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Of course I didn't include that detail. I've also mentioned elsewhere that I had a porn addiction for some time but now I tried to keep it to the minimum because it kinda takes away the interest from real sex for me. Also the way I perceive men gets affected by porn. Also I do get horny not just during my periods but also on other days as well. But I'm so busy that and I have done it so much for so long that I don't do it as much as I used to when in my teens and at 21/22. Now I'm kinda used to it. I've girl friends who watch porn with me. I used to watch porn even with my ex boyfriends. I just didn't include the whole details because I thought people gonna judge me a bit much.

If it's a player girl, then you are better off without her. Being with players causes emotional distress. There is no point of reasoning with them because they continue with that behavior

This is how I experience my horniness. I feel very horny when I see a man I cannot resist. If he is the man I want, I'm going to have orgasms just looking at him and feeling his presence. Then I want to chase him down like a cheetah. I just wanna seduce him till he caves. (I feel super horny during my periods, well of course) My horniness is like fire. It needs a spark, till then it's dormant. But when the right guy comes along, I'm lit. I only get attracted to sexy men. Others I don't bother to look at. I don't care if people think I'm a whore or whatever. I'm my own. I go for looks and intelligence. Looks means both face and body (and hair on the head.) I don't go for tattoos or baldy or skinny. Nice athletic, muscular, my last boyfriend was a boxing champion. Also intelligence matters. He should be able to talk. I don't prefer the silent shy types. They don't excite me. I'm not going to have sex with any Tom, Dick and Harry. My body is too precious for that and I'm selective. My horniness is selective, only the man I am attracted to or no man. I'm well in control of my sexuality since puberty, just like my sexy mom. She got the best man and lived with him all her life and I was born, hehe

That's the point I've been trying to make.

April 27 Mini updates Great start. No nightmares. Got some stuff done yesterday. Today too. Hope it works out good. Finished my art that I had started a few days back. This forum is such a cesspool of argumentative people, like what in the world, everyday I see people butting heads with each other, seriously annoying, someone starts a topic, then it gets locked because it doesn't have the right content, then that person is offended, there is just no way to not offend someone, or something gets taken out of context and someone takes offense for nothing, bullshit questions, just people trying to trigger each other because they have to be above others. You don't need big big meditation to just be a normal decent human being. Fuck I've come across more decent people in real life to be honest. They disagree but don't get mean. It seems in spirituality circles, people have a lot up their ass. Their ego is massive. waste of space. I need my self now. I've begun to love my self. The love that I was searching for in men, I now search within myself. I can be Infinitely kind and loving and I know that power in me

Exactly

Crap music. Just to define how crappy life is. So Macaulay Culkin decided to do this crap music.. Oh well. Like someone said, for all his great work as a child, Culkin wanted to do something crap to be normal again. That's befitting. Like me huh

Nothing beats natural intelligence.

Exactly.

@LaucherJunge haha

@Maximus it doesn't take away the point I'm making. If women(most) were just as horny or more, then men just wouldn't need to go any places.

Lack of vision. Lack of direction. Overthinking. FOMO: fear of missing out. Lack of disciplined, passionate, and purpose-driven friends. Lack of alignment with your core values. Lack of expression of your true feelings (e.g. through a journal). Might be some basic stuff like diet, lack of fresh air, lack of sleep, bad postures, or unorganised lifestyle. Addiction. Victim's mindset.

Doomsday graffiti and Vigil mafia.

It's so obvious that men are hornier than women. If women were so horny, why would men struggle so much with getting sex? Right

The video is like a full package.

@Leo Gura Loved your open-mindedness video. Great exercises. Right now enjoying it

. This is a good video for today. Will make my day perfect

Most posts in my Healing Road journal are about emotional healing from both relationship abuse and childhood trauma that I suffered for many years. Currently I'm in the healing phase where I'm actively seeking freedom from my traumatic past. I'm not an expert but whatever strategies I've gathered are working for me. I could not afford therapy and now the coronavirus situation made it impossible to go to a therapist. So I decided to figure out my own ways of dealing with my emotional issues. Some posts in my journal are still in their finishing stages but they may be of some help to you.. I had a huge problem with shaming and its prevalent everywhere, even on this forum, it's inescapable as long as you live among people, so I decided to turn inward and not rely on people for affection and understanding. Also my past romantic relationships turned out to be a dud because most of them ended in me getting betrayed towards the end. This is an ongoing post. So you might want to refer to posts before and after it to connect all the dots. This is a post I made on April 16 and these mini exercises might seem absurd at first but they really helped me Kickstart my journey to emotional healing. Since doing these exercises, I've been feeling much better. This is the "questioning relevance" technique that I've been using past few days and this helps me with keeping my life together and having a proper focus on what I should be wanting and keeping the toxic stuff out. This is another technique that helps with self love and is very similar to what Leo uses in his latest videos. Helps with love and forgiveness. You might want to try it if you are dealing with thoughts of either self harm or harming others.. ho'oponopono is the name I hope you're able to get over the past and I hope you recover soon and lead a good life and not let these bad experiences from your past defeat your journey.

Today is a bright beautiful day. April 26. 2020 Time for coffee.

@GodDesireOnlyLove why not? I'm holding a view on whatever I know, now if I don't know something, that's not a part of the view. That can be discussed separately with someone who has knowledge of it.. You're using the example of a puzzle in the wrong way. It's like if I have an opinion about the quality of air in Hong Kong, I'm also supposed to know the quality of air in America even if I haven't lived in America or else my opinion on the quality of air in Hong Kong is invalid ? Smh. That's some illogical connecting there.

@GodDesireOnlyLove I just don't know much about gay people or gay sex so I can't comment on that. The question was about whether women are less horny, and I gave the biological reasons why they would be, but I never implied that biology rules everything Life is complex. In life our decisions are influenced by both biological and non biological factors.

@GodDesireOnlyLove I think they have a biology too. I never implied anything about gay sex though.

@Display_Name So you mean to say that good enough males do not have to struggle with getting sex at all?