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This January month I have achieved 6 milestones

I think it's best to not go. Disappointing someone even a family member is just fine, especially when you don't feel like doing it. Trusting your instinct is key I feel like you could get sicker if you went. And you are on point about the money. That's not very small amount to just spend it on something pointless.. I have an idea. You could postpone this. Tell your dad not to be upset and that you will save those 1000 dollars for a wonderful trip in the near future like maybe 6 months later, when you are feeling fit and happy. That way he won't be disappointed. Save your dollars and unnecessary pain.

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???? The GOD TAROT DECK ??

Energy Deck

Energy Deck

The ROLE DECK

Recap of all the tarot decks I created in the past few weeks These are the decks Power Deck Star deck Role deck Energy Deck God tarot deck

So a total of 8 cards in a deck of God tarot. God tarot decks 6 gods tarot cards 2 cards one for balance and the other for natural order, both of these cards in the center surrounded by the God cards around it.

To recap, a typical deck of Tarot cards is comprised of 22 Major Arcana and 56 Minor Arcana cards. The Minor Arcana cards are used to reveal small changes and happenings in a person's life, whereas the Major Arcana are larger and more meaningful influences. Tarot cards for balance and natural order

R. I. P to the legend Kobe Bryant Heroes come and go but legends live forever - Kobe Bryant What a way to go. Very abrupt. Very sad over the sudden loss of a legend and his daughter. Nothing is certain and tomorrow is never promised. Your life is an extraordinary opportunity. Never forget that.

6 gods Tarots

Community values Justice Truth Righteousness Empowerment and protection. Morality Love peace and joy Judgement Maturity and wisdom Empathy and kindness Strength and courage and bravery Beauty Defenders Elimination Arismus - Defenders, bravery, strength and courage bareyon - Empowerment and protection. Diana - justice, truth, righteousness, morality cypress - empathy and kindness, love, peace and joy and creativity, compassion ziol elimination, judgement, wisdom and maturity Vor - beauty

It's all a power game, doesn't matter man or woman. Give disproportionate to men and you will have toxic patriarchy where men will exploit women and oppress them. Similarly give disproportionate power to women, you will get toxic feminism where women will exploit their powers to dehumanize men and breach their rights. It works both ways. Evil exists in both. Women are just as capable of evil as much as men are. And coming to survival. Survival has to be ensured for both gender. Because anyone who is pressed too much for survival becomes desperate and becomes psychopathic. This is animal nature. Survival is every thing. Try making people desperate for survival and their evil side comes out. In spirituality we want to be free from survival but it's not easy. The best solution to the gender problem is to have a gender neutral society that subdues the arrogant sociopathic side of men and tackles victim mentality of women and balances gender power struggles to create a smooth dynamic and helps create men and women who are healthy less toxic and community oriented.

Hey mate, You've a very clear logical way of looking at life. I like that. That's very important for folks to cultivate. I completely agree with whatever you say here regarding women. They can make a lot of irrational decisions when it comes to falling in love because they use feelings rather than the head and there lies the trouble. And sometimes feelings are sneaky.. But not all women are this way. There are many wonderful logical sophisticated women out there for you to date and a have a great future with. Do not be discouraged by people telling you stuff about sex and this and that. That's not even true. If a woman is truly happy with you, she doesn't need all this sex god stuff. The woman that you are with is irrational.. I've seen a lot of Latin American women like that, they can date losers and call him a great guy.. A Latin American woman I know has 2 baby daddies, you know that kind of stuff where they date guys from prison and so on. So leave that woman who is only using you and not ready to build a life with you. It's not even about value mismatch. She is just not your type. She doesn't see your potential. So maybe she can be happy with a loser in her future. You need to focus on your career and search for other wonderful smart women preferably in America where you wish to move or any other place where you want to continue your career and find your ultimate soulmate. But always look for a woman ready to build a life with you or else she will be some toxic woman just playing games. And that's not good for your life.. Good luck and have a great life.

I don't hate her but I also don't love her

I have been feeling pretty heavy and upset for the day. My friend's dog died. She has been having a bad day. And me too Feeling so heavy. Don't feel like getting anything done. Everything is just bugging me. Yesterday was a hell stressful. Nothing was going right. The tarot cards help me kind of but I lost them in all of the mayhem last week.. My boyfriend hasn't been supportive either. Acting like an asshole since last couple of days. Just thinking what to do. Need to be out of this mess.. Too much shit to deal with. When I feel desperate I just don't feel like doing anything at all.

Trying to deal with stuff today. Life can be so hard sometimes

If I were able to afford I'd have done it. I have heard great reviews. I guess definitely worth the try

@DrewNows wasn't trying to blame. Just said facts. Nobody is bad or good. But in relationships we often get used played unwittingly and without the other person intending. Was just pointing that out. When a relationship has no future, it's best to cut losses.

@electroBeam you're being played. Maybe that's not her intention but that's what is happening. Women who have suffered trauma are not able to deal with their shadows openly therefore they begin to justify their bad behavior by using their past trauma. Don't fall in that trap. You deserve a healthy woman. If she is not happy with you she should just break up with you and move on. But she wants you as a teddy bear. She doesn't want a horrible break up because she doesn't want to deal with the emotions of losing you. But that's her deal. Often traumatized women display emotionally abusive behavior. This they do without knowing it themselves. She does not try to solidify the relationship. This is a big sign that you don't have a future with her, once you know this, you know that staying in it is like being played but she wouldn't admit it because she doesn't want to look like the bad guy. You will need to get the confidence to be upfront and tell her that you are breaking up for good even though it hurts her because this will make her realize that she cannot do that to other men and that men will leave her once they realize that she is just using them as a crutch. You need to make her realize that. Both men and women need stable partners not people to counsel for their past trauma. For that she can attend therapy. And yes she can make good friends with lots of men and women. She doesn't have to use boyfriends as crutches and ruin their time. You need to seriously move on. She is not going to be productive for you in any way.. Rest of the stuff she says like why can't she do this or that is plain emotional blackmail. My ex had called me last week and asked me why we can't be friends anymore especially when I'm already in a new relationship. And then proceeded to say romantic/sexual things to me. And told me that I'm not open minded enough to allow that. This is just emotional blackmail whichever gender does it. Ask her if she would do hugging and kissing when you have a new girlfriend and she would probably say yes. She will be willing to even damage your relationship for her emotional needs. Would your new woman like that? You need people who give YES OR NO answers in relationships not vague or wishy washy. Be very careful about that part. Any woman who gives you mixed signals is bad news. Because they will forever give mixed signals. Move on to someone who wants to have a future with you in a practical way, and don't fall for emotional blackmail bullshit. Severe all ties with her and make your boundaries clear. She can find her cuddly teddy bear in some guy who is simply happy being her boy toy. Good luck

I have a memory of a goldfish.

I need to seriously get back on track