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Unresolved trauma, self medication,excessive use, Dissociation, search for healing, fragmented self, escapism, lack of accountability, unable to confront shadow, no sunshine, professional help, lonewolf Just looking for healing

Brae needs healing because it has to focus on it. Too much commotion I wanted to recreate the Gohan deck I had made previously.

I'll use this for general reminders Use this for a bigger goal for the week or a few days or the current month Use this for the next thing on my mind for the current time

These are so beautiful Diatoms

The white angel tarot is also going to be added to the dark mystic deck

@Elham it's spreading here as well

Few things to focus on while working on my intuition. Reading energy or Vibing or receiving energy perfectly. Like an absorbent sponge Visualization.. Visualize on the energy Focus. Sharp focus Symbolic representation in the form of symbol or word. Both represent the same thing. A word /symbol guides you. Word or symbols can be used interchangeably. Guidance. Let the word guide you. Everything is cause and effect. So everything is a Synchronic pattern in life. Learn how to detect these Synchronic patterns by connecting deeply to them. If you saw the number 04 and met 4 people there has to be a connection there. Keep the mind vigilant to be able to detect words, thoughts, ideas, prayers, symbols, feelings and voices. A word and a voice is an important aspect of spirituality Train your mind to become an Empath. In short I'm doing all this in order to Guide myself through a symbol (word/symbol/image///////message) Message and word can be two different things. For example, if I say the word "memory" it can simply mean that I need to improve my memory. If I use the word "sword" it can mean a fight.. This is more like the meaning of the word or the message inherent in it rather than just using a simple word. So a word can also be used as a metaphor. Thus there can be direct words or there can be metaphors. Deciphering these words depends on how they interact with your life. Deriving energy along with guidance. The energy of the word "game" is fun. Energy of the word "argument" is tension or conflict. Energy of the word "beach" is playful and calm. Energy of the word "family" represents bonding. Energy of the word "ice-cream" is happy energy. Feel that energy going through your body and your mind. Visualization of this symbol and its energy and its process, and its fulfillment and its context, visualization of the event associated with the word or symbol.

Thanks for the link Peter Ralston is a good source. I like Leo's technique as well.

The white angel tarot is more about passivity and kindness and joy and calmness The dark angel is more about fighting back as hard as you can. Breaking chains, death defying, daredevilry.

Feelings I identify with Helplessness Hopelessness Stuck/trapped Miserable Self pity Depressed Despair Worries about my health Pain while reflecting the past Sensitivity to feelings Crippled. Challenged

It's just very difficult sometimes. I have been having pain in my chest ever since the nightmare. Phew. Tough day for me. I wasn't feeling great. Got stuff to do. Hopefully this week is going to be good. I was really feeling helpless and down today. Like it suck to be alive. There was so much pain in different parts of my body and so it was difficult to cope. I make sure that I always write down whatever symptoms I have in this journal so I can always have a track as to when they happened and what they were.

Hehe Leo should love this. Cool video. You got great skills. Keep up.

@Chakra Lion I agree with you on certain aspects. A person who seeks enlightenment and spiritual growth becomes more aware of the suffering of others because he begins to see himself in others. He starts his journey towards becoming an Empath. So you are right about the suffering part. A man who becomes more spiritually aware and conscious will also become conscious of the suffering of others and will fight or struggle to reduce it or not contribute in anyway towards its prevalence. But when it comes to eating meat, the situation is slightly tilted. Most people don't see the suffering in front of their eyes and they are not the ones inflicting it. So it's difficult for them to be empathetic. We are part animal part human, part reptilian part human, part survival part philanthropy. So our animal side resists the thought to give up meat. I think the focus should be more on the unethical and improper treatment of animals more than the consumption. If I said that consumers do not contribute to this suffering at all, I would be lying. They do. So there should be a compromise. A compromise that will involve the proper treatment of animals and also consumer satisfaction for nutrition and health. That's the only way to deal with this controversial problem. This is an age old classic problem of the conflict between showing empathy for animals and ensuring nutritional survival needs. I hope one day there will be a satisfactory solution to this other than just giving up meat.

