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What motivates me now are the monster tarot cards. Because each monster represents a form of stamina or strength

When you are in trapped circumstances you need more power to survive through it, to make the best out of it and to escape it and finally walk to freedom It feels like a cult as long as you are in it. It can be a toxic relationship tying you down or a bad job. Bad environment. Bad system This I can call the Cult of Circumstances. Your circumstances are making you feel trapped and turning toxic..

This post inspires me to meditate more. Life seems worse after meditating, how to overcome this obstacle? Started by moon777light, 3 hours ago Reply to this topic 8 posts in this topic moon777light Topic Starter Member 1,019 posts Posted 3 hours ago · I have now realized exactly why i meditate consistently for a few months then stop cold turkey until i pick it up again a few months later. I start feeling overwhelming anxiety and fear and i have a hunch that things start going worse when i meditate instead of better. I couldnt get a notion of why, why does this always happen until today i randomly listened to an esther hicks talk which covers this. She said that when people start meditating they always go to her asking why does it seem that all hell breaks lose in my life when i start this practice? And according to her its because when you meditate, you "calibrate" yourself to Source, to Who you Really Are, your divine self. Because of this, when you are in situations where you calibrate to who you are NOT (lets say negative emotions), you notice it 10x more intense than it was before. Apparently it didnt get worse, the negative emotion is always the same, it just seems worse because youve now accessed extremely positive emotions/vibrations in meditation. I find that this is likely what is going on with me, i feel anxiety soo much worse than it ever was before. How do i overcome this obstacle? Halp.

Thanks for the beautiful post. This is so inspiring. Reaching to your superior resplendent divine self This inspires me to do more meditation. It's like going through hell to actually glimpse heaven.. Pain before the gain.

Yep

Kobe Bryant on meditation

Yea muscular men look sexy. Skinny and fat guys don't. The muscle has to be more around the shoulder, biceps, thigh areas to make it extra sexy. I don't think I ever got attracted to a toned torso. That doesn't matter that much. It's just that girls have this fantasy of a boy caressing them being protective so strong arms give that feeling. Thin arms with no fat is an immediate turn off, of course personality can always compensate for appearance. But appearance is always a bonus with personality..

How to survive a cult Surviving through Escaping Celebrating freedom Prayer.....

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Roles for different monsters Main monsters 12 Hydrazonthus - Resilience Leviathan - mysteriously insightful Mastodon - juggernaut Megalodon - super mental skill Hydra - always cool and a huge database of information Behemoth - persistence of the mountains. Bagathor - honesty and truth Zerrighalesteus - Ferocious Hogh hydra - high ambition Hippopodus - unbeatable. Mamma bear.. Zanthazar - quick and smart. Beelzebufo - intense love and empathy

Toxicity of you

A momma's boy

An real life example of enduring unconditional true romantic love

Main monsters 12 Hydrazonthus Leviathan Mastodon Megalodon Hydra Behemoth Bagathor Zerrighalesteus Hogh hydra Hippopodus Zanthazar Beelzebufo

Depends on culture. Maybe in places where racism is given a pass. Redneck places. But elsewhere it's really very liberal and globalist. Cosmopolitan. There you can't expect white privilege because there are organizations that protect rights of minorities as well. In some places white privilege is a real phenomenon. In others its just an illusion..

I think a person who stands for the truth and upholds it is a healthy red

Monster Tarot Deck 31 monsters cards. 1 Hydrazonthus 2 Leviathan 3 Mastodon 4 Megalodon 6 Zanthazar 7 Beelzebufo 8. Doedicurus 9 Hippopodus 10 Epicyon 11 Eryops 12 Dimetrodon 14 Hydra 15 Behemoth 16 Leprosaurus 17 Kezizodon 18 Hogh hydra 19 Buffidohagop 20 Deriopter 21 Trikiptera 22 Mandibuloptus 23 Sabrederedan 24 Bariophicus 25 Dagaricanthop 26 Naigousiyum 27 Zugderondon 28 Caulidosternum 29 Bagathor 30 Igtheolup 31 Zerrighalesteus

Vitamin C is helping me so much

Journey to freedom