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Always do a recap of the journal every 15 days...

Keep a file for sequence notes Forgot to do this last time .......

Do tarot spreads The decks I created this year Power tarot and star deck Monster deck Energy deck Role deck

Do CLNP

Start reviewing sequence notes And keep timers

From Monday on I need to go to the library.

@Nahm

Back to my sequence notes

Today is Saturday and my neighbor is jamming the music so loud. Ughhhhhhhhhh

OPS FEAR FACTORY

It was INS

So post the breakup I need that energy that has eluded me for so long. I believe in the law of attraction. So I believe that if I attract this energy I can also attract people similar to this energy. Right now Andrew is in my life. But like so many relationships that I had, I never know if this is going to last forever Sometimes the whole thing "this will last forever" seems fake like an illusion. Andrew is very protective of me. Which is good. In some ways Andrew represents the romantic energy that I always needed. But he is busy a lot on his hifi job.. So I only get to meet him sometimes and we talk little these days. The last time I met Andrew was on my birthday. We are still in the friend turned lovers zone. He is good looking and he is well behaved, nice gentleman. But I don't know how things work. So I don't keep high hopes. I still myself have a lot to do..

There were a few concepts that I left out because I was in a hurry and I was going through too much since the last two weeks.. But I'll back to normal at some point within the next few weeks. And things gonna be alright or so I assume. So the next concept I was going to talk about is romantic energy. The sexual energy that drives life. The most primal energy that we are always seeking in relationships. The energy that we always need. Yoohoo this is gonna be big for me. My mind is not yet ready to explore this new concept that popped in my head this morning. I'm excited. I have been through so many romantic relationships. Of course there were beautiful moments and there were ugly spats. But the energy that I held as a teenager during my puberty is the most sexual primal energy a young woman feels when she is blossoming into a sexual woman. Sexual feelings weren't that important when I was just 12 years old.. It felt kinda awkward and repulsive in those days. Like I didn't want to talk about it. I retaliated sex when I was 15.... A friend of mine helped me understand that my feelings were normal and there was nothing to hide or repress. THAT WAS BIG. LIKE REALLY Big. The best advice to give to a teenager is to let them feel sexual when they feel it rather than telling them that it's something they shouldn't do I was careful not to tell my mom about it because as you know how mommies are, they just don't get it unless it's them.... My mom would have lashed out at the mere mention of sex and said something like...... "Don't be with boys.....Blah blah....Blah"...... I wish I had a mom who was more understanding of female nature and how things work for women. It's similar to having a dad who says don't date girls... SMH.. Men and women who become parents and who are totally to their children's feelings and desires and ambitions STINK and should be repulsed by society. There is nothing worse than putting your child on the wrong side of the bed and hoping they would wake up on the right side.

It's a third person reference or usage of the "you." Which means "You" is used as an impersonal pronoun which can mean anyone at a time. A general usage of "you." The generic you is primarily used as a colloquial or less formal substitute for one. For instance, "Brushing one's teeth is healthy." can be expressed less formally as "Brushing your teeth is healthy. Hope that cleared up

Just learn that which you can put into practice. Rest is redundant

It's not about going anywhere. It's about being.

Today is a better day....

Do you think you need a psychiatrist?

Thank you for this information

Leo made the specific comment on March 3. So doing the math.... This guy probably read the comment on March 3 and booked the appointment in all urgency on March 4. Went to the psychiatrist and told him/her that. He got locked for what 72 hours? Technically if you count that after March 4 and today being March 7 and this being posted 9 hours ago, he should have still been in the lock down. Guys here need to seriously look at some of these posts. If this is not trolling then I don't know what is

Can't believe that everyone fell for it. You saw through it. I see through it too. To all the others on this thread, What are the chances that this guy went to the psychiatrist with a genuine intent. Look at his credit. He is posting for the first time with only 1 post and no responses given. No feedback to comments. No explanation or context given. So he decides to do a ton of self inquiry, he follows Leo and immediately decides to go to the psychiatrist within a few days of Leo saying those words and it turns out that he was locked for 72 hours. Are you kidding me? And so after the lock down, he decides to create an account and post it here. Does anyone ever go the psychiatrist and ever say that? And people are responding to this thread as if it's genuine!!!!! SMH.

Sometimes you try so hard to be strong, to be tough, to be brilliant, to be smart... And then one day.... You just give up.. Because you can't be strong anymore, because the more you try the harder everything gets. You just want to surrender in the moment and let the devil win because you just can't win no matter what. There's a state of helplessness and despair and disgust with oneself for not being able to be what the heart wanted. To fight for survival and learn that it's a losing battle no matter how hard you try. You keep beating time and then time keeps beating you at your game and you just have to give up..... That's hard