So I had a nightmare last night and I need to record them to have a better understanding of what happens in my mind when I'm asleep. So it goes like this... I am living in Calcutta in a flat. There are others also like a college dorm. And these two men are at my door suggesting that they need to do some repair but I don't let them in and I tell them that there's no need. Yet they tell me some reason and convince me. Once they are in my room, they begin to open the switchboard and start doing stuff with the wires. And one of them occasionally turns around to ask me questions regarding the brand, when I purchased. I probably purchased the wrong one. He proceeds to explain me what needs to be done although I tell him there is nothing that needs fixing. I'm a bit pissed off at this point. I want them to leave. So they just leave it all open and don't fix it and they just continue. They leave. I'm asking them "how can you leave it all messy. I didn't need any fixing. You broke the board. And now you're leaving. What's this about? You gotta fix what you did just now" And the one guy calmly responds "I'm sorry but we'll be back with some cables and the right set. We need to get them." And so they left I'm left worried. Because they cut the electricity. So now there's no electricity. I'm thinking how am I going to fix this. I call the main office where people handle rent payments and concerns of residents. They tell me that these are the same men sent over by the company for the complaint I registered many months ago. I don't believe that a bit. I think this is all nonsense.. Then I see one of the men working at my neighbors flat. And I'm thinking maybe they are always needed for new residents and they mistakenly entered my flat instead of hers. It's many hours that go by and there's no callback from anyone. So I walk out of the room for fresh air in the park region of the building. It's a huge campus. I am walking further away from my apartment now. There is this bunch of guys and some women sitting on there. I see a man and he asks me what's going on. I think that maybe he is one of those men working off duty so maybe telling him will solve the problem. He listens at first and then looks intently at me. He tells me that he is going to kill me. He makes a sexual gesture towards me and I tell him to piss off. So he gets up and starts walking towards me. At this point I'm a bit nervous and angry. I tell the other guy what this guy was telling me. He pretends like he is not listening. So I run away from that place. I see that guy following me with anger in his eyes. I'm too scared at this point. I finally make it back to the apartment where I see a random guy just behind me making his way upstairs. I turn around at him and I ask him to help me. I tell him this guy wants to kill me. He doesn't believe it. When I tell him to take a look at the person who has been following me to the apartment, he walks downstairs but that guy has disappeared. He is nowhere. This guy comes back and reassures me that everything will be alright. I'm still a bit nervous and I key in the lock on my door. I open it and then once it's the same old thing. Nothing is being done about this. I'm very frustrated. So I knock on my neighbors door. She lets me in. I tell her everything slowly but I can see that she is not interested in listening. She is busy sorting things and acting like she didn't hear me. I ask her if I can use the bathroom. She nods When I enter the bathroom, it's all a mess. Tissue rolls and bottles and what not strewn around. There's even all the dishes and discarded food and bags abd cigarettes and everything else dumped everywhere. I'm like yikes..... So I just come out of the bathroom feeling disgusted I tell her I'm leaving and she is apparently showing no concern, still busy in her work. I call up an older woman for company. And she comes. She has known me for sometime. I tell her everything. And she is being sympathetic and telling me to be careful about the man who threatened me. But after some time I look at her and her face has changed. She is starting to look creepy. Her face keeps changing. And she takes a huge something and hurls at me. I am just confused. I run to the door and out. I keep running down the hallway screaming. She is after me throwing big objects at me. And I'm telling her "Please don't do this. Please don't do this. Please don't do this." And I wake up sweating with fear... That was one terrible nightmare. Never had something like this in years.

New Beginning

Laboratory generated meat Memphis Meats is a food technology company headquartered in Berkeley, California aiming to grow sustainable cultured meat. The company was founded by an Indian Uma Valeti, Nicholas Genovese, and Will Clem. Valeti was a cardiologist and a professor at the University of Minnesota. . All the meat grown is from animal cells, they produce food by sourcing high-quality cells from animals I haven't tried this so I don't know how much it is palatable or healthy.

He only calls out people who engage too much in distractions. He is not a yes type of guy. He likes to point out if he sees someone not doing what needs to be done. Because he genuinely cares. Would you rather want a guy who doesn't give a damn what you do? Leo is a very loving guy. Most people will only focus on words but not on his actions. He cares a lot. His words are not to be taken literally to the heart. Instead focus more on the message. His message is about being fully awake.

I think it depends on how the meat is sourced. I don't see a problem with ethical ways of killing the animal to get meat. I don't know how exactly they are going to make it ethical. I don't want to eat meat that is sourced through animal mutilation and abuse. I prefer dairy chicken and fish at the moment. But I feel weak without the protein content in animal foods. I don't know but I think eating animal food is necessary for health. Maybe a middle ground can be reached in the future if they can find a way to kill animals minus the brutality.

I'm going to create a new deck called the dark mystic tarot. This tarot deals with mysticism and spirituality.

Actually as you grow spiritually, you begin to have greater affinity and liking for truth and love and positivity and lesser and lesser tolerance for bullshit. So given the trajectory of Leo's spiritual growth, he is on the right track. He needs to have the least tolerance for bullshit.

Total decks Star deck Power Deck God tarot deck Energy Deck Role deck Gohan deck Monster deck

Basically what he meant is he wants either psychedelic approach and/or non psychedelic approach people on the forum. That means he wants people who are interested in actualization and spiritual work. And he doesn't want trolls. Well that's fair enough!! Why should he tolerate bullshitters anyway? He shouldn't.