Preety_India

You, me and Jenny

February 19 Today is Day 17 of no contact challenge Day 3 of Implementation Days.

I forgot that I could listen to endless sea waves and rain and birds.. Just anytime... Life can't get better than what I already have What am I grateful for Food every day My beautiful window curtains My understanding boyfriend My work My room My journal My close group of friends A clean place A roof over my head My cozy blanket My garden My wind-chime My Tibetan gong My event management earning My unmarried status My pets A hot shower Ice cream My witchcraft Nature My divine feminine

If you are in tune with the laws of the universe, you will see flourishing. If you are against the laws of the universe, you will cause failures.

The will of the universe is going to happen and not your will. The universe is not going to bend to your will because it doesn't owe you anything. The laws of the universe are tailored around goodness.

Important qualities from the Karma post I made day before yesterday Selflessness Kindness Purity and Honesty Empathy Empowerment Benevolence Encouragement Helpfulness Generosity Unconditional Non judgemental Righteousness

I'm more focused on push backs I'm trying to raise filters, barriers, boundaries and walls. As a defense mechanism. A good bullshit and bullshitter detector. Crapola!

I'm thinking whether I should have a timer on I think it will help.

I need a milestone reward just now

Recap Pre planning Pie chart Tracking system... Sequence of codes Reward points Reward charms Implementation Days No Social Contact Challenge Activity codes reward charms jar Charms chart Activity blocks Sequence notes Activity classifications as Engaging/Useful or Random Milestone Photo album and Milestone Jar

Reward points for today 20 Completed 1 task To be updated......

February 18 Today is Day 16 of no contact challenge Day 2 of Implementation Days.

February 18

I am trying to learn how to have more healthy and dependable people around me and cut out two kinds of people out of my life Toxic people Wolf in sheep's clothing kind of people Try to be with people who will add value to your life and try to cut off people who will not add value to your life or who will take value away from your life.

Learn to leave people who do not add value to your life

Any trust is bad trust if it is not earned This was the biggest lesson for me in the past 3 months.

It takes so much to even understand that self care is a priority

My first journal started with the intent to keep toxic people away from my life. I've come so far and made it through. The toxic relationship I had which I gave up in November has been such a relief. Unbelievable. Some toxic people can be such energy vultures, energy vampires, they can drain everything positive out of you, take you to ruination. But I have learned to stand up for myself and fight back. Nothing can stop me anymore. I will survive. I'll make it through. I have survived all the stalking, obsession, abuse, nonsense and sabotage. I will continue to survive and make it through. I tell myself everyday to fight back harder and push back harder, to live the life I want, to have freedom, to feel free. Don't let the energy drainers win. Achieve your fullest potential your dream. Live the life you want and on your own terms. Stop at nothing. You as a good person will have your struggle to survive and flourish and maneuver your way through the labyrinth of toxic vampires(energy vampires, toxic people) around you, and find your way despite their attempts to bring you down. Learn to say no Learn to keep boundaries Upgrade people skills Learn tactics to deal with people who cause problems Learn to not put up with crap Learn to stand up for yourself Understand your self worth