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When you are unable to cope with a healthy society the problem lies in you.

This post in my mind can be summed up this way. It's like evolving to a point of complete understanding and final Revival after suffering a lot of metamorphosis and then asking oneself "why did I get here?" and Guilting oneself for having come so far and interpreting it as something bad for being different and wanting to go back to the point from where all the evolution started to once again go through the same cycle of causation and change and once again come to the point of final Revival. In short it looks like a loop. High consciousness is a point of no return. It can't be faked.

Personality disorder is one thing And personality change and personality itself are completely different from personality disorder

Just because you want to look cool, you can't become cool. Just because you want to look matured, you can't act matured.

After a lot of contemplation I have come to this realization that everything boils down to One word Perception

Psychological manipulation Switch on switch off Whenever there is a sign of uncomfortable terrain, manipulation and brainwashing Try to switch off and place a filter And whenever there is information that is pleasant, pragmatic and agreeable be receptive to it... That is try to switch on. Be adept at this switch off switch on mechanism. Basically this means wearing an imaginary tin foil hat.

Glad to know that it worked for you. You are welcome.

Yesterday was a bad day. But today is a good day... Yoohoooo. Time to grab ice-cream.

Ayahuasca has helped me a lot. It's the only thing I have tried so far and it's cool. I get beautiful images in mind while tripping on it and I always get a sense of Bliss. Sometimes I cry on it.. This is how I feel on ayahuasca.

Keeping my sequence notes in a box

Today is March 3 and I got some very important work done today in the morning. Ahhhh... What a relief... Finally that tension is gone. Major pending work was completed today

This therapist is too tied to society's defenition of self worth, that's obviously not going to work for someone like you. Take in advice that's good for you and then do what you have to do. Self esteem is essential for survival like water. You can obviously upgrade yourself to feel better. But there is always a FOUNDATIONAL SELF ESTEEM, a sense of self worth you hold even in the most terrible disparaging situations of life. A psychologist can't help you with that. A doctor can place a pacemaker machine in your heart to make the heart beat. He can't give you the will to live life. That's just how the medical field is. They are good but they are not motivational or inspiring For inspiration you have to look at the common man's struggles and triumphs and realize that you also have your own mountains to climb.

Indeed. Lol

I'm Roman

Anxious Schizoid Helplessness Hoarder PTSD Introversion Lack of freedom Avoidant Triggers PTSD rage Clash trigger

Lmao. I do cooking I watch YouTube. Long long walks. Downloading and reading books on Kindle.

@Bill W glad to have been of some help to you.

American politics is really in a deep state of chaos and downturn. A lot of it is invested in money. Heavily rigged. A political revolution is needed to branch out of it. Currently none of the candidates are admirable. The picture is dismal to the point that a hope for a powerful authentic president is lost. America is politically in a crisis because both parties are invested in regenerating a vote Bank rather than solve issues. The whole election process is not completely fair. Even a small mistake from a candidate is victory for another. It's like a toss game, the outcome highly unpredictable, not in the best interests of the public, involvement of multiple third parties that totally interfere the outcome of the entire election. Good candidates drop out of frustration. Bad candidates might have more campaign money. American elections and politics is at the climax of hopelessness. They to reinvent the entire process constitutionally and make it fair, objective, transparent and functional for the government to sustain under its weight.

When you learn that even the basic freedoms are curtailed within a cult you have to learn to find those freedoms in whatever manner. Also the other aspect of a cult is that you feel trapped and you feel demotivated, lack of motivation.... You Might even begin to suffer depression as a result of the cult. Important to get back that motivation..

You need a survival guide to survive the cult of Circumstances. In your life.....

What do you need for surviving the cult of Circumstances. You need Basic survival Hope Patience Strength Determination Perseverance Adaptibility Smartness Pre emptive thinking Survival guide Tolerance and endurance Intactness Insight Therapy for avoiding and preventing personality changes and preventing brainwashing Keeping your natural self as strong and undeterred or unimpacted as possible Escape and freedom strategies When you are surrounded by bullies and haters, you are not allowed to be your natural self.

Trajectory based thinking This is my new concept for this week. It means you look at your life in a broader higher level way. The bird's eye view of your life. The encapsulation of the general assessment of your life. I will call it trajectory based thinking because sometimes during insight meditation you need to focus on the overall trajectory of your life and see where it's going. If the natural trajectory is going towards a degradative state, then hold back and make conscious effort to change this trajectory with your own persistence

Meditation feels like I'm accessing a different state a new state of consciousness and a better one. Albeit at a much slower rate than psychedelics Whereas staying in the present moment makes me more calm headed, less anxious, less worrying and more focused, less scattered and more grounded. Hope this helps

Roles for different monsters Main monsters 12 Hydrazonthus - Resilience Leviathan - mysteriously insightful Mastodon - juggernaut Megalodon - super mental skill Hydra - always cool and a huge database of information Behemoth - persistence of the mountains. Bagathor - honesty and truth Zerrighalesteus - Ferocious Hogh hydra - high ambition Hippopodus - unbeatable. Mamma bear.. Zanthazar - quick and smart. Beelzebufo - intense love and empathy