24. January 25 I went to the hospital. January 27 I joined the new place. I went grocery shopping. Today is January 29. I need to clean up the mess

Lol pick up will work but only for pick up. What after that. Long term relationships need tons of work and commitment. Don't just put your foot on the battlefield only to feel the excitement and then run off, be in the battle till the end. You need to be eligible for a long term relationship for long term happiness. And for that, work on your relationship building skills and relationship keeping skills. Rest is bullshit. Remember old school is the best school and instant gratification is a gateway to lifetime of regret

So today is January 28. And I have a 10 day goal set in front of me. In the next 10 days, I have to lay out what all I need to get done. Today was frustrating because I couldn't get it done. But tomorrow no excuses. I have to write something like "goal for the day" and mention it on a flash card

I wanted to talk about destructive criticism but I'm gonna put it off for later. Right now too much on my plate

So here's the deal. I'm not able to focus on some of my daily goals as a result of constant interference and work or errands. Just silly unimportant errands. I'd like to have more control over my daily life. So I'll be looking into it. Today I did some odd job here and there but nothing really productive apart from my office work. The problem is that even the office work is interfering with my life goals. It's not leaving me with enough time to get important life changing stuff done. But let's see. I've already achieved 6 milestones this January month so the year 2020 has been a great start.. I'll really want to squeeze the best out of this year. Really looking forward to a great year with great accomplishments. Well let's see...

LaLa lushness

So now I have decks Star deck Power Deck God tarot deck Energy Deck Role deck Gohan deck

I'm having a fun time eating ice cream... God after a long time some peace I get to enjoy Coming to the name of the tarot card set It should be called Gohan tarot Or giyonuss tarot set 2cards plus 1 card for city 3rd card for the devil 4th card for the adjective Gohan

So the new fictional character set tarot needs a name. Hmm thinking

Trying to get some rest today

Poison ivory

That word did occur recurrently in my dreams in the past few weeks. Now I can use it perfectly. I'll be using the word gohan a lot..

Poison ivory can be another character I also have an adjective in mind for the fictional city Giyonuss. Gohan. Wow I never knew I could use the word like that. Like fabulous A city which has perfect order and balance.